What he said froze the shit out me. I look up at him and he is smiling while looking at me. My brows formed a straight line while watching him grinning at me. “You look like you have a bipolar disorder and it’s annoying the shit out of me.”
“I told you not to cuss, you are turning me on—“
“Dawson!”
While riding my car, I can’t stop biting my lower lip while still thinking what Damian was saying earlier. What is he? What did he take me for?!
One minute, he was so and and now, he was pulling some flirtatious movements towards me.
“That son of a btch.”
I apologized whoever his Mom is but I really felt he need to cuss him. How could he do that, as if is is very normal of him to say such things when we both know from the start that he wwasnt really like that when I met him. I tap the horn so loud when a car tries to overtake in front. “Asshole! Watch your way!” I exclai
He slowly move away after his lips touch mine. My eyes are widely open as I stare up at him and he is also looking down at me as well. I blink my eyes right after and before he could even speak, I already turn my back away from him and ran upstairs, dropping all the bags down back on the floor.“Bring that all yourself, jerk!” I screamed while still running upward. I hurriedly went inside his room and hide myself inside his walk-in closet. I lean my back on the wall while breathing in and out—fanning myself to calm my nerves though the air-condition is in full temperature.“What the hell…” I whispered to myself as I look at nowhere, digesting everything that happened.A little groan escape from my lips all of a sudden, realizing how Damian played with me once again. How dare he? He wasn’t like this the day I met him and now, he is acting all too shabby and wild in front of me. I get it that we have been staying with eac
As soon as I arrive in the university, I went straight to the garden where Alaric and I usually seated. Speaking of whom, I remember that we planned to continue our Thesis today. Since it is still six thirty in the morning, I decided to tune in my playlist to entertain myself while waiting for our class time. Our class will start at nine and I still have long hours to wait before my foreign language class. The song on my phone is already halfway to the chorus when my ringtone rang so my brows formed a straight line and saw Rael’s name on the screen. I blink my eyes. He only call me today, I hope he is fine now. “Hello?” I heard Leigh’s voice from the second line so my brows furrowed. Are they all together? I am about to feel bad for not being with them there but then Rael spoke from the other line, making me back from my own reverie. “Dionne!” He exclaimed and excitement is very visible from his voice. I cannot help but to smile after hearing him fine already. Unlike from the oth
I notice how he look around and look back down at me, still grinning. “Well, why not?” I gasped. This man. He really don’t want to lose a conversation. For him, he must have the final laugh. I was just teasing him! I did not mean that thought! I push him on his chest and was about to move away from his hold when he pulled me closer to him, holding me on my waist. I shriek and completely surprised by his sudden movement then the enxt thing I know, he is already kissing me! Oh my God. I wanted to push him away but my mind opposed the idea, so i close my eyes while feeling his lips on mine. He slowly moves it, making me me feel the butterflies inside my stomach. I wanted to cuss because I am worried that someone might be entering this restroom anytime soon but that thought even turns me on. Goodness, gracious! What do you think are you thinking, Dionne Fay!? I felt how he slowly pushes me on the wall while still kissing me and his hands are starting to move from my waist to m stomac
I scratch my brows. “I want to but Alaric and I would be continuing our Thesis this weekend, I guess I really can’t. Why”?” Levi took a deep breath from the other line which made me crease my brows but he spoke nonetheless. “I was planning on fetching you there, but I guess you are still busy. Leigh keeps on asking about you. That woman don’t know how to chill.” He spoke, a little annoyed. I laugh on how Levi reacted before I step out from the elevator when I arrive in our floor. I tap my card key on the lock to scan for my identity before the door make its sound. I transferred my phone from my right ear to my left as I get inside the unit. I decided to slump down on the couch to rest a little while talking to my friends. “Where are you currently?” I asked Levi. “Leigh’s.” He murmured. I nod my head with a little smile on my face. “You guys have to enjoy your long weekend since you are decision makes. Cutting classes all of a sudden?” “Who’s that?” I heard Nathan’s voice from the
“Huh?” “What about the other night? Don’t tell me that you guys did it—“ “What?!” I exaggeratedly reacted when I realize what she meant. I groaned as I lean back on my chair, looking so done at my friend’s nasty ideas. “Gosh, you are making me more insane, Everleigh.” I murmured, wanting to hide myself away from her. She laugh from the other line and she seems enjoying while teasing me. Later on, she went back closer to her phone. “So what about it?” She ask, a little serious now but there is still a visible grin on her face which made me groan one more time. She laugh while looking at me until she stands up and grab a pillow from her bed. I roll my eyes when I notice that her pillow has a BTS print on it so she giggle as well while she puts it on her lap, leaning over to watch me. I sigh before pulling a straight face. “That night when Rael was drunk. Remember that we fetch him in the club when he was about to go on a drag race while drunk. Did…” I trailed and this time, I seem
