I didn't know how much time had passed when I woke up I saw that it had stopped snowing. I was still not wearing any clothes. I quickly grabbed and put everything on. I looked around and saw that Matt was just outside making a call. I felt relieved that he didn't leave me. Why would I even think that he is going to leave me? I didn't know. But that thought had somehow struck in my mind years ago and it will take some time to go away. He nodded his head and continued talking on the phone. I waited for him to end the call and speak to me."The weather is cleared thankfully. We can either wait here or go and look for the car. That way we can reach home sooner. I didn't want to pressure you. Last night you almost had a frostbite." I want to go if that is ok", I said to him. He touched my cheek and I didn't know why but I felt instantly pleasured. He is my dopamine. He can lift my moods in a split second by simply being there for me. When I walked off I still felt a little cold but I was
"I'm glad you are here ", said Lisa with tears in her eyes. She was scared for our lives. My father on the other hand refused to see me because he thought I was a spoiled brat. I was glad I didn't want my time to be wasted further trying to secure the affection that he never gave me willingly."Please Give me the latest reports Lisa", I told her."Relax Mer. You just reached our office, wait for some time before you dive into work. Don't stress yourself out", said she."I'm perfectly fine. Did we have any board meeting today?", I asked her."Yes post lunch. Tell me how did you manage to make it out alive?", she asked eagerly."I survived because Matt saved me", I said to her."He is a knight", said she."The dinner date was actually with Pierre", I told her."Really? So that bastard did speak some truth", she pondered."Pierre said he delayed the deal until he came to know that he was married. It was one of his conditions to secure the deal. He wanted to see Matt's girlfriend", I said
I came home so much tired. Being out in the blizzard had drained my strength completely. Mrs Morgan had made me coffee but I declined it. She looked a little concerned. I assured her it must be just because of the weather. I decided to sleep in for some time. I needed to do a lot of work. The company was doing slightly better if I'm so much hopeful but we still had a long way to go. I knew Matt wouldn't approve of it if I worked myself to death and there would be consequences for that so I had to be very careful with my well-being for the sake of Matt if not for me.Lisa had called me once but I didn't want to talk to her. She would only pressure me to talk to Matt. She may even think that my sickness had something to do with my unhappiness. I swallowed my anxiety pills just to be safe. I didn't want to get an anxiety attack in the middle of my sleep. Though I hated taking the medicine it would be a lot better than going to the hospital. I woke to a very concerned Matt looking at me h
"Can you just take me to the hospital? I have a doctor's appointment", I said to the silent Rashid."Sure Madam", he said. I rattled the name of the hospital but my mind was elsewhere. I knew I was right. I certainly feel a lot better when I don't eat anything. But I want to be on the safer side if there is any problem hence my visit to the good doctor. I walked to the hospital wishing Matt was here with me. I still feared the hospital since my last memory was kind of engraved in my brain. Maybe it was better for me that Matt didn't accompany me. He will trigger my attacks somehow. I impatiently waited for the doctor to call me.When I went inside I felt my stomach revolt at the stench of sterilizing products. My doctor was an Indian woman in her late forties. She welcomed me with a smile."I'm Myra Kapoor. Mrs Farrell I presume?", she asked me."Yes", I said breathlessly careful not to draw any more air than required because I was on the verge of the next throw-up."I have seen you
"Sorry Lisa you don't deserve to suffer my bitchiness", I said to her."Well don't worry about that. I'm an A class bitch so I can take it as well as I dish it out", she said with a smirk."I need to tell you something but I don't know how. You can't speak about this to anyone", I said."Stop building the suspense and tell me", she insisted."I'm pregnant", I said too quickly."What the fuck?", she said a little too loudly."Quietly please", I begged her."Does Matt know?", she asked me.I gave her an Are you crazy look. She sighed loudly."Please say something", I pleaded with her."I don't know what to say except that you are fucked", she said."I know", I said to her my voice small."When are you going to tell him?", she asked in a whisper."Hopefully never", I said to her."That is not the correct answer babe", she said."I know but I don't know what to do. It is a big mess", I said to her burying my face in my hands."You can't hide it forever you know. He is going to know one way
"Sorry Lisa you don't deserve to suffer my bitchiness", I said to her."Well don't worry about that. I'm an A class bitch so I can take it as well as I dish it out", she said with a smirk."I need to tell you something but I don't know how. You can't speak about this to anyone", I said."Stop building the suspense and tell me", she insisted."I'm pregnant", I said too quickly."What the fuck?", she said a little too loudly."Quietly please", I begged her."Does Matt know?", she asked me.I gave her an Are you crazy look. She sighed loudly."Please say something", I pleaded with her."I don't know what to say except that you are fucked", she said."I know", I said to her my voice small."When are you going to tell him?", she asked in a whisper."Hopefully never", I said to her."That is not the correct answer babe", she said."I know but I don't know what to do. It is a big mess", I said to her burying my face in my hands."You can't hide it forever you know. He is going to know one wa
