"What the hell are you doing here?"
Nakahawak ako sa comforter ko. Na para bang takot ako na makita siya. Ngayon pa talaga siya pumunta rito na n*******d ako!
Agad akong nagtago sa ilalim ng comforter. I felt my cheeks burned. Nakita niya kaya iyon? P*****a!
"Cevier? Let's continue!" someone said with a irritatingly seductive voice.
Lumaki ang mga mata ko nang napagtanto kung kaninong boses iyon. Pamilyar ang boses na iyon. 'Yong model kanina!
"Hm. Let's not do it here,"
Narinig kong sabi ng lalaki.
"Huh? Why not? Cevier, this is the perfect time to do it. Wala pa rito ang asawa mo!" She whined.
These rascals! At gagawin pa talaga nila rito sa harapan ko? I flipped the comforter aside and stared at him. I calmly wore the dress in front of him. Hindi nakapasok iyong model. Hinarangan niya siguro.
I smirked at him. Tingalid ko ang ulo at walang ekspresyon na tumitig sa kaniyang mga mata.
"It's okay, you can do it here. Ako na ang mag-a-adjust. Lilipat nalang ako ng guest room."
Pumasok ng tuluyan ang babae. Magulo ang buhok. Her red lipstick is smudge. Pulang-pula ang kaniyang mukha. Ang from that image, I know what happened.
"Really? You can do that?"
I scoffed and rolled my eyes. "Of course I can do that!" I exclaimed and fakely smiled. "You're a homewrecker, after all. Kaya g ako diyan! So you can both go to hell."
Umirap siya. "Mabuti naman, martyr ang asawa mo, Cevier. 'Yan ang gusto ko sa'yo hinahayaan ang asawa mo. You're doing a great job being an obedient little wife."
I raised my chin. "And you're doing a great job, whoring around the clients just so you could get the contracts."
The smirk disappeared. Napalitan ang kaniyang mukha nang puno ng galit. I laughed at her. "Look at you, being desperate to him..." Lumapit ako sa kaniya habang si Cevier ay nakahawak sa kaniya.
I cupped his chin. Akala ko iiwasan niya ako pero hindi. Pati siya nakatitig sa'kin. Lumapit ang tingin ko sa babae.
"This face will surely discard you and throw you when he's done with you. And you'll ended up being...a desperate homewrecker." I said.
Binitiwan ko siya. Tumingin ako sa mga mata niya."At ikaw...ikaw na ang pinakamagaling na gago sa buong mundo for making her look so desperate."
With that, dinala ko ang mga gamit ko sa guest room na malayo sa kwarto niya. How dare that guy bring a girl in his mansion! Hindi man lang nirespeto ang pagiging mag-asawa namin!
Kinuha ko ang cellphone ko at tinawagan si Papa. Agad naman siyang sumagot.
"Ano ba?! Darya, it's 3 am for for god's sake! Hindi ba pwedeng ipagliban 'yan?"
Huminga ako ng malalim. I forgot... I shouldn't disturb them. Pumikit ako nang mariin ng may luhang lumandas sa aking pisngi.
"Ah, sige, Pa. Bukas ko nalang po sasabihin."
Palihim akong humikbi. Ayaw ko na rito. Gusto kong sabihin na...sana hindi nalang niya tinanggap ang proposal ni Mr. Montebella.
"No, tutal, ginising mo naman ako, anong gusto mong sabihin?"
"I-I want to live there..."
"Nahihibang ka na ba? You're already married! Kaya dapat diyan ka titira sa asawa mo. Alam ko, ngayon hindi mo pa magugustuhan ang asawa mo. Darya, it's natural. Ganoon din kami ng Mama mo."
Suminghap ako at tumango.
"Okay, Pa. I understand."
"Okay. You should go back to sleep kailangan niyo pang magreport sa headquarters ng MHI." Pinatay niya kaagad ang tawag.
Wala nalang akong magawa kung hindi umiyak hanggang nahulog sa antok.
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Pagkagising ko, tinawagan agad ako ni Mama. She's just making sure that I'll go to my husband's office.
Nagbihis ako. Miniskirt at bralette na nasa ilalim ng itim na blazer. Pagkababa ko, nakita ko si Cevier, nakasandal sa kotse.
