Emma Starr
A brief knock on my door brought me to reality.
“Who is it?”
I stood up, walking to my doorstep to see an envelope slid under. Narrowing my eyes, I picked it up. It was sealed with a gold stamp and neatly wrapped making me knit my brows as I opened it.
“Dear Emma Starr,” It wrote.
“We got your application to work as a governess in the Country Club’s house of billionaires. I must say, we were impressed by your outstanding experience and decided to hire you as a manager of our staff.
Feel free to begin tomorrow!
Yours, Management.
I stared blankly standing on my spot entirely shocked. Couldn’t believe I just got a real salary job.
“Oh, my goodness... oh my goodness!”
I jumped up excitedly, re-reading the letter over and over again. “Thank God! Yes!! Yes, yes, yes!”
Little did I know.
My life complications began.
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Five years later.
“My niece is coming back today,”
The owner of the country club let out, with pride in his tone at the white and black tiled hallway. Today was a Saturday.
“I’m sure you must know him, Nicholas Russell. The well-known movie producer. Ring any bells?”
I stared astonishingly at him as he constructed those words. “T-This can’t be.”
I uttered, wondering why Mr. Henry didn’t have the same last name as Nicholas. However, the Country Club’s owner chuckled balancing his walk stick firmly on the ground. As an old man in his 60s, he was a quite lively and energetic type.
He made his Country Club a volunteer place, with the community people around the vast area doing all sorts of recreational activities. It was mostly filled with old and elderly people though, with limited youngsters.
“You’re surprised, right?!”
Mr. Henry laughed adding.
“Not really?”
“Oh, that’s okay. That’s the reaction I get from most people when I tell them Nicholas Russell is my niece.”
I tried not to look flustered, batting my eyelash with my cheeks heated with balled fists at what was happening.
The man I had a one-night-stand with was coming back?!
“I see.”
“Yep,” he replied. “So, you know the drill, Emma. Organize the other staff to prepare the VVIP room, make everywhere tidy, and let me know if you have a welcome plan in mind.”
“Okay sir, I will.”
I said, bowing my head only for him to chuckle excitedly walking ahead to interact with the community.
“I say a lovely day, you have, Mrs. Gibbs...”
His voice faded in the background as my heart began to thud erratically with my hands shaking in nervousness as I walked to my son. “Mommy! Mommy! Come see,”
“Jonathan dear, what is it?”
I muttered as I rested my hands on the shoulders of my five-year-old son who took most of his father’s appearance. His almond-brown hair, pretty face, and his lips too.
“I won this round, mommy! Isn’t your son a genius?”
He commented at the knots and crosses he won a girl around his age, while she pouted.
“But, Miss Emma, he cheated.”
The platinum blonde-haired child said, with a frown.
“That’s a lie! I didn’t cheat? Is that even possible in a knot and cross?”
“No, you’re the one who’s lying.” she retorted at him, making me step in to sit with them a bit.
“Jonathan, did you cheat son?”
“Nope, she watched me play everything and I didn’t.”
“Maya, is that true?” I asked, but she didn’t say anything. All of a sudden, she began crying out loud.
“Hey, hey... shhh.”
Everyone looked at us, only for me to lean in to pet her. She held me with her tender hands, saying,
“I don’t know how to play knots and crosses that’s why I said he cheated. I wish I could play it like him! I feel so much like a loser, Emma.”
“There dear,” I hugged her, with my hands in her hair. “Don’t cry? Losing doesn’t make you a loser, you hear me?”
She raised her head, nodding at me, who wiped her tears away. “Yes...”’
“He can teach you if you find it difficult, right Jonathan?” I uttered, only for my son to nod in support.
“I will show her how to,” he said. “After she says sorry...”
“Maya?”
I motioned to her that second nodding that she’d do it.
“I’m sorry, Jonathan. You’re my friend and I didn’t mean to accuse you of cheating.”
“Apology accepted, Maya. I will teach you.”
“Thank you!”
She extended her hand, connecting it with my son’s own to shake it making me smile walking to carry on with the duties Mr. Henry assigned to me earlier.
I am currently probating whether or not to flee this place with my son or not, as his father is coming back to town.
Thus, I mobilized every working staff to arrange everywhere and as soon as we were done, I entered a lonely room slamming the door shut to think.
Flashback.
“Miss Emma, you’re 3 weeks pregnant.”
“What?! How?” I asked, wondering what went wrong.
“If you’ve had any sexual interactions, I’m sure you’re aware this is the result.”
I ran to the Doctor who had always treated me, desperately holding his hands.
