Chapter 56

REINA

It's been two weeks!

Two fucking weeks since I allowed Ethan fuck me after we had separated for years. I still do not know how to feel about it.

I have not forgotten about the experience and I doubt if I would be able to forget about it.

“My God! I was so stupid!” I screamed in my room.

I had told this man to fuck me and I desired him even more. I wonder what ran through his mind as I had requested all that from him.

I had to let go of that thought since it was only making me feel guilty of what I have done.

I haven't been able to get over that thought even though I don't.

I laid on my bed doing nothing. My phone rang, distracting me from my thoughts. On the display was Bruce’s name and I gasped when I saw it.

“Holy heavens! I have totally forgotten to call him back after Ethan disrupted our outing that day,” I said to myself.

I was already feeling guilty of my actions. I was not a good person and I know that I had done a lot to hurt him.

I had to pretend nothing happened as I