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WE WERE at the boat now, heading our way back to the main resort.I knew we were close because I could already see the bright lights coming from the main resort.Time Check: 5:37 P.M.I didn't realize that we'll take so much time in that island. Maybe because we enjoyed it there so much and didn’t even notice the time.The sun is already setting in the sky, so soon it will be dark.But, that's what I want. I love nights. Why? Because it is dark, and I love darkness — I learned how to hug and love the darkness inside me. To the point that I think without the darkness I can't live. Because I know myself very well in that place. That room. That dark room—the darkness. Just like what the song is saying in Lithium.~Here in the darkness I know myself~As we go near the shore, I was startled when someone covered my eyes— a blindfold.I couldn't take the blindfold off because there were four of them preventing me fromRelated chapters
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---HilaryYiiieee!!! I'm really thrilled!Earlier we watched them from the outside. Yes, we didn't really go to the party, it was just our alibi so that Naddy and my brother would have time together.But, maybe later we will all go to the party, ofcourse to celebrate.It's obvious that Naddy allowed brother to court her! I can see that in mybrother's reaction. He looks super happy.As for Naddy, she still seems disgusted. If I know she was very happy inside. She is not really fond of showing her love to someone. But I'm sure, Naddy will return to what she used to be. She can finally express what she really feels.I'm sure of that. I hope you're not just tripping Naddy. Hopefully you’ve already moved on with him. I hope you don't just make Naddy a rebound. I hope you are not planning anything bad. I hope you don't waste the love that Naddy gives and will give you.Because I'm one of won't like what will happen brother. We're many. We hav
Chaos 'N Burdens Chapter 52
---He finished the song. The score of 98 came out with karaoke.Even the people here were shouting and screaming.Not surprising that his score is like that. He has a nice and calming voice.Next to sing was Rave, he sang ‘All I Ever Need’ by Austin Mahone. Rave scored 98 just like Dwyne. He has a nice, charming voice too. Andrew sang next with a score of 97. Donald was the next and I think you already what happened? He only scored 75! And even the people watching us are laughing because of his voice. Last, among the boys was Axry, who sang ‘Already Mine’ by Us The Duo. He scored 100, it’s not that shocking.Because while he was singing, it was full of emotions. He seems to be related to the song. Has that happened to him?Now it’s up to us—the women. The first was Sane, yes until now we still have Sane with us. Well, I treat her like a friend because she is also a kind, happy-go-lucky person. You can’t f
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—-The girl he'll love will be extremely fortunate to have such a man in her life."As a result, we've already decided to give Rave's condo to Sane. So it's time to charge the one among us who has the lowest score,” Andrew stated, mockingly looking at Donald.Yes, of course! He turned out to be the one who got the lowest grade out of all of us. And the deal is that each of us will offer a dare to the person with the lowest score.Donald appeared to be nervous. It got even worse when the three fools smiled like devils, as if they were plotting something horrible against Donald. We all know how stupid these three are."I'll take the lead. Because you're my friend and I'm a kind guy—” Rave was jokingly punched by Donald and Andrew.“Are you... considerate? Donald and Andrew burst out laughing, "That's the best joke we've ever heard."Rave simply chuckled.“I'll give you the challenge right now. And because you'
Chaos 'N Burdens Chapter 54
---~Cause we were just kids when we fell in loveNot knowing what it wasI am not giving you up this timeDarlin 'just kiss me slow, your heart is all I ownAnd in your eyes you're holding mine~His voice was wonderfully calming, and he was simply staring at me as if I was the only person he could see right now. I didn't even notice the people surrounding me since I was so focused on Dwyne.Before continuing the song's chorus, he gave me a big, sweet smile.~Baby, I'm dancing in the darkWith you between my armsBarefoot on the grassListening to our favorite songWhen you said 'you look a messed',I whispered underneath my breath, but you heard itDarlin 'you looked perfect tonight~I'm not sure whether it's just me, but his gaze was filled with affection. It's as though what the music says is also what he wants to say to me.Right now, I just felt loved and valuable. This is the first time something l
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---When he finished the song, he turned to face me and grinned. I reciprocated with a smile.We sat in our chairs and started eating while he spoke sweetly to me. It makes me squirm a little. I'm not used to hearing someone speak to me with such sweetness.Of course, after we finished eating, we exited the restaurant.“What should we do next?” he asked.‘How about we go see a movie?'“Let's just watch a movie!” I suggested.He smiled softly once more.“That's right, that's great! Let's see a movie together!” he remarked as he dragged me up to the mall's second floor.He was the one who first drew me into Tom's World, I recall. And now he's dragging me to the cinema.We decided what to watch at the cinema when we arrived.“What's a good movie to watch?” He asked.He said, “Let's try 'The Nutcracker and the Four Realms.”I simply nodded.Before going
Chaos 'N Burdens Chapter 56
---I dialed Dwyne's number right away.“Have you heard the news, Dwyne?” As he took my call, I asked Dwyne a question.[Yeah, Andrew informed me.]“So, how's it going? What are we going to tell them?” I enquired.[We'll be honest and say that we're now in a relationship.] We'll have an interview tomorrow, but for now, let's rest and sleep.]“A-all right,” I said. I then hung up the phone.I walked straight up to my room and took a half bath, as well as removing my make-up.I then changed into jammies and combed my hair. After that, I retire to my bed for a good night's sleep. There were so many things that happened today. I'm completely spent.My phone rang again just as I was ready to close my eyes.I turned to see who was on the other end of the line. It's Agatha!I picked up the phone right away.[Hey there, Xy! What is this news about you and Dwyne that I'm hearing?!]How did sh