The driver greeted me. I greeted back. Lumipat ang tingin ko sa kaniya. Making sure to show him my emotionless face. So as him, staring at me darkly.
"Your father-" I cut him off.
"Don't talk to me."
Nilagpasan ko siya at sumakay sa backseat ng sasakyan. Ngumiti ako kay manong saka kinuha ang cellphone para tingnan ang schedule sa araw na 'to.
Kumunot ang noo ko. May conference mamayang hapon? I shrugged. Nagpatuloy ako sa pag-scroll.
Napatingin ako sa kaniya. "Why are you here?" tanong ko.
Tumaas ang kilay niya. "Bakit? Am I not allowed to ride the car with you?"
"Hindi naman," I checked my nails. Medyo pangit na dahil nag fade na ang nail polish na ginamit. "Looking at you just made me want to puke. So, can you please go and drive another car? Or you want someone to drive you, you can ask manong. I can drive for myself anyway."
He sighed. He opened the door and stepped aside. Tiningnan niya ako ng mariin. As if naman natatakot ako sa'yong gago ka! I'm not afraid of you!
"Well then, I guess I have to drive for myself."
"Yeah, you should." sabi ko. Habang nakatingin sa cellphone ko.
I jolted when he suddenly closed the door harshly. Halos mabingi ako sa ginawa niya. I rolled down the window and shouted at him.
"Gago ka talaga!" sigaw ko.
Hindi na siya lumingon. Halatang hindi interesadong makipag-away sa'kin.
I gritted my teeth. Nagpupuyos na ako sa galit. Padabog kong binaba ang cellphone at hinaplos ang mukha.
Kalma, Darya! Gago talaga siya!
Gago siya! Gago siya! Gago talaga!!!
I clenched my hands as I watched him drove past my car. Huminga ako ng malalim. Don't blow up, Darya. Walang kwenta ang ganiyang lalaki. Hay naku, if I could just throw my responsibilities and do what I want, hindi sana ganito ang buhay ko.
"Miss, nandito na po tayo."
I sighed and nodded. Lumabas ako at dire-diretsong pumasok sa entrance ng MHI building.
"Good morning, Mrs. Montebella." Some employee's greeted me.
So, nakarating na pala sa kanila ang balita. That I'm married to the great Cevier Clarckson Montebella. Take, note, that is sarcastic.
I went inside the lift and pressed the buttom that lead to 19th floor. Ako lang mag-isa sa lift. Kaya nakatunganga lang ako sa mga numerong nakasulat sa mga buttoms.
Simula ngayong araw, hindi na raw ako magtatrabaho sa kompanya namin. Of course, I'm a part of the board member of our company. And so as their company. Simula noong naikasal kami ni Cevier, we already have a huge amount of share of our merged companies.
Lumabas ako sa lift nang nakarating na sa 19th floor. I was slightly confused of where I'm heading. This is the first time coming here. I didn't know where to go.
"Good morning, sir!"
Napalingon ako sa likod ko. Nakita ko si Cevier palabas ng elevator. The people inside the lift greeted him. He only nodded. But his dark eyes darted on me. Like it's warning me that I did something wrong. Umirap ako at naghanap kung saang specific na room pupunta.
Where the heck is the Conference room?! Natatakot ako na buksan ang pintuan sa harap ko dahil baka maling silid ang mapuntahan ko at mapahiya pa ako. Ugh! Do I have a choice? I was about to turn the knob when his voice stopped me.
"That's not the Conference room, Darya. Unless you want to be a janitress."
Umikot ang mga mata ko at hinarap siya.
"Then can you tell me where's the Conference room is?" tanong ko.
He mockingly laugh. "Find it yourself. After all, you're disgusted at my face just by looking at it. So, I might be bothering you."
Nagkibit ako ng balikat. Ngumisi ako sa sinabi niya saka nilagpasan siya. "Oo nga pala 'no? I shouldn't even talk to you. Because even when you breath, it still disgust me, Cevier."
"Same to you, Mrs. Montebella."
I stopped on my tracks. "Don't call me that!" mariin kong sinabi.
"What do you mean? You are Mrs. Montebella, my wife."
Biglang bumilis ang pintig ng aking puso. I shook my head no! Hindi ka pwedeng kiligin sa gagong iyan. Bawal kiligin sa isang red flag.
