Regardless of the fact that she’s using the right entrance and is early, I’m still off put if not pissed at the obvious slight by my twin, who runs entertainment. The still legit, but less legal half of our empire.
I know my call was last minute, and that Nico is still having a tantrum over recent events. Still, the rainbow-haired and somewhat thick girl coming in the back entrance was not what I had in mind when I said I was in the mood for a service type role play.
No doubt that with his mood Nico wouldn’t be joining me, but Rourke too……
It’s not like I’m incapable of having one-on-one or vanilla interactions, but given the fact that the last one landed me with an infant I didn’t know existed …….
The day I announced my engagement to Rourke, was the day I came home to a nine month old infant on my doormat. Literally. Nex to the stripper who’d tried to leave him. I can only assume she knocked herself running into a wall she was so doped up.
Coming to, she raced away from me and the child I couldn’t deny was mine if I tried.
Yeah. I’m definitely sticking with a pay to play arrangement where the whores of my brother’s army have a predetermined safe word for every client they’re given. Topped with a file that matches them to people with the same hard limits.
Pissy as he can get, Nico would never send me anyone who was against anything I’m up for.
The main seller on his girls is that they have two types of mandatory birth control on top of me, double wrapping with spermicide. Fuck, it’s been a day. A week. A month. I don’t even know anymore. Just that unless I get my nut off and my head straight, I’m going to snap.
Unlike other outfits, all of my brother’s girls are classy and clean with weekly if not sporadic drug tests. They can play whatever role desired because they actually enjoy it, and would fuck as many people in even more varied ways even if they weren’t getting paid for it.
I can’t blame him. Not for this. Nico has every right to this bitch fit considering I sound like more of a dick out loud than I do in my head. Not sure it’s possible being that the first words out of my mouth were that I never wanted kids.
Even if I wasn’t dodging assassination attempts since the ripe age of six, there’s also the fact that my pulse is the only real proof I have a heart. That’s literal and not figurative, with who and how my father was.
Just like the fact that having a child is like ripping your heart out of your chest and serving it up on a platter for any one of the dozen bottom feeding piranhas to nibble at. Even before compounding recent attacks, Nico and I have always been a target and live accordingly, but how do we accomplish that with a kid?
Our organization, anyone I associate with, understands that women and kids are off fucking limits period. Our competitors, on the other hand, don’t have the same scruples and love hitting that hot button. They don’t really live to tell the tale, but it’s still a risk.
It’s not Tio’s fault that he was birthed by a stripper who was a little too good at giving a lap dance. Any more than he had a say in being sired by a man in one of the most unforgiving positions anyone could have.
I gave my ‘donations’ at twenty, with the standard practice of sending the surrogate to another monarchy before the child is born. I never had any intention of raising rather than training a replacement like my father before me because it was the cruelest fate I could think of.
Also, the first thing that has ever made me consider giving up the seat altogether and going back to the life of a farmer. That wouldn’t change who I am or what a combination of life and Frederico Morretti made me.
No matter how much I want to give Tio attention, affection, undo or fix gods knows what has already happened to the poor kid….. I don’t know how. I’m utterly incapable of the type of emotion it takes to be a parent.
How in the hell Nico is as maternal as a fucking breast, I’ll never know. Just appreciate with all that I am, considering the fact the woman I’m tied to for better or worse is even more frigid and emotionally detached than I am.
Three more royals dead. Those headlines alone are enough for the Senate to breathe down my neck. Add some two bit gangsters shooting up a school of all places, and don’t even get me fucking started about the potential mole in our syndicate.
I need absolute control like I need my next breath, and regardless of being everything opposite of what my twin knows I go for, I can’t wait another minute. I’m too pent-up, and on too much of a time crunch to send the little cupcake with rainbow frosting back. She’s short and thick rather than tall and thin.
Beyond the blonde hair with chalky streaks in it, her eyes are blue as her manners are non-existent. Even after twenty years of on and off pairing, the asshole I shared a womb with made me fill out a fucking preference list. Ensuring that my style and taste matches with whichever working girl is available.
Something I swear to fuck he did just to give me the opposite on the off chance I use the service he’s charging me double for.
Rather than acknowledge me, the inexperienced or just plain stupid girl drops her jaw like a fool at the horizon. Beyond her shabby cargo khakis and oversized blue long sleeve not letting me see what I’m working with, she’s entirely oblivious to my presence.
Fuck, I need Rourke for this.