“Doctor… what do I do? I think this is a miracle baby cause I’m currently not seeing anyone,”
He grasped that instant. “Huh? You didn’t see anyone?”
“Not at all. So, where did I go wrong?”
“Emma...” he said in a pitiful tone. “You poor thing. You have one complication already and then this? Not even knowing the father of your child?”
Nicholas Russell imprinted in my memory suddenly, making me blink several times with an open-mouthed gasp. “It can’t be… but, but I took the pill!”
“What pill...” The Doctor trailed.
“Does a contraceptive pill always work, Doctor?”
“It is 95% effective and yes, can fail sometimes, Emma.”
As he let those words, I placed my hands at the sides of my lap squatting with a loud shout. I was pregnant for a playboy movie director?
“It can’t be!!!”
A car honk blared from outside, making me curiously go look at who it was. It was just a man driving a Toyota who got angry at another driver. “Tsk.”
I was about to leave the window when a familiar Rolls Royce drove inside the Country Club’s compound. The speed was almost like a pro, and so was the entirety of the way the car user parked.
A coaster bus drove in too, making me knit my brows.
A familiar face came out of the Rolls Royce, straightening his outfit and locking his car. Nicholas Russell.
“Fuck me.” I needed to get my son.
I ran out of the door, slamming it shut with the thought that Jonathan mustn’t meet his father. There was a reason I didn’t contact him years back and I will like to keep it that way!
On getting to the place he played knots and crosses in, he wasn’t there anymore. The little girl was also nowhere to be found and in fact, the Country Club house had fewer people compared to before.
“Jonathan, honey...” I trailed, searching for him.
My heart began to pace hastily at the possibility of where he could be. I went to the passage opposite, checking every recreational room, yet I couldn’t find him. Not at all.
“Dammit. Son, where are you?”
“Have you seen my son anywhere, please?” The servant nodded. “No, I haven’t.”
“Have you seen Jonathan?” I asked another who said,
“He went that way, towards the entrance.”
“The entrance?”
God, I hope he didn’t meet his father there. I thought as I opened the main door. That will be a disaster! What was I supposed to do...?
I stopped midway in my thoughts when I saw my son. He was just ahead, face-to-face with his father who currently smiled at him. “Jonathan, dear!”
A worried expression plastered on my face as Nicholas raised his gaze to mine with a mesmerized expression.
Apart from the beards he made grow around his chin, he hadn’t changed at all. It was like over those five years, he remained ageless. Nicholas Russell was clothed in a white summer shirt, with his hair packed to the back in a little
“Emma?”
Do something, Emma. You know you have to look surprised. “Hey...”
He extended his hands which I took, only to feel sparks run through as we shook each other. It’s been so many years, yet this chemistry was still... What was I doing?
“What are you doing here?” In a pretend tone, I asked.
“My uncle owns the place. This is your son, right?”
Jonathan held his little red ball a smile at him.
“Yeah sure... come on, Jonathan. Your father just called and is expecting us at home.”
I said those words, hoping they sounded believable.
“Dad is finally back?!” he replied with a happy look. I had lied to him his father traveled on a long trip and will come back one day.
Unknown to him, he was the man standing right in front of us. “Yeah sure, let’s go...”
“It was nice meeting you, sir! Thank you for helping me get my ball.”
Before I knew it, Nicholas placed his hands on our son’s brown hair shuffling it playfully with a grin before stating, “You’re welcome.”
“Regards to your husband, Emma,” he added making me swallow nervously as I walked away with my son.
“Yeah. Thanks.”
I shouldn’t have lied. This was a small town. No one kept secrets because it ended up opening at the end of the day.
4 Nicholas Russell “Nicholas! You finally arrived with your team!” My uncle Henry let out, welcoming me. “Hello uncle, how have you been?” I asked, giving them a brief hug as he replied. “All good, son. Let’s go in!” He motioned to my crew, waving his hands toward them. “Come on along, your rooms have already been prepared just like Nicholas asked.” “Thank you, Mr. Henry!” The luggage, portmanteau, and devices were all carried inside by the working staff. I removed my black glasses studying the view as soon as I was in my suite. It’s been years and some developments were done, following the installation of new seats beside the swimming pool outside with a beach umbrella shade. “Emma…” I muttered with a recall of how beautiful she looked today. Her jet-black hair had a bit of curl, and her white teeth, and the intensity I felt whenever she came around. After that one-night stand, I went back to being the same billionaire. One who chased women and made them spread their legs.