I spent another minutes to chill myself up when my phone vibrated, showing Alaric’s name on the screen this time. I cleared my throat before swiping the screen up t6o answer his call. “Hey!” “Hey, Dionne! I am sorry but can we move our schedule at one? Something just came up with my group mates on this subject.” I felt and heard how he is obviously in a hurry so even with so much confusion, I nod my head even if he could not see me before I answered him my “Okay.” I look around after the call then decided to continue reading the book that I was reading earlier. I smiled to myself, realizing how this is such a great read. “Another way to go~” I murmured as I slump back down on my chair. *** I clutch my toes while I am still on top of my chair after minutes of reading some pages of this book. When I already feel like reading anything and my head hurts already from bowing down to read those tiny fonts of this cream-colored paper, I lean backward on my chair before moving in circle
While I am busy gaining back my sanity, I heard the cars from behind me horns loudly making me jump out of surprised. I immediately move my hands to the steering wheel when I notice that it’s green light already so in pure urgency, I drive off the road and saw the other cars from behind me drove to my side and that one annoyed driver look at me in pure frustration. I bow my head to apologize silently but he just shake his head before running ahead of me, leaving some dirty car emissions. I cough as soon as he left the area and trust me when I say that I am annoyed now. Even though I cause him a little trouble, it doesn’t give him the credit to do that! “That jerk—aish!” I exclaimed annoyingly when I tried to drive faster with him but he is already distance away from me. I annoyingly park my car on the side to calm my nerves down. I do not want to continue driving, feeling annoyed because of that bald bearded-man! I screamed on top of my lungs one more time before looking in front.
As I walk back towards my car, I check my phone for any notification but those are still from I*******m and perhaps it is from the photos that I posted earlier. I drove off the place and drive back to the university where Alaric is waiting. I am about to park my car once again when I notice Alaric—standing and leaning on his car while typing on his phone. Later on, my phone vibrated s I check it and it’s Alaric. I slide my window down and was about to call his attention when his varsity teammates passed near him and they approach each other. When I saw that Elric and Nikolai is with the group, I slide the car window back up to avoid those people. “Maybe after they leave.” I murmured to myself before leaning on my seat. It took them a few more minutes before the group of men left Alaric on his spot. They seem to be teasing him—leaving Alaric shaking his head as he check on his phone once again. I check the group of guys walking away from the parking space and made it sure that they a
Maybe they are right when it rains on your parade, rainbow will soon to occur after a long journey of heavy rains. I have been wishing for a Prince Charming on a right time with a Cinderella-like love story to pacify my standards. But never thought that I would be no like Cinderella because I was born to create my own story and find my Prince Charming on my own silly way.“Gosh, I don’t feel my make-up today.” I mumbled while watching myself in front of the mirror.Leigh, who is also fixing herself, growled. “Shut up, preggy, you look good already.”I immediately cup my belly after Leigh said that. My baby is six months now, three way to go before we’ll finally see him. And yes, it’s a boy. Damian was so happy after we had our gender reveal celebration last month. I could not help but to chuckle on what my love story looks like. Did not know that being in a total heartbreak can lead a person to another roller-coaster love story that I thought, will fail as well like the usual. Who wou
Did not know why I am back on my hometown alone after spending a day with my friends. Earlier, I was laughing with them to cast all my worries away not until I am finally left alone inside that house. I have never been so empty my life, maybe I was devastated after Elric broke up with me but what Damian did is more painful. I was not expecting a Prince Charmng anymore, contented on how he is to me, but guess I am failed by my own thoughts again. I spent weeks on hiding my pain but this time, I could not take it anymore. Never thought that after hours of good times and laughter, will lead me to this kind of misery. I guess we really should not be too happy or else we’ll be sad longer.I am currently in the same place I was before but this time, I am here because not because I fought with someone but because I failed to love one more time.Earlier, after my friends left, I notice that Damian weren’t at home—even his car. I guess he is out again to wherever he is going. I bent my knees f
Days and weeks passed by so fast. Damian and I maintained the distance, we did not talk like the usual. We just talk about the improvements of the baby, nothing more personal. I have been hiding crying under the sheets for weeks now as well but I woke up feeling a lot better than the previous day. I kept reminding myself to be strong for this little me inside me and that I should continue this damn of a hell-hole.Today, it’s Friday. Leigh and Alaric would be coming here after class so I prepared and ordered foods for us. Damian already said himself that I can definitely treat this house as my own, so inviting my friends would not be a big deal. In fact, he even went to pay Aubrey a visit on their rented unit last day so I think we are both fair towards each other. I cup my belly when my stomach growl. I check for the time and sees it’s almost twelve in the afternoon already so I grab some few slices from the steak I ordered from Denvi’s place. I go on my monthly check up as well and