Matt knows that was the first thought that crept into my brain after I opened my eyes in the hospital. I looked at Lisa for confirmation and she nodded her head. I wasn't talking about my dad hitting me but the baby. I don't know how he reacted. I was really glad that I missed it though. I knew it wasn't going to be a good reaction. The doctor came to us stopping me from asking any more questions to Lisa. But I could tell from her face that it was very bad. I should have listened to her earlier and told him by myself."How is my baby?", I asked shakily."The baby is fine Mrs Farrell. We stitched your head it isn't worse than it looks", said the doctor with a smile. Once the doctor left Lisa gently held my hands."It will be alright soon. I should have told Matt. I only kept quiet because I was afraid he would kill your father", she said."Thanks for keeping my secret", I said to her.The door opened to reveal a very angry Matt. I tried to look at him but he was very adamant to not loo
I walked outside my tears flowing out relentlessly. How could I stop from being hurt so much? How could Matt do this to me again? I was so much out of control and wanted to die then and there. My baby was the reason I stopped myself from doing so. I wanted him to talk to me but he was shutting me out. I was unable to fight him anymore. All I wanted was love and understanding and it seemed like I could never get them again. My father was right maybe I could never be loved. I still wished and prayed he would come back to me.Matt continued to ignore me for the next few days too. I was too broken to the point that I lost the will to fight against him.I operated like a mechanical doll always saying what was expected of me. I knew I could never be happy again in the future.I went back to my office because there wasn't any choice for me. I didn't know what Matt thought or even cared but I was completely abandoned by him. I had no one to blame but myself.My father didn't show any reaction
"What did my father ask?", I started my interrogation straight away."He wanted money obviously and I wasn't going to give him", he said gritting his teeth."So the argument happened", I asked."Yes. Even if I gave him money I knew that he wouldn't leave us alone. He would come after us. He was greedy for money and there was so stopping it", he said."You didn't have to worry. I would have never allowed him to drain your money", I said."I wasn't worried about money. I was afraid he would destroy my family", he said."You wanted to kill him?", I asked him."Yes I did. But I knew doing that would permanently make you hate me. So I dropped that thought", he said."Tell me something that you missed that day?", I asked him."Wait there is something", he said."What?", I asked him."I saw Lisa on my way out", he said."What?", I asked shocked."Yes", he said."When was it?", I asked him."I guess she watched us fighting. She was sitting on a chair not that far away", she said."Why you did
When I finally was able to pull myself together I stood up. It wasn't an easy thing for a woman to do. Leaving a marriage is one of the toughest thing for a woman to do. Even if he was abusive it takes a lot of strength for us to actually get out of the relationship. Some will return and finally after a multitude of forgiveness and resentment we will be finally be ready to shed that part of our life and then slowly we will move on. I was finally able to break this circle of disappointment and crushed hopes.When I opened the door I couldn't see him. I was glad that he had given upon trying to stop me. I didn't want to fight with him on my way out. I want to leave with a good memory. I should have known that our relationship will be doomed. I tried to save it. I have to admit I did a pretty good job of helping him. Only if he was a little more interested in living with me like I was. But I have already forgiven him and myself for desperation. That is what we had not love but the need
"I thought we would", I said to him. I was still breathless from our coupling. He watched me with a hidden smile. I knew he would happily wait for me even if it is a century. I would do the same for him too. I was too tired maybe it was the anticipation of the date that drained me. He stood up and went outside while I was admiring the view. It killed me to watch the beautiful skin marred by a few scars thanks to the run ins he had with the bounty hunters. I was thankful too for his fast thinking and reflexes without which he wouldn't have survived. I pursed my lips at my own brain. Why can't I stop worrying and be happy for a second. We have come far and further only to be derailed by our own minds.I opened my arms to him. He had gone and fixed the fire braving the wind and cold so I could remain warm. It was more than enough to make me horny. His thoughtful gestures are the one that make me want to jump his bones and this time wasn't any different.He put his lips on me. Our kisses