He walk past me and went inside the door across us. Sinundan ko naman siya. At tama nga ako, Conference room nga ang napasukan ko.
The board member's eyes are on me now. Samantalang si Cevier ay naka-upo na katabi sa kaniyang ina.
From the look of my father's face, he looked annoyed. I greeted them and immediately went to the chair next to Cevier. Naramdaman ko ang madilim na titig ni Cevier sa'kin dahilan para mapatingin ako sa kaniya.
Nakatingin siya damit ko. I even felt his hands on my thigh which I quickly slapped his hands. I glared at him. How dare he touched me! It disgusted me. He's smirking at me like an idiot!
"Okay, let us start."
Inilipat ko ang tingin kay Mr. Montebella. Or should I call him, tito? I think it's too formal to say it. Masyado naman akong feeling close kaya huwag nalang.
"So, as you can see, my son is married with the Valenciana heiress. May I formally introduce my daughter in law, Darya Valenciana Montebella, the daughter of Teodore and Samantha Valenciana, from Valenciana shipping lines."
I slightly bowed my head. I smiled courtly before slightly pushing Cevier who's really close to me now.
"Like a good girl nodding and smiling. Like a bad girl for wearing such unappropriate clothes while in our building. Tsk." Bumulong siya sa'kin.
Tiningnan ko siyang maigi. Is he serious about what he said? Tiningnan ko ang mga kasamahan kong babae sa paligid. I was slightly concious when they stared at me in disbelief. Lahat sila ay nakasuot ng formal attire. This is an attire too, I made it chick and fancy, though.
"What's wrong with it, Mr. Montebella? It's not like you didn't see any of these from your women." Tugon ko.
Binalik ko ang tingin ko sa nagsasalitang Engineer. They were talking about expansion of MHI and what would be the plan of its subsidiary companies.
"I have nothing against your outfit, Mrs. Montebella, it's just that, the men around here is staring at my wife's chest. And don't worry I've seen much bigger than that little..." hindi niya naituloy ang sasabihin niya.
Ramdam ko ang kulo ng aking dugo nang sinabi niya iyon. This Jerk! He didn't need to insult me! At anong maliit?! Hindi naman maliit ang boobs ko, ah!
"Oh, is that why you're staring at it with desire hm? I will take that in mind. Cevier likes bigger boobs." I whispered back.
I heared him chuckled darkly. Tsk, jerk!
Umirap ako at hindi na siya pinansin. Natapos ang meeting namin. Halos isang oras din kaming nakaupo at nakikinig sa mga tanong ng investors at sagot ng nagrereport. While me, on the other hand, observed how the employee's and the board member's work for each other. Tinitingnan ko lang sila kung paano nila pakitunguhan ang isa't-isa. One thing I noticed is, they treat each other with respect. Walang may awrang mapagmataas puro mapagkumbaba ang mga tungo nila.
"That's all of it. The final decision are for those who has many votes that agreed that this is the final design. And for those who disagree, please raise your hand so we can discuss it more in the next meeting."
Walang nagtaas ng kamay. Tumango ang Engineer at nagpatuloy. "The decision is made, this is the final design of our upcoming project. The meeting is dismissed."
Nagsitayuan ang mga board member's. Nagkamayan sila. I smiled at each them. Napawi lang ang ngiti ko nang makita ko siya...
Namuo ang aking luha sa aking mga mata. Nanuyo ang aking lalamunan. The moment passed. Nagulat din ako nang pinalupot ang braso ni Cevier sa'kin at iginaya patungo sa kaniya.
Mariin ang kaniyang titig sa'kin. Umiwas ako ng tingin. My breath was uneven that even for a second, halos hirap akong huminga. Parang may kumirot sa aking puso.
"Mr. Gonzales, it's nice to meet you here." Cevier greeted.
"This is my wife, Darya Montebella."
"Hello, nice to meet you, Mr. Gonzales."
He just nodded. Nagpatuloy si Cevier. They discussed about something related to business. Habang ako, nakikinig lang at paminsan minsan ay nakatingin sa kaniya.
Hindi ko alam kung paano... nangyari sa'min 'yon. We were good with each other before. Ang pag-ibig namin noon ay parang apoy na nag-aalab. It was so hot that we're inseparable. Pero bakit sa isang salita lang ni Papa na layuan ako, iniwan niya agad ako?