Chaos 'N Burdens Chapter 57
---Xyna didn't bother to dress up to impress us, as I had thought.I'm curious as to why Xyna became so nice all of a sudden. I noticed that she doesn't interrupt and disrespect reporters as much as she did before in their interview. She already had a big grin on her face. If you hadn't seen that interview, you'd think her current behavior is aimed at impressing us. But, even before she met us, she had made up her mind.Is it because of Dwyne, my son, that she has changed? If so, then I am happy for her and for them. And Xyna is a great fit for my son. They're made for each other. However, I'm relieved that my son has already moved on!I honestly don't want an actress or anyone from the entertainment industry to date my son. Why? Because there are so many actresses who have horrible behavior, who act like angels in public but act like demons when no one is watching. Tsk! But then came Xyna Alegre, who made me realize that all actors and actresses aren't like tha
Chaos 'N Burdens Chapter 58
---1 month has passed. And still Aga hasn't back. She said she was going back soon? I admit that I really miss her so bad. She's the first person who didn't leave me. She is my my bestfriend. I'm kinda worried but I know I must trust her.Dwyne and I are currently hanging out with Hilary and Freya. I don't know where Dwyne's friends are. Maybe they have projects.I don't know but all of a sudden the people who sees us are whispering—no, they're only looking at me. They're gaze are all on me as if I did something wrong.“Oh my holly golly! Look at this!” We looked at Hilary when he suddenly exclaimed.She showed us her phone. And there we saw a video playing, we watch it.As we watch it, my eyes widened and my body trembled. I suddenly felt chills down my spine. I suddenly got scared...A man and a woman is making out in that video. I can assume that they're drunk...no, the woman in the video is drunk based on her face—it's
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---Xyna“Are you okay, Naddy?” Hilary asked after they ran onto me. I just nodded even though I'm not okay. But this is me, I always want to hide my feelings from the others.And them seeing me in this miserable estate makes me feel ashame. As much as possible I don't want them to see me in this estate. But it already happened. They already saw me in this kind of estate.“Y-Yes, I-I'm okay. I'm fine, don't worry" I said.“What's fine by this?! After all the things that happened? And also after you and that freaking motherfucking Dwyne broke up?! Then you tried to commit suicide, this is what you called fine?” Agatha said sarcastically. I bent my head again."What?! Naddy tried to commit suicide?!" Hilary and Freya exclaimed."Before I that, may I ask who the hell are you? And why are the two of you here? And to answer your question, yes Xy did tried to
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---I smiled bitterly for the last time.I was about to stab it in my neck when suddenly someone hands stopped me.I looked to who it is. It's Agatha!“What are you doing Xy?! Let go of the glass!” I didn't let the glass go. Instead I glared at her.“Just let me die, Agatha! The pain was overwhelming. It was excruciating. I can't handle it anymore. I'm tired. I'm so tired with my life. Just let me rest, please. I can't take it anymore. I-I can't—” I sobbed and shouted at her.“No! I won't let you, Xy! What about me? We? We who love you! You're leaving us just like that?!” she shouted back while crying.She then tried to snatched the glass from me again and she succeed. I let her succeed. I don't have any strength left anymore afterall.She threw the glass away from me.I just cried.Aga hugged me, I hugged her back too.‘I really need you now. I re
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---XieraI woke up when I suddenly hear a knock on my door. I didn't realize that I fell asleep while crying. I stretch up first before heading to the door and opened it.As I open the door, I saw mommy with a big smile plastered on her face. I tried to smile back at her, cause I actually still can't be able to smile like I used to because of what I'm facing right now.But all I know, what's happening right now is all my fauly. If only I didn't...We sad on my bed.“My daughter, Xiera. I want to tell you something, that'll make you very happy!” mommy said. Make me happy? So, did they finally sort things out with my twin?“You've already sort things out with Xyna?” I asked. Mommy suddenly frowned. ‘Oh it's not it?’“Don't be ridiculous, Xiera. Please don't say her name in front of me, you're just making me remember how disrespectful and she is! What a disgrace” I secretly clenched my fist and gri
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---I averted my eyes and then headed to the fire exit. I then started walking away planning to leave this place immediately, but I had not yet gone far when suddenly a familiar voice called to me.“Hey, Xy!” I stopped walking, but didn't turn around to see him.Suddenly someone grabbed my arm and turned me to face him. But he was shock when he looked right into my eyes. He immediately averted his gaze from it.My eyes are showing clearly no emotions. Sadness? Happiness? Pain? Anger? Name it! There's just...nothing. It will just looked like you're staring into a blank paper.He looked at me worriedly. How I wish that concern was real. How I wish Dwyne really loved me. But, it's just an illusion. He's just pretending. All his action aren't real, 'cause all of it was just an act. To make me fall for him.“What are you doing here, Xy? A-And why are you like this?” he asked. I stared at him.
Chaos 'N Burdens Chapter 61
---“You were everything, everything that I wantedWe were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost itAnd all of the memories so close to me just fade awayAll this time you were pretendingSo much for my happy ending, oh, oh, oh, ohSo much for my happy ending, oh, oh, oh, oh "You are all I want, Dwyne. You're the only one I love so much! I thought we were for each other, but I was wrong. Because in just the very beginning... you're pretending. It was as if all our happy memories were suddenly started fading, just because of this. Because I found out that you really don't love me.“You’ve got your dumb friendsI know what they say, they tell you I'm difficult, but so are theyBut they don't know me, do they even know youAll the things you hide from meAll the shit that you doYou were all the things I thought I knewAnd I thought we could be”I'm a challenge for them, so they