I'm a great planner but no amount of planning had prepared me for this date night. So I'm still wearing my. Comfort clothes and waiting for my husband. He had secretly escaped. I have no idea where he was. He asked to get ready and wait for him. That is what I was doing. It wasn't an easy part. But now I was very much relaxed. He is around somewhere."Sorry for making you wait", he said handing me these wild flowers that I had planted in the garden a long time ago. A lady comes here sometimes to water them. But I have asked her not to come anymore because I planned to make my husband stay here undetected for a long time."Lucky to find those because most of them are withered", he said."I have give a paid vacation for the lady who used to water them", I said with a sigh."That is a wise decision", he said to me."She has no one. Her fiance left her a week before the wedding. She certainly deserves it", I said to him.."How do you know so many things about her?", he asked curiously."T
"I think we need a break", said Matt rising from the chair."We just only started", I said or did protesting."No we have been going at it for a week", said Matt."Yet we don't have any clue", I said."That is exactly why we should take a break", he said."You hate talking", I told him."I don't hate talking but you want to talk about the murder nothing else", he said."What else you want me to talk about?", I asked him."US. Our daughter. Our future", he said."We will have no future if you don't get cleared out in the court", I said to him."I know but there is still a lot of issues other than that. We need to sort this out. If I get caught and thrown back there I may never get to earn your forgiveness", he said."You have done nothing to ask forgiveness", I said."That is a big lie. I know we have many problems and the way I treated you. Plus the things I have hidden from you have taken a toll on us. I know you haven't acknowledged that I'm really here. Somewhere deep down you stil
"I'm sorry there is nothing to eat in here except biscuits", I said to him."I'm very content to live in here. I don't need anything the freedom itself is going to help me thrive", he said.He looked around. He saw a couple of photographs with me and my grandmother. I was this chubby baby but my grandmother was holding me. I was four or five.I do miss her. She was a mother figure and a great help for me. She is even helping me now by giving me a place to hide on the run."You are in this trouble because of me. By now I'm sure that Salvatore might have spilled his guts about your involvement", he said to me."I know. But I'm happy that I wasn't trapped with him",I said shuddering.."He had raped countless woman and had even assaulted a woman who dared to fight him back", he said."I'm glad I didn't end up as one myself", I said to him."He wouldn't be alive if he had touched you", he said under his breath. I was sure that he didn't want to say it out alloud."What did you do here?", h
"But you are with me now", I told him suppressing a smile."Yes. I was supposed to run alone and leave you at home. But now we are here together because of you", he said to me."Are you sad that you are here with me?", I asked him."I'm not sad. How can I be sad? The only thing I wanted in those lonely days was you. Now you are with me. I don't care about the consequences. But I know that there will be hell to pay for this", he said closing his eyes."Where are you going?", he asked me."I have thought to take you to one of my holiday spots", I murmured distracted. Having a close call with death had certainly rehashed my sense."Are you alright?", he asked me tenderlyI tightened my lips. Was I alright? I didn't know. The marks of his fingerprints might fade over time. But the trauma of being held at gunpoint will stay with me for the rest of my life."I'm good", I said carelessly. His fingers gently touched my forearms. My sleeve was torn and he could easily see the bruises on me. I
I wanted to help my husband however I ended up doing the exact opposite. But I have trust in one thing that is Salvatore won't say anything that goes against his interest. He wants to escape here outing one's plan means his ability to get out of here as well. So I was sure that he won't tell anyone. But that doesn't stop him from doing something that is going to damage our plans. I have to be really cautious. I had already given up the uniform that was meant for Matt. I was sure that he is going to escape from here using this. But what about Matt? How can he go when the only door before us is closed. I instantly regretted my decision of taking this enormous responsibility. If only I didn't choose to come here. I was instantly recognised by Salvatore. That is the sole reason for our plan to doom.I watched Salvatore closely he was looking tense. His eyes wary even though he was sharing a joke with another mean looking guy. I knew his secret. He was going to get out and he didn't want t
This was a game. A very dangerous one. But I have no choice other than to play this. I'm afraid that this is going to be our last chance to be together. We have to fight every odds to survive. This might even endanger our lives. But we have to somehow battle everything and everyone who is going to stand between us and freedom. I don't dare explain this to Matt. I knew he won't understand my words. He will probably end up being too annoyed to try this out. He might choose to stay and wait. He wouldn't do anything that is going to put me in danger."We have to take him with us as well", I said to him."Don't. You don't know what he had done. He will hurt you pretty bad if he ever got a chance", he said to me."We have to help him or he is going to tell on us", I reminded him."I don't think it is that bad compared to the possibility of taking him with us", he said to me."Why is he so dangerous? How could he hurt me while you are with me?", I asked him."This question itself proves how