Hindi niya ako ipinaglaban. I even begged him to stay. But instead, he treated me like a trash. And even now, I still love him.
Growing up with parents who have high expectations for you is difficult. They expect you to act like a mature human. Even when I'm still sixteen years old, I was already trained on how to manage our companies. Although I love doing it, pero iba talaga kapag naka-explore ka habang bata pa.For them, there's no room for any mistakes. Na kahit simpleng pagkakamali ay hindi nila pinapalampas. They will scold you until you learn your lesson."Masarap ba?" tanong sa'kin ni Kairus.Kairus is my boyfriend. We were already in a one year relationship. At hindi ko pa nasabi sa mga magulang ko. It's one of the decision that I have been contemplating before saying yes to Kairus. Kasi alam kong magagalit sila. Pero si Kairus lang 'yong tanging sandalan ko sa tuwing lumalala ang proble
"Smile, Darya." My mother whispered to me as we entered the enormous castle.I smiled as some people greeted us. Nakita kong lumapit si Tito Hanzel sa amin. Nagkamay sila ni Papa."Samantha!" May kumaway na isang babae sa kaniya. Napalingon si Mama roon. She smiled at her, waving her hands."I need to go, Teodore. Alayssa is waiting over her table."Tumango si Papa at hinalikan ang kaniyang pisngi. May binulong siya kay Mama bago ibinalik ang kaniyang mga mata kay Tito."Darya, behave." My mother said warningly.Tumango ako.Lumapit sa'kin si Ti
The people's eyes are on me. Disgusted at my being. Some of them mockingly smiled at me. While others stared at me with confused expression and a hint of worry in their faces."Darya! What the heck happened to you?!" mariin na bulong ni Mommy."I'm sorry, hijo. You have to see my daughter dirty and disheveled appearance."Ngumiti si Cevier. "No worries, tita. Even in her appearance right now, she still looks beautiful and lovely."My mother laughed at that. "Hay nako, hijo. Bolero ka talaga."Muntik nang umikot ang mga mata ko. Lumapit si Tita Cecile, Cevier's mother. She worriedly looked at me. Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko saka ginaya sa tabi niya.
"Don't you want to cuddle with me?" Cevier said when I stood up.I mockingly sneered at him. "No, I'm good. I don't need some cuddling, Cevier. Hindi naman natin tinuloy iyon."He pursed his lips while looking at me darkly. Sandali kaming nagkatinginan. The way his dark eyes bore into me, speaks a thousand words. But I'm quite uncertain of it. Hindi ko alam kung paano basahin iyon. Wala rin akong kailangan sa kaniya. All I want right now is to get out of here.God, forgive me for what I did. I'm partially regretting entering this walk-in closet of his parents. Nag-iwas ako ng tingin. I immediately grab the unused underwear of his mother. Sa may cabinet kung saan nakalagay ang mga hindi pa nagamit. Hindi naman siguro si'ya magagalit sa'kin 'di ba? Just one underwear would
"Anje! That's not it!" "What are you talking about? Alam ko ang ginagawa ko!"I stared at both of them. Scrunching my nose at the sight in front of me.They're trying to make some butter cookies in my condo unit. The kitchen's a bit messy. Mas lalo pa akong ngumiwi nang tinapon ni Evan ang itlog kay Anje.Gumanti naman si Anje. She threw the flour onto him. Nakasandal lang ako sa dingding. Ngumiti ako. Their inner child is playing right now."Ang kalat niyo naman mga anak." I said."Mommy, can help us bake some cake?"What the heck?Hilas! Sinabi niya iyon sa paraang OA na. Acting like a child. The shivers in my spine as I heard his voice. Disgusting!"'Di ba cookies 'yong ibi-bake natin?""Ay, Oo nga pala!""We have to finish this by twelve. Mga 1 AM kailangan na natin makapunta sa campus.""Why?" Anje asked.