She ticks every one of Daddy’s boxes. Light hair, light eyes in a cute and curvy doll size. I’m not patient or tender or coaxing like he is. I’m a fucking Don for Creator’s sake, and little thing is so horny and riled up approaching me, I’d wonder if she was on something if Nico didn’t have a strict no drug policy with his working staff.
Still.... as unflattering as it was with her coming in.... Those eyes. That shiver..... it’s raw, pure, and honest. People lie, actions lie, everything can be a form of deception, but this little kitten..... Reading her is like the pages of my favorite book.
She smells and tastes like sweet exotic cream. Giving me a bit of a challenge, with her words when it’s so clear how wanting she is......
The way her ass jiggles and fits my large hand is addicting. Her mews torn between pleasure and shock pound through my ears and make my cock harder than I can ever remember it. The more she struggles, the further my patience slips.
If she says, Starfish....... Safewords out……
She’s trembling and rubbing on me in a way that makes me aware of how perfectly she fits against me. My words, my touch has her ass grinding on me already beading my tip with anticipation.
Fuck, she is so damn wet I can smell the honey between her legs.
Tempting my control further, I slide my fingers on her damp center. I haven’t done shit yet, and the impatient little cupcake is halfway to climax. So godsdamned responsive, my dick twitches, and I don’t even know what to start with.
I’m going to plug every little hole she has.
Moving to her rhythm as I pull my hand back to get me out of the too constricting slacks, and into the honey cavern, clenching as hard as it is screaming. I’ve never lost control with a sub. Never been so out of my mind that I haven’t planned at least ten steps ahead on how to get exactly what I want.If I spent one more second rubbing the kitten, she’s going to cum, and fuck if I’m not going to feel every spasm of it clamping me while she does it. I’m a Master, but have been with Rourke long enough I can fake the Daddy her rainbow hair, and shining innocence is screaming that she needs.While it was just an adaptation to fuck her brains out at first, this is different. She’s so much more little than pet. I read her eyes, her want, her quivering jaw as I pull out of the kiss, and the safe word all Nico’s people have is nowhere in it. A spell of lust, and glittering passion I almost give. Almost. Letting the collar of my grip on her neck fall and massaging her silky hair and strokin
Nothing, and I mean nothing can erase or excuse the fact that I just creamed my pants from dry humping the largest dick I've ever seen on the most gorgeous man I've ever sort of met. However, if there ever has been or will be a trigger for me, it's someone like him screaming Italian. It's been a long time since I was exposed to the language, but I'm still fluent. Either way it doesn't matter. Call it prejudice or paranoid, but it is what it is. I've personally been involved with Mafioso's in this city. So no one can tell me the Mob doesn't exist on our fair streets. Somewhere in my more rational brain, I know that not every one with an accent and or money is linked to some nefarious organization. It’s equally unfair that I have a weakness for Italians, given my history. Unlike most of my other idiosyncrasies, there is a real reason for that. Dramatic as my calling Dominic ‘he that shall not be named’ may seem. I assure you my ‘ex’ deserves to be linked with one of the most evil an
I’m a control freak, I admit that, and the very reason I was against having kids is unraveling before my eyes. Reminding me why I’m the last person in the world who deserves him. From the moment I held Tio, I was vulnerable and devoted. For the first time in my life understanding what true love was. An emotion my father did his best to train out of me with all the rest of them. It's something of a requirement for a leader, especially in our world. I never had the same issue with that as every one else did. It wasn't until my beating heart looked up at me, holding my one finger in his whole hand that I worried. Really worried about all the feelings I'd stripped to hold the seat. Kids need love. Plain and simple. They need softness, emotions, comfort, things that I never knew how to give. Outside of sex, even in that arena, I'm a hard and unforgiving bastard. I don't know how to process, let alone express the things that Tio needs. He's just been with us for almost a month, and hasn'
Something about Nyx rang inside of me like a tuning fork. The immediate and obvious interest from both my partner and the guy I still can’t admit I’m interested in only enhanced it.I tell myself I stopped looking because I can’t afford to be divided with the professional, as much as personal attacks on my family. That all my attention needs to be on the here and now with the kid, I just pseudo adopted via my partner.Regardless of my resources, I don't have the time to sift through a city of nine million, and tell myself now as much as I did then to drop it. Even if I found her, Nyx isn’t the type I could keep at a distance. Vince has made it clear that he’ll never keep someone long term, other than the female he has engaged himself to.I’m also not the
I’m as wrecked as Vince with his building and our kid being attacked. Sitting in silence of my apartment while we share an existential crisis in silence, over whiskey. At least until the most bizarre sentence breaks through the quiet.“Castration Nation. You flip ‘em, we snip ‘em, and our toenail clipper special is half off this week.” It’s the bubbliest and sweetest sounding customer service greeting in the darkest sense.“I know it’s been awhile, but really?” A new tone I’ve never heard with her hits like whiskey. Heat wiggling all the way down as you hear it. “Your cold caller greeting?” Why am I not surprised it’s a standard greeting for the woman who’s been driving me nuts for the past few weeks?
