Chapter 5

Tears just fall in my eyes terrifiedly. I can't hold it back from falling.

I spent a long time preparing everything for my wedding with Lucas. But I can't imagine in one moment everything was gone.

It was like a bubble that suddenly popped up from my sight. I can't imagine that everything was a terrible nightmare.

It hurts and very painful in my heart. I almost jumped for a joy when our wedding started.

But suddenly everything became miserable. Suddenly the joy in my heart grabbed.

I grabbed the gown from my side and hugged it in my chest. I just sobbed from mourning. I can't accept that was happened to me.

I've already changed my gown since mom left me here in my room while ago. She left me just to dressed down herself.

After I hugged my gown. I watched it for awhile. The gown would have been beautiful and splendid but it was wasted now.

Suddenly I remembered the moments with Lucas. The times when we were together in the dress shop just for fitting this wedding gown.

After I looked the gown I put it aside. I feel sorry but I have to keep this gown away.

"I'm sorry my precious gown." as I caressed it.

I cannot bring back the all things behind. It's really sad. I can't get back the people who trusted. They are the witness how bad I am. How much Lucas's mom hated me.

I stood up and wiped my tears away. I rubbed my eyes softly.

I'm worried about Lucas. I know he is in trouble now. I know he is regretting now. I know he is in pain.

I picked up my phone from the side of my bed. When I opened it. Our picture suddenly appeared on the screen.

It's a wallpaper on my phone screen. Lucas hugged me as we smiled at each other. The sweetness of Lucas's smile remain while looking at the camera.

This picture was taken when we went at the beach. Lucas carried me there to have a pictorial in our wedding day.

I suddenly imagined the moments that Lucas was chasing me on the beach. We were just so happy at that time.

We plays and have fun. Laughing to each other while playing. I treasured those moments with him at the same time.

I wished those times would never end with us. I hope Lucas and I will always be together.

Those moments full of memories. Even the seconds I spent with him I won't pass by. I just want to stop the world just to be with him.

Without realizing some tears fell down on my screen. I've been staring at the picture for half an hour.

I became too emotional. I felt like something sharp knife pierced in my heart. It's really hurts!

The pain I feel now is beyond compare the memories we cherished before. This was an impact when our wedding definitely becomes tragic.

A message suddenly appeared on the screen of my phone. A message from Lucas. I immediately checked the message.

He want me to go on the company? He want me to talk right now? I don't even know why he didn't call?

He just sent a messaged at me. But somehow. I'm happy with that. At least he made my heart feel glad.

I left the room to go to the Vontrell company. I have to go there to meet him. I need to talk to him to clear everything.

"Iris! Where are you going?" I was about to leave the living room when mom called me behind. So I almost stopped from walking.

"I'm going out... Hmm. I'm going to the Vontrell company building. Lucas need me there. He want me to go there." I answered.

I want to look back to my mom but I keep my eyes in my direction.

I'm still standing on the doorway. I never turn back my eyes with my mom. I just want to wait for what she has to say about.

I remain standing and emotionless. I was cold. I felt mom let out a heavy breath behind me.

"He told to you to go there?"

I know mom want to make sure everything about me. I have to tell her the truth.

"Y-yes mom... He want me to go there... I need to clear everything with him." I answered hesitantly.

"What are you going to talk about?" Mom asked behind. I know mom is just standing behind me and she is watching me as now.

"I don't know! He didn't tell me yet." I answered coldly.

The pain still remain in my weak heart. I feel I was dying now. I was not in a good condition to be glad.

"He will make sure that he never hurt you. Because I'll be the one to be there to make his life terrible. I will never recognized him when he hurt you Iris."

I know mom just wants to protect me as now. That's why she said those words to protect me.

I know until now. Mom is still angry with the Vonteros family because of what happened. She never forget that.

This is the time for me to fix everything. Lucas and I will fix the mess. I know it only two of us can fix this problem.

"I will go there mom. I thought Lucas never hurt me again. Don't worry! We will just fix the mess."

I felt mom let out a heavy breath. She remained standing behind me. She didn't steps towards me.

"It should be. Because if something happens to you there. I will go there to hurt them. I will not recognize them as our partner in the company."

I understand why mom said those words. I know she will protect me in that way. She really love me so much as her only daughter.

I know mom loves me very much. So she will do everything just to protect her daughter. To keep me out from trouble.

Afterwards. I left the mansion. I need to meet Lucas in the Vontrell company. I know he is waiting me there.

Hoping he was not angry with me. I hope he will accept me again.

I know Lucas love me very much. He can't live without me. He still want to talk to me even though we don't understand each other.

I miss him so much. His being clingy man. I want to feel again the way he stares at me.

The moments he hugs me. The time that he kiss me slowly, and stared me coldly. I feel I was melted. I miss all those moments with him.