"Let's go." Mariin niyang sinabi. Bago marahang hinawakan ang kamay ko. Nilingon ko ang mga ka-blockmates ko. Naka-upo na si Angelo sa sahig. Habang ang mga kasama niya ay tinulungan siyang tumayo.Pagkarating namin sa parking lot, agad tumunog ang sasakyan niya. Binuksan niya ang pintuan ng sasakyan. "Pasok." He firmly said.Agad ko namang sinunod ang gusto niya. Pumasok ako sa sasakyan ng hindi umaalma. I patiently waited for him. He turned around. Binuksan niya ang pintuan at umupo sa driver's seat.Hindi niya muna pinaandar ang sasakyan. He gripped the steering wheel tightly. Diretso ang tingin niya sa harap ng nakalinyang sasakyan.I felt his anger. I raised my hands. Even though I'm nervous. I wanted to calm him bago kami mag-dinner. Lumapat ang kamay ko sa kaniyang braso.He glanced at me. Pero supladong iniwas ang kaniyang mukha."Hey, are you mad?" tinanong ko pa rin kahit al
Hindi ako nakatulog. Lumabas ako para mamasyal. Malamig ang simoy ng hangin na sumalubong sa’kin. Medyo madilim pa. May mga tauhang nagkwe-kwentuhan sa gilid, binabantayan ako. Hindi rin siguro sila natulog. Katulad ko na madaling araw na at walang antok na dumaloy sa aking sistema.Part of that is true pero alam ko kung anong tunay na dahilan kung bakit hindi ko maipikit ang mga mata ko. Ang kaibahan lang kanina ay umiiyak ako. Pero ngayon, mahinahon na at hindi na gaano kasakit. I should have a hunch that he’ll just do that behind my back even after confessing his feeling to me.Makapal ang mga ulap pero unti-unting nagliwanag ang kalangitan. I watched the sunrise. The grey sky soon turned into blue. I guess the God really knows how to paint colors well. Lahat nasa tamang kulay. Even though black, dark colors, made you think that it’s gloomy, hindi naman iyon nakakasira sa tanawin. In fact, it helped me no… it comforted me.May nakita akong paparating na bangka. I watched as it slow
"They're in the past. I'm sorry you have to see these. Don't worry I'll delete and unfollow those people. All of them are past acquaintances. I'm really sorry that you got jealous…"Ngumuso ako. Talaga? He'll do that? Well if he'll prove that he's faithful to me now, I'll try to be more patient and let him explain whenever things like this occur."Is my Darya satisfied with my explanation?" He asked. Pinalis niya ang mga luha ko. Using his thumb, he gently wiped it."Yes. I'm sorry for shouting. I was just so—""Jealous?" Tanong niya.I glared at his hands. Dahan-dahan din naman akong tumango. He chuckled in response. Delighted with my reply. Naramdaman ko ang kaniyang labi sa aking pisngi. He showered my face with kisses.Ang hirap namang aminin na nagseselos ako pero sige I'll tell him. "Yeah, I got jealous. Who wouldn't? May litrato na may kahalikan kang iba. Sa iba ko pa nalaman…""Don't worry, it's a valid reason. But I'm telling you right now that it's all in the past."I nodde
“Are you okay?” I asked Darya. Hindi niya ako matingnan. Here we go again. After the things that we did together, it will only be like this…toxic. Nakakasawa rin. It is our honeymoon, we’ve made love… Natagis ako ng bagang ko. “I have to go, please…” At ganoon na lang ‘yon. Hinayaan ko siyang umalis. In the middle of the cold night. I felt lonely and cold. Hindi ko maintindihan. First, the wedding in Hawaii. Pero wala rin naman ako pakialam doon dahil gusto kong mapakasal sa kaniya. And no matter what I do, hindi pa rin iyon sapat sa kaniya. I felt that I wasn’t good enough in assuring her that it was only her. Ang hindi ko lang magawa ay ang saktan si Gladyss. She was a family friend. But I hate it that she was spreading such nonsense humor. Kung kanina’y malambing si Darya, ngayon, iba na ang ihip ng hangin. It frustrates me. Selosa siya. Heck, I was happy about it. It’s one of the things that I love about her. Pero hindi ko mapigilang masaktan. Dahil sa tuwing nagseselos siya,