After a pretty horrid orientation, and the reminder that I am nothing more than gutter trash to the elites on this side of the tracks, I’m more than happy to follow Ryan and get a feel for all of it.I don’t mind, really. Not when I can finally get into the state-of-the-art kitchen I’d been drooling over. Honestly, I’m used to the judgment, and it doesn’t deter me from my excitement.This feels like a real chance.This is the one place. The one type of quiet that doesn’t sound like a barrage of bullets through a blind thick. That doesn’t feel like projected missiles of anxiety, regret, and fear charging me from all sides.The trauma is always there, whether I can remember it or not, but I have gone almost a full yea
With a quick message and a photo of our boy’s pouty face, just as a fuck you to my brother for leaving me out of the loop with the screaming ball of anger and stress who needs him. I pick up our bundle of joy and start what I’m sure will be a thousand trips around the living room tonight.Since the fish bitch isn’t here, I’m not as pissy about it as I would be if she stuck around. We’ve moved buildings, and are still settling into the new environment. There may not be one mark on him after the accident, but even looking at an elevator has my poor guy pitching fits that are sure to wake every god in the heavens.I cringe to yet another ear-piercing scream when I stop moving and bouncing.Unlike my twin, I wanted to be a Dad. Couldn’t wait to have k
I may not remember what time it is. Know what day it is, but I’m still lucid enough to remember it’s Harvest Fest. The fact that I’m sober enough to remember my name. All dozen of them actually, says I’m nowhere near the goal of drinking myself to death.As one of the Nine, who has died in every way there is, that particular end is only something I’ve achieved once or twice in the countless years I’ve been alive.That I remember any way.Unlike other ‘immortal’s’ who just won’t go down. I’m as easy to kill as any other human. Sort of. Centuries of self-taught tactics don’t make it as easy as it once was, but se la vi.The ‘wanderers’ say that there are nine tribes of immortals. Each having their own curse. Mine is death because I die at the drop of a hat. It’s just that rather than being reincarnated into a new life or body, the one I’m in resets.Sure, I get the relief of not knowing bupkiss for a fair stretch, but eventually the memories and my reality always wiggles its way back in
With a quick message and a photo of our boy’s pouty face, just as a fuck you to my brother for leaving me out of the loop with the screaming ball of anger and stress who needs him. I pick up our bundle of joy and start what I’m sure will be a thousand trips around the living room tonight.Since the fish bitch isn’t here, I’m not as pissy about it as I would be if she stuck around. We’ve moved buildings, and are still settling into the new environment. There may not be one mark on him after the accident, but even looking at an elevator has my poor guy pitching fits that are sure to wake every god in the heavens.I cringe to yet another ear-piercing scream when I stop moving and bouncing.Unlike my twin, I wanted to be a Dad. Couldn’t wait to have k
After a pretty horrid orientation, and the reminder that I am nothing more than gutter trash to the elites on this side of the tracks, I’m more than happy to follow Ryan and get a feel for all of it.I don’t mind, really. Not when I can finally get into the state-of-the-art kitchen I’d been drooling over. Honestly, I’m used to the judgment, and it doesn’t deter me from my excitement.This feels like a real chance.This is the one place. The one type of quiet that doesn’t sound like a barrage of bullets through a blind thick. That doesn’t feel like projected missiles of anxiety, regret, and fear charging me from all sides.The trauma is always there, whether I can remember it or not, but I have gone almost a full yea
I’m as wrecked as Vince with his building and our kid being attacked. Sitting in silence of my apartment while we share an existential crisis in silence, over whiskey. At least until the most bizarre sentence breaks through the quiet.“Castration Nation. You flip ‘em, we snip ‘em, and our toenail clipper special is half off this week.” It’s the bubbliest and sweetest sounding customer service greeting in the darkest sense.“I know it’s been awhile, but really?” A new tone I’ve never heard with her hits like whiskey. Heat wiggling all the way down as you hear it. “Your cold caller greeting?” Why am I not surprised it’s a standard greeting for the woman who’s been driving me nuts for the past few weeks?