Emma Starr “Are you crazy?” My best friend, Morticia said over the phone. “You’re looking for adoptive parents for a child that has a father?” “I need someone that won’t make him miss me. His dad is far from that, following the fact that he’s been getting on my nerve ever since his return.” “Wish I could help, somehow...” she replied, as I took some cabbage putting it in the shopping cart. I went for the cheaper items because that was what I could afford. “Help raise him?” I bit my lower lips, desperately asking her. This wasn’t the first time I did. “That will be awesome.” “Hell no, I can’t even raise myself to talk less of a kid.” Morticia was a redhead. I met her in this neighborhood at a community party which we both volunteered helping services for. Since then, we became close and inseparable. “God. What do I do now?” I ran my hands through my hair, as I walked to a store to get foodstuff. “Didn’t you say his father showed up in town?” “He did, but he’s hurling money
Emma Starr We got to my house, only to see three paparazzi with their cameras. It seemed like they were already waiting for me. I gulped, glaring at Nicholas. Why did he have to be this famous? “Great, how do we go in now?” I wriggled my brows. Clenching his fists, he hit his hands on his steering wheel, “I will try to find a way, baby.” Nicholas drove in slowly as we studied the entire place. My neighbors were peeking to see what was happening. As if that wasn’t enough, Nicholas had announced me to be his bride-to-be. I wondered if it has reached publication yet... Bringing out my phone, I checked only to see my picture with today’s outfit. The headline read: [Nicholas Russell announces Emma Starr as his Bride-To-Be. Turns out they had a son all along! What could they be hiding?] “Look here, they already made news from it!” I exclaimed, bringing the phone forth so Nicholas could see it. “How fast can they be?” I mean they already settled in my neighborhood, so what were the
7Emma StarrHey Emma, You can’t let your heart melt from this billionaire’s tactics. He’s pretending, gorgeous. He doesn’t even mean any of that.These were the words my head was saying. BLARE! BLARE! Like a warning sign.But... why wasn’t I even going along with that? Why did it sound so genuine? That smile... I enjoyed seeing it on Jonathan’s face. The way he shook his father in an innocent and surreal way. It was something that made me want to stay. That made me hope.It was crazy, God I knew…“Daddy, do you want to see my toy house?”“Sure, where is it?”“Over here, come on daddy,” Jonathan replied to his father who took his hand, guiding them both as they walked to the other side of the room. “My toy house is apart...”“Yes, baby, we had to move so I made it that way so it was easier.”I told him from where I folded the clothes.“Oh...”A sad expression formed on his features. “It’s not the same anymore, mommy. Will Bob the Builder come help put it together.”Nicholas chuckl
8Emma StarrWhat more horror could that do to a woman’s life?!Engaged to a lady’s man...Thing was, it was a fake engagement. I shouldn’t give a damn about anything or care about his entanglements!“Where are the casting crews?”I could hear Nicholas yell from the rehearsal room as I cleaned the rehearsal’s entrance.“And the actresses? Goddamn, and the lead actress? Where the hell is, she?!”I wriggled my brows wondering why he was angry. Was it due to what happened earlier? Or work stress? Was it something I wasn’t aware of?“I’m sorry sir,” someone replied to him. “We just got a call. She was involved in an accident and is currently bedridden.”“An accident? How did that, fucking happen?!”“A hit-and-run. Sources say she was trying to avoid hitting an animal only to collide with a huge tree.”“Dammit.”Nicholas seethed. “It just had to happen at this moment. The final shoot. Damn, our competitors are ahead. They released several movies and we haven’t even successfully released
9Emma StarrGod, I could feel my entire body heat up at his gaze.I tore my eyes off him with the intent to take off the outfit.“Going somewhere, princess?”A familiar voice tuned in, making me look behind me. It was Nicholas. His hands were in his pockets... and, there was this gaze in his eyes. It was raw and full of wanting.“W-what are you doing?” I started, only for him to surge nearer. “Hmm, why don’t I ask the questions instead? How does it feel to kiss anyone apart from me? I was in your head the entire time, wasn’t I?”I narrowed my eyes at how he knew that.“Nope, I saw it as an act. Why are you getting worked up?”“Worked up? That’s incorrect. I make people work up. For women, it’s rarely the other way round.”I glared at him, wondering why he was a jerk most time.“Then go meet those ‘women’.”He moved to stop me but I was quick to sidestep his grasp. On realization that I did that, I gave myself some sort of inner accolade.Maybe, just maybe… I could resist him after al
10Emma StarrWas it my pre-period hormones?Or it had something to do with the way he taunted me?These thoughts occupied my head because right now, my body couldn’t even control itself. It was like anything related to Nicholas Russell turned it on. I was a grown woman at 28, yes, but this… was becoming so much for me to handle.I think he noticed how aroused I was because he dominantly made his way toward my legs. Sweeping a dark gaze over my lips, he claimed them with me opening up for him.He toyed his tongue with mine, circling them with mine, making me respond to this power he seemed to have over me. God help me, was I becoming a sucker for his kisses? Or holds…Control yourself, Emma.Please do.I tried to tell myself but my body was currently doing the opposite of that, as my hands wrapped around his back clasping around them and clinging to him like he was my dear life.“Mommy?”We disbanded from each other immediately in a quick rush, watching as Jonathan came out from the