“Eat. Even if you're angry with me.” Cevier said. Nagluto siya ng kare-kare. Nanatili akong nakahiga sa kama maghapon. Ni hindi nga kami nagpapansinan e. “Wala akong gana.” He sighed. I felt his arms around my waist and he nuzzled into my neck. Para akong nabuhusan ng malamig na tubig. How can he still have this kind of effect on me? When I despise him for having an obsessive ex-fiancee. “Please?” I felt his nose on my neck, inhaling my scent. Mas lalo akong natunaw sa kaniyang bisig dahil sa ginawa niya. “I hate that you’re skipping meals because you’re mad. Please eat. Kanina ka pa walang kain.” We are still in his private villa. Mga ilang araw na kami rito dahil sa honeymoon. Hindi kami magkatabi matulog. Pumupunta lang siya dito kapag wala na siyang trabaho at para mag hatid ng pagkain. And in some instances, he would lay next to me and hug me. Thinking it would ease the anger that I felt for him. It did. Pero sa tuwing naaalala ko ‘yong babaeng ‘yon, hindi ko mapigilang
“Cevier Montebella is spotted with the heiress, Gladyss Fererro kissing in the corridor of the high-end club in Taguig. Is this a sign of reconciliation between old lovers?”I saw the article pop-up. Pinindot ko iyon. I can almost hear my heartbeat. Pumikit ako ng mariin nang makita ang larawan na naroon sa article. Si Cevier na naka suot ng isang itim na suit, kissing Gladyss. He was wearing the tie I gave him while kissing his ex-fiancee. I couldn't believe it. But it wasn’t a surprise.Pumatak ang butil ng luha ko sa aking cellphone. He never failed to disappoint me. Hindi nalang sana ako naniwala na maaayos pa ito. “Naku, girl. Huwag kang umiyak masisira ang make up mo.” The make-up artist said.“Huy, Evan. Tulungan mo nga ako dito sa hair niya,”Tumayo si Evan galing sa sofa upang tulungan ang make-up artist. Tahimik akong nag-sccroll sa aking cellphone at nakitang may mga bagong articles na na release sa websites. “Excited nang matali si, Darya.” Biro ni Evan.That one articl
Mataman kong tiningnan si Cevier. He looked so stern, but also frustrated. Ngumiti nalang ako at umiling, dismissing our conversation. I can’t…trust him right now. We both stayed quiet. Nakatingin nalang sa mga taong nagsasayaw sa harap namin. Hindi ko siya pinansin. Hanggang sa natapos na ang gabi. Hinatid niya nalang ako sa bahay namin. I just thanked him. Diretso ang lakad ko at hindi na siya sinulyapan muli.“Hi, ate.” Salubong ni Vien sa akin.How long has it been? She looks a bit mature now. Siguro’y hindi na kami nagkikita kaya ganoon nalang ako kagulat. She’s not in her favorite cartoon character pajamas anymore. She’s in her high school uniform and a light on her face. She’s wearing her glasses but I’ve noticed something different right now.“Hello, Vien.”“You’re out partying with your friends?” She asked.“Yes. Kasama ko sila Evan. How about you? How’s your day? I’ve noticed…you got your braces removed.”“I’m glad you noticed. Bagay ba sa akin?” She showed me her perfect
"This is all your fault!" Napapikit ako nang naramdaman ang hapdi sa aking pisngi. I touched my cheek as tears fall down my cheeks. I looked at her like I was questioning my worth.Tinuro ako ni Mama. She is crying, her face is red, and she's also breathing heavily. "How can you be so selfish! Alam mong nababaon na tayo sa utang! Pero ano ang ginawa mo?! You broke the engagement!"I stared at my dearest mother, wide-eyed. Growing up, I looked up to her. Pero ngayon, I hate how she is. How she chose to raise me with tough love instead of gentle parenting.I hated how she made me feel so little. Na kahit sa isang bagay na dapat talaga ako ang magdedesiyon, ay hindi ko magawa!"Ma! Am I really that selfish to refuse the engagement? I have the right to! He cheated on me—""Pero malulugmok tayo sa kahirapan! Hindi ka ba nag-iisip?!"I stared at her helplessly."And instead of making a solution, you're going to sacrifice me?! Ma! I am your daughter! I am not your sacrificial lamb!"Isang
