ALPHA ZADE I ran my hand through my hair, cursing under my breath before I bound up the stairs in a hurry. The only other door at the end of the hallway closes before I can get to it and I curse again. I pause outside and rap my knuckles on it three times, no reply comes. I sigh and turn, resting
ALPHA ZADE Ayda sighs and scratches behind her ears, she looks away before I get the chance to make out what I’m reading in her eyes. “I want you back there, everyone does,” I add when she still doesn’t speak more than a minute later. “I don’t think I’m ready,” she says, like she always does and
FEYRE I didn’t let myself think of how weird Alpha Zade had acted when he saw me trying to go up the stairs. Okay, I’m lying. It is all I have been able to think about for the past two days. When I’d gone to see Asher later in the day, he noticed how my head wasn’t really there but then he reache
FEYRE After Delilah told me where to find Alpha Zade, I sat and tried to convince myself it wouldn't be bad and there is nothing weird about it. As much as I tried though, there was this other voice in my head telling me it would blow up in my face. In the end, I chickened out and refused to meet
FEYRE “How has the pack been treating you?” Alpha Lucien asks, taking a sip from his Macallan. He’d invited me to drink with him after we met outside and since I didn’t have anything better to do, I agreed. It was either this or drowning in my thoughts in my room alone, either the thoughts of the
ALPHA ZADE I’d felt like ants were crawling up my skin when I was told my father had returned from his one day trip and he was with Feyre. It reminded me of his trips when my mother was alive. He was always traveling for business which equaled him meeting up with his multiple mistresses. A part
FEYRE I have an ample lot of time on my hands with nothing better to do, and I have realized I can only work out so many times before my body starts aching. I have resorted to calling Asher every day, even if I feel like I’m disrupting his work. He is too nice to mention and he always picks when
FEYRE I needed to come up with a new strategy, and fast because the more minutes, hours, days, I spend wasting time—or working and not really making progress—might be another woman getting hurt. How I went from trying to make the alpha feel again, to trying to uncover if he is a sicko that kidnap