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Chapter 42
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I remembered when I sing that song, I was totally broken. I felt so...numb, empty, shallow. And I wish my heart would be unbroken by now. Cause I am still BROKEN inside. Not in a romantic relationship, but I'm broken. Broken because of what people are doing with me.I said in that song, that they would never let me down cause I'm titanium. And I did that. Everyone who tried to messed up with me didn't succeed.But until when I can fight? Until when I will fight?Who or what am I fighting for, really? I can't remember whom or what I am fighting for.I'm starting to lose my strength. I'm starting to lose hope.I wished to be unbroken. But until now, nothing happened. I am still broken. Yes, I already had true friends who are always there by my side. But ... it's not enough. It's not enough ... but there's something or someone who can maybe fix my broken self?'It's either Dwyne. But maybe the one who can truly fix me is my... parents. 'BecaRelated chapters
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