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The Truth Does Not Set You Free
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2024-10-29 19:42:56So I have just landed my ass into jail, and I do not regret it the least bit. Given the chance, I would do it again; the next time, I will break something more permanent. The only thing I do regret is sitting next to me, Luke. He did not want me to spend the night here alone, so he punched Tyler; I must say there is a part of me that enjoyed it.
"Jenna, please lay down on my lap and get some rest."
"But what about you, Luke?"
"I am fine. I am worried about you."
"I am sorry."
"Don't be; she had it coming."
"But now you stuck in here with me."
"I was not going to leave you in here alone."
"What is going to happen to us?"
"We will find out in the morning. Now lay down."
I lay my head down on Luke's lap. His one hand is resting on my side; the other is caressing my cheek. His hand is soft and gentle; it is sending a warm feeling throughout my body, it is not the warmth you get from a blanket but the warmth you get fr
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