Like what we really want to do, Alaric and I are now looking at the sandbar from a far. People there are enjoying their little vacation, perhaps some of these are students who just finished their term exam. We are both leaning on his car while we are on the side way. Silence envelopes us for long minutes now, no one is talking. We just enjoyed our company without necessary words to speak. I know that there are lots of question running through his head, even I.Questions like, why? Where did we go wrong? Did I trust him too much? Was I that gullible? And lastly, why is he treating Aubrey unlikely? But the latter seems cool seeing us yesterday—like the first day I saw her. I do not know if was I too stupid not to notice or there is really something going on between Damian and I.A loud sigh escape from my lips before tilting my head. “Aren’t you hungry?” I asked to break the silence, remembering that we never had our lunch still. Well, I was about to. But never thought I would be seeing
It’s already eight in the evening when Alaric sent me home after hours of riding the car near the sea side. After Damian left earlier, Alaric invited me for a drive for me to ease the burden feeling I was dealing with earlier. Unlike what Damian said, I did not wait for him back there. And now, as I head inside the n=entrance of the house, the lights from the living room are already off except upstairs. I took a heavy breath while going towards the kitchen and drink a glass of water. I lean for a few seconds on the counter before removing my blazer as I walk upstairs, burnt out and with a heavy heart.I check the balcony of Damian is there but he wasn’t so I am sure he is inside his room. I turn the knob right and sees him reading a book on his table. He look up at me and sigh before going back to the book he is reading.That’s it. I don’t want bullsh8ts while we share the same sheets.I walk straight towards him and put the test result I had few days ago. I saw him looking at the two
I have been sitting on top of the toilet inside our room for long minutes now. The kit is still inside the box after I tested myself right away I arrived home and now, I am afraid and confuse at the same time on how I am going to react by the result. I take a deep a slow deep breath before closing my eyes as I move the kit out from the box.“Oh my god.” I whispered as I decided to open my eyes.My lips parted at the sight of two red lines being shown and my hands immediately shaken, mind starting to process in haywire.“Fck.” I cussed out of deep breath. I then remain my posture to calm my nerves down before I went out from the comfort room just to sat back down on top of the bed. “Oh my god, it did not change.” I even mumbled, sounding so stupid on how I reacted.“Mommy…” I mumbled once again before tearing up. I then realize why I am crying so I immediately fan my face using my hands. “Heck.” I sniff before looking around.Should I tell Damian immediately? Everleigh? The rest of my
I thought that the supposedly lunch won’t take longer that what I expected but I guess not. Alaric and I are both panting as we head out inside a hunted castle in the amusement park. I do not know what pushes me to invite him here but I just feel like going in here, did not really expect that he’ll go with me.Few seconds passed when I saw him offering me a tumbler of water, moving it to and fro in front of my face. “Here.”My gaze shifted towards him confusedly. “You already drank in here.” I muttered, reminding him that he already used this and I don’t think it’s appropriate for me to use it as well, knowing that he used it first-hand.He chuckled. “Right. It was so stupid of me not to realize that.” He mumbled before looking around the area. “You wait here. I’ll find some stores that sells water.”I am about to stop him and would be the one to look for one but Alaric already walked away. I look around with a smile on my face before putting the tumbler down on my side, giggling upon
The next day, Alaric and I still decided to see each other. We are still in Damian’s place as what Alaric also suggested so that we can ask assistance for Damian today. We are almost done on our Thesis which is an advantage so that we don’t have to worry anymore after finals. “Should I talk with Damian instead? I have just few questions to ask.” Alaric said in the middle of our silence. I look at him and he is seriously typing on his laptop while not looking at me. I then turn around to look upstairs before nodding my head. “Sure, if you want to.” I simply mumbled before I fix few useless papers on the carpet. Alaric just nod my head, not responding anymore. Few more minutes has passed one more time when he stand up. I follow him with my gaze as he started roaming around. “Uh, are you seeing him now?” He shake his head with a smile. “No, I was about to ask if you guys can print out papers here.” I immediately nod my head and stand up. “Of course. Damian has upstairs. He should no
I shake my head a little while biting my lips. I watch him as his throat slowly move up and down while looking shock at the house in front where I told him to park. “This is our Professor’s place. Why are we here?” Oh my god how did he know Damian’s place? “H-Ho—“ I tried as much not to stuttered but the way he reacted made me lost my right mind to think immediately. I watch him as he went out the car so I followed him. “Let’s talk inside, Alaric.” I mumbled in a whisper before I swipe the card key to the small gate. I heard him gasp from behind but I did not turn to look at him or how he reacts because I know for sure he is confused and I am as well. How did he know that this is Damian’s place? “Wait, Dionne---“ I face him just we are about to enter the entrance of the house. I rub my temple as I look for words on how to tell him. A deep sigh came out from me before I finally raise my gaze up at him. “Damian is my boyfriend…” I whispered, looking at him under my eyelids, worri