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2021-04-13 01:50:44It is my first day in my new home. This is the first thing that I have ever had that I can call my own. The home that I lived in with Brendan belonged to my parents. Living with Tyler was short, and it was in his home too. This is my own
“Fuck. I did not think about furniture.”I need help, but asking anyone for help is taking a risk. My only friends are back in Tyler's town, only other person I know is Luke, but I really don't know him that well“What the fuck was that?”I felt a sensation shoot over my body at the mention of Luke's name, a sensation I know all about, a sensation I write about it every day.“No way in hell, Jenna!”I am just imagining it, I am lonely, and I need a friend. Seeing Tyler has just opened up a bunch of raw feelings. It has awakened my insatiable sex drive again.I find Luke back at his office.“Luke.”Related chapters
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