Something about Nyx rang inside of me like a tuning fork. The immediate and obvious interest from both my partner and the guy I still can’t admit I’m interested in only enhanced it.I tell myself I stopped looking because I can’t afford to be divided with the professional, as much as personal attacks on my family. That all my attention needs to be on the here and now with the kid, I just pseudo adopted via my partner.Regardless of my resources, I don't have the time to sift through a city of nine million, and tell myself now as much as I did then to drop it. Even if I found her, Nyx isn’t the type I could keep at a distance. Vince has made it clear that he’ll never keep someone long term, other than the female he has engaged himself to.I’m also not the
I’m a control freak, I admit that, and the very reason I was against having kids is unraveling before my eyes. Reminding me why I’m the last person in the world who deserves him. From the moment I held Tio, I was vulnerable and devoted. For the first time in my life understanding what true love was. An emotion my father did his best to train out of me with all the rest of them. It's something of a requirement for a leader, especially in our world. I never had the same issue with that as every one else did. It wasn't until my beating heart looked up at me, holding my one finger in his whole hand that I worried. Really worried about all the feelings I'd stripped to hold the seat. Kids need love. Plain and simple. They need softness, emotions, comfort, things that I never knew how to give. Outside of sex, even in that arena, I'm a hard and unforgiving bastard. I don't know how to process, let alone express the things that Tio needs. He's just been with us for almost a month, and hasn'
Nothing, and I mean nothing can erase or excuse the fact that I just creamed my pants from dry humping the largest dick I've ever seen on the most gorgeous man I've ever sort of met. However, if there ever has been or will be a trigger for me, it's someone like him screaming Italian. It's been a long time since I was exposed to the language, but I'm still fluent. Either way it doesn't matter. Call it prejudice or paranoid, but it is what it is. I've personally been involved with Mafioso's in this city. So no one can tell me the Mob doesn't exist on our fair streets. Somewhere in my more rational brain, I know that not every one with an accent and or money is linked to some nefarious organization. It’s equally unfair that I have a weakness for Italians, given my history. Unlike most of my other idiosyncrasies, there is a real reason for that. Dramatic as my calling Dominic ‘he that shall not be named’ may seem. I assure you my ‘ex’ deserves to be linked with one of the most evil an
Moving to her rhythm as I pull my hand back to get me out of the too constricting slacks, and into the honey cavern, clenching as hard as it is screaming. I’ve never lost control with a sub. Never been so out of my mind that I haven’t planned at least ten steps ahead on how to get exactly what I want.If I spent one more second rubbing the kitten, she’s going to cum, and fuck if I’m not going to feel every spasm of it clamping me while she does it. I’m a Master, but have been with Rourke long enough I can fake the Daddy her rainbow hair, and shining innocence is screaming that she needs.While it was just an adaptation to fuck her brains out at first, this is different. She’s so much more little than pet. I read her eyes, her want, her quivering jaw as I pull out of the kiss, and the safe word all Nico’s people have is nowhere in it. A spell of lust, and glittering passion I almost give. Almost. Letting the collar of my grip on her neck fall and massaging her silky hair and strokin
Regardless of the fact that she’s using the right entrance and is early, I’m still off put if not pissed at the obvious slight by my twin, who runs entertainment. The still legit, but less legal half of our empire.I know my call was last minute, and that Nico is still having a tantrum over recent events. Still, the rainbow-haired and somewhat thick girl coming in the back entrance was not what I had in mind when I said I was in the mood for a service type role play.No doubt that with his mood Nico wouldn’t be joining me, but Rourke too……It’s not like I’m incapable of having one-on-one or vanilla interactions, but given the fact that the last one landed me with an infant I didn’t know existed …….The day I announced my engagement to Rourke, was the day I came home to a nine month old infant on my doormat. Literally. Nex to the stripper who’d tried to leave him. I can only assume she knocked herself running into a wall she was so doped up. Coming to, she raced away from me and the c
“I didn’t tell you to move,” without taking a step, the warning growl is all I get before the Incubus is towering over me, and I’m suddenly spun with him binding my wrists at the small of my back.Before I can yelp or process the too fast motion, a large, hot hand comes down in a stinging strike on my right back cheek. I mean to scream, but it comes out as a whimper with my inability to process the wild mix of shame, indignity, and confusion. My cotton boy short panties no better than a burst water pipe failing to contain the lust his power and presence flood my lower regions with. “Be a good girl for Papa. Yes?” His voice is right on the shell of my ear. So close that I can feel the rumble of satisfaction as I wiggle against him. Praying that the friction of my slick thighs will ease the still echoing pulse I can’t process, let alone dignify, what’s happening with the hard and harsh slap on my other cheek.The Italian’s black clad knee slipping between mine to stop the only prayer