Pinasundo ako ni Papa sa airport matapos ko siyang ni-text na pauwi na ako ng Pilipinas. He didn't ask why. Kinuha ni Manong Domeng ang aking maleta at nilagay sa likod ng sasakyan. Agad akong pumasok sa loob ng sasakyan.Pagka uwi ko sa bahay, wala si Mama at si Vien. Tanging si Papa lang ang sumalubong sa akin. Agad ko siyang niyakap. I hugged him for minutes until I started sobbing. He patted my back and ask."What happened?" Mas lalo pa akong umiyak. Hinaplos niya ang likod ko."Paano ko malalaman kung iiyak lang ang baby ko?" Umiling nalang ako at nagpatuloy sa pag hikbi. Nanatili siya sa ganoong ayos hanggang sa natapos ako. Somehow, hindi na gaano kabigat ang nararamdaman ko."Why are you back so soon, anak?" Umiling ako. He sighed and never asked again. Hinatid niya ako sa kwarto ko."Everything will be alright. If you don't wanna tell me, it's okay. If you want to cry, then cry. It's alright, anak." His words comforted me."T-thank you, Pa." my voice became raspy.He patted
“Okay…I’ll give you space. I love you.” Inabala ko ang sarili ko sa paglaro ng aking mga kamay. He sighed painfully. Tulala akong nakatingin muli sa kaniya at tahimik na hinintay na tapusin niya at patayin ang tawag. Pero hindi niya ginawa iyon. Kaya ako na ang nag end ng call namin. Kahit anong iyak ko, hindi pa rin nawawala ang sakit. Pagkagising ko ay agad kong nakita ang pamamaga ng aking mga mata. My voice is raspy too. Gusto ko mang mahiga buong araw ay hindi ko magawa dahil may kailangan pa akong aralin. Nakasandal si Anje sa aking balikat habang ako ay umiinom ng milktea, tulala dahil sa dami ng exam na ni-take naming ngayong araw. “Sa tingin mo, Darya, papasa ba tayo?” Tanong niya. I glanced at her. Times like this I know that she needs comfort. Even though she’s calm right now, I know her mind is in chaos. She’s really quiet these days. At alam na alam ko na may problema siya. “Kung nag-aral ka. Ang hirap naman kung sasabihin kong ‘oo’ pero hindi ka naman pala nag-aral
Ngumiti ako kay Lovin. He sat beside me. “Hindi ko talaga inasahan na makikita kita rito. I saw you months ago…and you’re not quite yourself back then. Ibang iba ngayon.” “I have some business to attend to. By the way, how are you with Cevier?” He asked before taking a sip to his espresso. He stared at me like something was wrong at my face. “Doin’ good. May business trip siya this week. Anong business mo?” “Semento.” “Talaga?” “Yup.” May sasabihin pa sana ako pero hindi ko na natuloy dahil rinig ko ang hagikhik ni Evan at Anje sa tabi. Nang nilingon ko sila ay tumikhim si Anje. “So you’re still a student?” Patuloy ni Lovin. Nagulat ako nang nilapag ng waiter ang isang buong chocolate cake sa table namin. Kunot noo kong nilingon si Anje. Agad naman na umling siya. Tila alam kung bakit tumingin ako sa kaniya. “Nag order ka ba ng cake, Evan?” “What? No! Bakit naman ako o-order e hindi nga ako nag crave ng cake. Kape lang.” Kung ganoon sino kaya? Baka nagkamali ang waiter. “Uh
Nakatulala ako ngayon sa salamin. Namamaga ang mga mata, siguro dahil sa walang tigil na pag-iyak ko. Patuloy pa rin ang pag patak ng mga luha ko sa sink na hinahawakan. Sometimes, I always wonder why I’m always told upon ruling a massive empire at such a young age. I am grateful for everything that I have...more than thankful, even for the little things because that’s how the above expects us to do. To be thankful that he gave us the blessings...trust me, I’m thankful for it. Paulit-ulit na sinasabi ng Daddy iyon. I remember the time that I was visiting the field, where the construction workers do their labor every day, I recalled that I was young. He slowly guided me and pointed at the project that our company is building. It was one of the Montebella’s project, the MHI. “You see that, Darya? Ikaw ang magmamana ng lahat ng iyan.” I pouted and shook my head. “I don’t want it.” He sighed. “Baby, I will give this to you. Ikaw ang gusto kong pagbigyan ng lahat ng mga ari-arian namin