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Chapter 62
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I averted my eyes and then headed to the fire exit. I then started walking away planning to leave this place immediately, but I had not yet gone far when suddenly a familiar voice called to me.
“Hey, Xy!” I stopped walking, but didn't turn around to see him.
Suddenly someone grabbed my arm and turned me to face him. But he was shock when he looked right into my eyes. He immediately averted his gaze from it.
My eyes are showing clearly no emotions. Sadness? Happiness? Pain? Anger? Name it! There's just...nothing. It will just looked like you're staring into a blank paper.
He looked at me worriedly. How I wish that concern was real. How I wish Dwyne really loved me. But, it's just an illusion. He's just pretending. All his action aren't real, 'cause all of it was just an act. To make me fall for him.
“What are you doing here, Xy? A-And why are you like this?” he asked. I stared at him.
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