Chapter 4

When I got to the mansion. I immediately holds my gown and got off from the taxi where I was ridden.

I ran into the gate while sobbing with myself in tears. I couldn't even look back at the taxi driver due my heart tighten in pain.

I almost slipped and stumbled as I walked on my way. I wiped my tears away on my cheeks that falling.

I can't imagine myself crying for it. I can't hold back the tears that escaping from my little eyes.

I sat on the sofa and sobbed. My chest tighten in pain.

Why is this happening to me? I've been waiting for this moment, for a long time! To marry the man I love the most but I was broken.

I saw my reflection in the mirror in front of me. My effort was wasted. Everything I worked for was goes for nothing.

I have been preparing for my wedding with Lucas for almost 5 years. I am so happy that we are getting married to each other. But why is this fucking thing ruined my day?

Many questions come to my mind now. I feel like I'm getting crazy. I don't know what to do with myself.

Lucas is the man I wish to be with. He is the man I dream. I can't lose him forever. I can't imagine my life without him in every single day.

I stood up and cried into tears. I wiped my poor eyes. I can't imagine seeing myself in this heartbreaks. Crying for something I dream for.

I hold my gown and entered into my room. I was crying even more. Hurting my own feelings.

I throw myself into the bed, pulling the blanket towards my face. I cried into tears. I want to let out the pain inside my chest.

Sorrow embraced my heart. I'm crazy while crying silently. I feel my heart hammering of pain.

I know Lucas is hurting right now too. I know he is in trouble. I know he can't believe at all.

He loves me very much. I know he can't lose me anymore. I know he was just shocked because of what happened. I know everything was hurts for him too.

I got up and sat down at the edge of my bed, rubbing my eyes. I'm still crying in pain.

I grabbed my gown and stood up. I saw my phone on top of my desk. I took it just to have a call with Lucas.

I want to talk to him. I want to make everything clear with him. I want to tell that I did not steal the company's money.

I have called for several times but Lucas is not answering his phone. He doesn't answer my messages. Why he doesn't want to talk to me right now?

Lucas! My love one and only. Please! Answer my call. I'm sorry! I want to talk to you! I know you can't accept everything. I know you are hurting too.

I hope you feel my pain in the same way. I hope you know that I'm the victim of this. Please answer my call Lucas.

Lucas's phone is still ringing but he doesn't answer his phone. I know he is breaking down now.

I hugged the phone in my chest while sobbing. I feel sorry with myself. The pain deepen inside my poor heart.

"Iris!" Mom called my name as she entered in my room.

I can see the pain in her eyes that she was really worried about me. I saw the sadness on her shoulders.

I know mom is also hurting about this. She can't accept everything. She was also wondered why all this shit happened.

I immediately hugged her and sobbed in her arms. I felt her gentle cares at my back.

I know she wants to comfort me on this way. I know mom can feel how hurt I am right now.

I feel like my eyes are shedding of tears. I feel like my heart is going to explode because of the so much pain I feel.

Even if there is someone to comfort me now. I can't ease the pain inside my chest. The pain in my heart still remains.

Mom was unhugged me on this way. She faced me and slightly caressed my cheeks like a baby.

"Iris! My dear! I know how much it hurts! I know you're hurting! But you need to calm down! You need to be strong, okay."

I feel the sorrow in her words. It was touching my heart. I know she wants to comfort me. I know she wants to ease the sadness I feel.

I fixed my eyes into her face. Tears just kept falling out from my eyes. I can't hold it back. It falling more.

I shook my head in a few times. I can't accept what happened in my wedding day. It really disgusting.

"Mom! I can't do that. I can't steal the company's wealth. Believe me. I can't do that to you mom."

Mom touched my face. She slightly wiped my tears away. My tears just kept falling down on my cheeks.

"My daughter, Iris! I believe you cannot do that, okay! I believe you are a good woman. I know you are a victim of this."

I know in these moments. Mom is the only person who really believes in me. I know she believes that I can't do that.

Mom is the only person where I can lean on now. She knows how good I am.

"Iris! I know how good you are! I know you can't do that to me. If they can't believe you. I'm here! I'm the only one who I believe in you."

Mom just caressed my cheeks. I just crying in front of her.

Anytime. Mom will always be there on my side. She will always be there to help me. She will always understand me at this trouble.

I sobbed into tears again and hugged my mom. A mother's love is always be the best at all times.

I always need her hugs. I was sobbing while mom hugged me back. She gently caress my back. I don't think if I deserve this kind of pain?

I know these hours people hating me. I know they are disgusting me now because of what happened. I know they think that I'm the one who stole that wealth.

No! I'm not! I don't know how to prove everything? How can I tell the truth! I'm sorry my dear Lucas!