FEYRE I am angry. No, I am beyond livid. It takes every ounce of my self-control to stop myself from sneaking into Alpha Zade’s room and destroying things until I feel some of the anger leave me. I choose the higher road and instead take a cold shower. It works very well for anger and I would hig
ALPHA ZADE I worked out late tonight, I knew it was going to be an off night and most of the pack members would be out. It is usually something I look forward to because it means the pack house would be less noisy and I can keep to myself, do other things freely. But the thought of her being there
FEYRE It is safe to say I did not think things through. The shock that rattled through me when I saw how Alpha Zade lost control made me rethink the game I played. I didn't expect him to act out, especially like that. I knew it would annoy him, but that was just it. I thought he didn't care but
FEYRE I sit up now, giving her a curious look. I don’t know where we stand a hundred percent so I’m trying to be careful “You know, I am always around and in this pack house every day in my life but the one night I go out is when drama ensues. This is so unfair.” She grumbles then throws her hands
FEYRE Delilah didn’t elaborate on what she meant by Alpha Zade vowing to not take a mate and I had acted uninterested though curiosity is killing me. Breakfast was awkward to say the least and I wanted it to end even before it started. I didn’t have such luck and it drew on, what was supposed to
FEYRE Damien’s words made me smile. I rolled my eyes, tension that I didn’t even know formed, loosening in my stomach. “I wasn’t checking you out, don’t get all smug now.” I try to match his light tone. He laughs, throwing his head back. I feel relieved that he doesn’t seem to hold what happened
ALPHA ZADE I ran my hand through my hair, cursing under my breath before I bound up the stairs in a hurry. The only other door at the end of the hallway closes before I can get to it and I curse again. I pause outside and rap my knuckles on it three times, no reply comes. I sigh and turn, resting
ALPHA ZADE Ayda sighs and scratches behind her ears, she looks away before I get the chance to make out what I’m reading in her eyes. “I want you back there, everyone does,” I add when she still doesn’t speak more than a minute later. “I don’t think I’m ready,” she says, like she always does and
After everyone settled and the place regained a semblance of normalcy, we gathered in the living room to talk about pressing matters. Feyre said she wanted to know everything before tonight. That way, she wouldn’t feel like there is something she has to do in her life. She wants to start on a clean
ALPHA ZADE Everything feels different when the plane lands in the private hangar. Even the air felt different, free and fresh. Feyre slept the entire ride to the packhouse. I relished holding cradling her in my arms like a precious jewel. Which she is. Alpha Asher is already waiting for our arri
If someone told me this would be my life four or five months ago, I would take them to the doctor because something had to be wrong with them. We’re here now, and I don’t think I can ever be this happy in my life. “Perfect.” Zade repeats. He grips my chin and tips my head up until I’m looking at h
FEYRE The gentle rhythm of the heart monitor is the sound I wake up to. I look around the dim lit room, sighing in relief when I note that it is NOT a hospital room. I think everyone would understand if I never wanted to be in one ever again. Soft breathing from beside me makes me smile. I push
We both stare at the gun we hadn’t noticed in alpha Lucien’s hand and Zade sighs, then he stands up, letting my hand fall off his body. “He would choose to die a coward. It is all he has ever been.” He turns and walks out of the place. I followed him without a word. When we walk out, there are mor
FEYRE Losing consciousness has become a second skin to me. That is my first thought when I wake up and find myself looking up at the ceiling. I pick myself up from the ground, craning my neck from side to side until I release the cramp. The man is still lying face down on the mattress. He looks d
I knew it was a reach but he was already on a sloppy hill, and this is the one thing I have always wanted to know, if he was the one that killed her or not. It looked like suicide, people believed she had a reason to. But I knew she wouldn’t. She promised to stand by me and she wouldn’t have left w
“It can’t be cured because it is not a fucking illness. Your delusion though, I’m sure they have mental institutions like this for that.” “Don’t speak to me like that.” he growls, sounding enraged. It is the only real emotion I have seen him shown in a while. “I had this all mapped out for years.
ALPHA ZADE I blink my eyes open, hoping everything I’m thinking right now is nothing but my imagination, or at least, a bad dream. A terrible dream where my father has me and Feyre in a crazy lab bunker. It seems too real, the déjà vu hitting me among other things. This has felt like it has happe