Chapter 99

I roughly breathed. I gently faced my son. He's very sad the way he looked at me.

I carefully took his hands and holds then. There is still a piece of sadness in my heart. I can't imagine if this is really happening in my life? A lot of problems are going through.

I suddenly remembered the time when Andrie was suffering. Times when he was begging. I'm the reason why he is like this. Why is he hurting now?

I had him kidnapped before to torture Iris. But what I don't know the secret yet. He is my son, then I hated him so much.

I can't accept it to myself. I have committed a great sin. I'm not a good father. I'm worthless. What I did is unforgivable.

I felt tears welling up in my eyes. I regret everything I did for my son. I was never good to him.

"I'm sorry!" I gently caressed his baby face. I see sadness in his eyes.

"Son! I know you miss me for so long. I know I wasn't a good father for you. I'm sorry! I didn't mean to hurt you."

I can only see surprise in Andrie's eyes. I know he do