11Emma StarrStaring at how good-looking he looked while sleeping, a pout formed in my mouth that minute wondering why he had to be so annoying at times. I mean, there were good sides to Nicholas Russell, but it seemed like the bad side overshadowed the good.God, what am I doing?After a day of hot sex with him, I’m supposed to have a clear head on how we currently were. I mean I was dying but-Right.I’m dying.I thought, looking around. What was I even doing here? I was supposed to be getting everyone ready for my demise. I’m supposed to make them feel like they could do without me.“Dammit.”I whispered, placing my head on the pillows in total frustration. I had a son. Leaving him to the poor world wasn’t fair. “What am I going to do? What, should I do? Talk to me, my Creators. Please, talk to me. Please, please, please.”A yawn brought me out of my daze, making me look back to the sofa to see Nicholas stirring in his sleep. He unconsciously swooped a part of his almond-brown hai
Nicholas Russell “Hello, yeah, speak.” I took a phone call as I drove the car down Nevada town. “Sir we just spotted your ex-wife in Nevada’s airport, from her coordination she seems to be making her way to you.” One of my movie crew members, said to me leaving me wide-eyed, “What? How’s that, are you... sure about what you saw?” I asked with a fierce grip on the steering wheel bringing Emma’s attention, she stared at me curiously at what was happening. “Yes sir, I thought to inform you so there won’t be surprises.” “Okay, thanks for the information,” I said. “One more thing sir- her luggage it seemed she’ll be staying for a while.” “Really? That’s strange. Thanks for the call, Reuben.” “It’s nothing, sir, one more thing though, she seemed-“ I hung up so I didn’t leave Emma curious any longer. The last thing I needed was her worrying about her state. “Everything okay?” She asked, from her seat only for me to nod a ‘yes’. “Just business call on the movie ratings and some othe
17Nicholas RussellEmma buried her head in my chest, making me smirk.She wasn’t the kind to be shy thus, making her like this was quite rare. This was cute however, thinking of the fact that she kept something so delicate from me was scary.When the doctor told me those words, it made me feel lost. It reminded me of the familiar feeling that passed my chest when my wife left me... I abhorred every inch of that feeling because there was nothing for me, in it.So painful...Unnerving and heart wrenching...Her yawn brought me from my thoughts. The sun in the bright sky was starting to set. And it looked like it was going to rain anytime soon. Walking with her in the hospital arena wasn’t something I planned.I wanted the opposite of this for her. Especially with knowing that she might not be here soon.“Gosh, I’m so tired.” she said, stretching while I arched a brow at her.“So,” I started, “Will you tell me the reason you kept something big as this from me?”“What was I meant
16Emma StarrThere was Mrs. Elton from the supermarket. By her side was Morticia and a few familiar faces, Mr. Henry didn’t exclude himself, as he was just right at the front.To my surprise, they brought themselves down here to the hospital making my heart flutter with so much appreciation held in them.“I’m so sorry, Emma. I should have listened to you when you said you couldn’t manage the party. Who knew this was what you meant? Oh, this is so hard to take in...”Mr. Henry sounded sober, bringing out some hanky to clean his eyes. “We agreed not to make her feel sad.”Someone whispered, but I could hear making me smile a bit watching an elderly woman come forward,“Whatever this is, we are fighting it together, Emma, don’t you worry child.”I nodded, as she hugged me in comfort. My hands moved to return the hug, feeling extremely foreign. There was a reason I didn’t want any of them to know about my condition. I didn’t want them to worry so much about me.We were like a family. Any
15Nicholas RussellThe Doctor removed his glasses, standing up and walking towards me to place a hand on my shoulder.“…After that,” he continued. “A section of her skull will be removed to access her brain underneath and get to the tumor. Typically, it takes 6 hours to complete and there are risks but in Miss Emma’s case, a skilled neurosurgeon will be performing the surgery due to the complexity and number of years we had to wait for it. It will therefore reduce the possibility of bleeding, infection or any loss of mental functions but we will have to dissuade the use of anesthesia so it’s completely favorable.”“Anesthesia? Isn’t that to relieve pains and induce sleep?”“Yes... but,”I stared at him in disbelief as he said those words, with an apologetic expression. It meant she will have to go through pain. The thought irked me. I wished I could do something.“Impossible!”I banged my hand on the table angrily, staring at the Doctor. Brain tumor? Smears of tears covered my eyes.
