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2024-10-29 19:42:56For the next hour, I fight this internal battle with myself, trying to come to terms with what it is that I want. By the time we reach the city, I have come to my decision.
"I will give you time to say bye to Luke; a hug is fine, but kissing and touching, then I kill him. I am sorry if you think that I am telling you what to do and that I am too hard on you; you have a lot of fixing to do, that is, if you want to stay with me."
"I want to stay with you."
"Let's go get your stuff
When we pull into the driveway, we are faced with Luke standing outside by his car. At first, he smiles when he sees me; as soon as he sees Tyler, his smile fades.
"I will go inside and fetch your things. I don't want any fucking funny stuff."
"Okay."
When I get up out of the car, Luke walks up to me; he briefly faces Tyler, "Morning, Tyler."
"Yes, Luke. I will break your fucking hands if you don't keep them to yourself."
Luke turns away from Tyl
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