14Nicholas RussellI moved nearer to her with a smirk on my lips.Staring at me like she was astonished on spot, she took a step back but I was quick. My hands snaked around her waist, stabilizing her from falling in tune with the pink flats she was wearing.“Y-You want me to kiss me or it?”She said, referring to the gift only for me to remove the white thread that was sitting on her gorgeous dark hair.“Neither of the above,” I brought the strand to her attention, only for her cheeks to redden.They were pink and had this rosy essence that made me chuckle slightly.“Oh... that, thanks for helping with that.”“Yep.”I muttered, taking steps away from her.“I have to go- I mean we have to go now,” she said, rushing ahead to the rehearsal room’s direction. I went after her that minute.“What now?”The character, acting Declan in Romancing a Spinser muttered in an angry tone. “You’ve been away for the past three months, then you finally show up, city girl? Why... why are you here, I wa
13Nicholas RussellI held the script for the next part of Romancing a Spinster in my hands, studying it carefully and re-reading the roles to be played. I desired to know what else Emma was going to act with the lead actor.Not that I hadn’t gone through it in the past. I forgot some basic parts but knowing this was a romantic tale, there was this withheld anger in my chest. Yes, I never let anything get in the way of me making money.The business was never mixed with pleasure.But Emma made me want to break that fucking rule.“Sir, the lighting and stage preparation has been made for the choreography. The female lead isn’t here, yet, however.”“She isn’t?” I wriggled my brows, asking my assistant who nodded his head.“Ah, I see,”I folded my hands wondering what she was trying to pull this time. “Let me try reaching her. Inform the team of the situation.”“Okay, sir.”As he walked away, my brows furrowed at what she was trying to pull this time.Wasn’t she aware of today? This woman
12Emma StarrI searched for what to say only for a certain thought to imprint my mind at his words. It was a flashback of what he said in the past:“I don’t take a woman twice. I don’t fall in love, neither am I looking for a happy-ever-after.”Narrowing my eyes, I thought of how those were entirely separate from each other.“If you don’t take a woman twice, how does not sharing their work? Does that even apply to everyone or just me?”I asked immediately, only for his face to appear flustered like he was caught off guard.“W-What are you insinuating with that question?” he blurted out. To be honest, his expression seemed extremely funny.Who knows, maybe a certain billionaire found a certain woman he met five years ago, fascinating enough to melt his playboy’s heart?I thought.“Who knows?” I shrugged only for him to put his hands in his pockets, commencing to walk forward.“That is all bogus, Emma, and quite tricky. You’re not becoming foxy, are you?”I chuckled walking after him t
11Emma StarrStaring at how good-looking he looked while sleeping, a pout formed in my mouth that minute wondering why he had to be so annoying at times. I mean, there were good sides to Nicholas Russell, but it seemed like the bad side overshadowed the good.God, what am I doing?After a day of hot sex with him, I’m supposed to have a clear head on how we currently were. I mean I was dying but-Right.I’m dying.I thought, looking around. What was I even doing here? I was supposed to be getting everyone ready for my demise. I’m supposed to make them feel like they could do without me.“Dammit.”I whispered, placing my head on the pillows in total frustration. I had a son. Leaving him to the poor world wasn’t fair. “What am I going to do? What, should I do? Talk to me, my Creators. Please, talk to me. Please, please, please.”A yawn brought me out of my daze, making me look back to the sofa to see Nicholas stirring in his sleep. He unconsciously swooped a part of his almond-brown hai
10Emma StarrWas it my pre-period hormones?Or it had something to do with the way he taunted me?These thoughts occupied my head because right now, my body couldn’t even control itself. It was like anything related to Nicholas Russell turned it on. I was a grown woman at 28, yes, but this… was becoming so much for me to handle.I think he noticed how aroused I was because he dominantly made his way toward my legs. Sweeping a dark gaze over my lips, he claimed them with me opening up for him.He toyed his tongue with mine, circling them with mine, making me respond to this power he seemed to have over me. God help me, was I becoming a sucker for his kisses? Or holds…Control yourself, Emma.Please do.I tried to tell myself but my body was currently doing the opposite of that, as my hands wrapped around his back clasping around them and clinging to him like he was my dear life.“Mommy?”We disbanded from each other immediately in a quick rush, watching as Jonathan came out from the