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Chapter One-hundred Fourteen
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2024-10-29 19:42:56My lips parted a little while now looking eye to eye with Damian. What he said feel like there is something that pierce down inside me, after realizing what he said to me. Right. Why am I not taking this for granted now? I have seen Elric like I wanted him to feel but now that he is confuse as hell now, I don’t care anymore. Where was my plans flying now?
I cleared my throat before slowly looking away from him. My gaze is now at the dashboard but I am more focused on my peripheral vision right now where Damian is sitting—still staring down at me while waiting for my response.
I faked a smile, still not giving him my attention. I am thinking why the sudden change of plans and hearts now that I am oon my way to what I really want to see and now that it’s here no, I do not care anymore.
“Maybe few weeks back, I was so desperate to have him back,” I started while looking in front. The traffic light countdown is almost over
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I almost got choke on my own saliva the moment he said that. I suddenly become uncomfortable in front of these people so what I did was to just fake a laugh before heading first to the kitchen—just for me to get away from that topic. As soon as I reached the kitchen table, I immediately lean my back on it before heaving a sigh.“God, what was that?” I whispered to myself, trying to fan myself using my hands. “These people are so into with kids. Jesus.” I whispered before walking towards the fridge and grab a water to drink.I know from the start that Tito wanted to see Damian’s kids and that was his final wish from Damian. At first, I was so confident on being into this kind of set-up but now—when everything feel like different, I don’t think so anymore.I am scared now that the more I stay with Damian, the deeper I will have to get myself back up. This is what I am afraid of now, and staying with him for the next
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I finally entered the room when Damian look at me. He turn away from my direction immediately while still on his phone. Since I don’t have any business with him and I don’t want to interfere, I move directly towards the walk-in closet to change my clothes. I feel a little sticky because of the air that Alaric went earlier so I grab my wet wipes to temporarily ease my little discomfort.“Why are you people keep on dragging the past when the people involved already moved on?”I stop from wiping myself when Damian spike once again but this time, he seems more frustrated than earlier. I move towards the door a little but making sure not to be seen by him. I know that eavesdropping is bad but my curiosity is bigger than my thoughts.“I did not.” He spoke once again.I tilted my head.“Oh God, you people are hilarious. Don’t call me nor Dad ever again. WE are fine without you here.”After that,
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After the call, I decided not to go back inside Damian’s room and juts went back down on th3e kitchen where Tito Albert is waiting. I put my phone above the table as soon as I come in, seeing Tito on his phone.I check some missing things needed for the dinner before sitting down across him. I check my phone first—waiting for the wired remittance that Rael will send me. While checking for some notifications, Tito spoke in front making me look back up at him.“How about Damian?”I slide my phone to the side before smiling. “He is coming down for a while, Tito. I had to take a call so I went out first.”He nod his head before heaving a sigh as he drawn his attention back on his phone. After a little while, Damian finally went in with his black short and plain white shirt. He still look disturbed but as soon as our eyes met, I saw how the side of his lips twitches a little so I nod my head at him as I watch him grab
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“What? Mansrael—“My words are cut off when he ended the call automatically, leaving me with such worry that’s started to rise inside me. I look behind and saw how Tito and Damian look at me curiously so I bit my lower lip, having an inhibitions if I am in the right time to tell this them knowing that we are in the middle of our dinner.I walk back towards my seat, sitting down before looking at Damian who has been watching me ever since I answered the call.“Any problem?” He asked.I have no choice but to nod my head before I check my phone—hoping that Rael will call again. I wet my lower lip before looking back at Damian worriedly. “Rael said he is going on a drag racing tonight. He sounded drunk.”His forehead creases. “What about earlier? He called you, right? What did he say?”I clasp my hands altogether before biting my lips. “He suddenly wired me some money that h
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I stand frozen on my own spot right after Rael said that. I blink my eyes twice, confused but still staring at my friend who drifted to sleep after another seconds, head leaning on the car window—eyes closed tightly with his parted lips. I notice how Levi look at me after he finally moved Rael to the passenger’s seat then he heave a deep sigh, looking at me then to Damian who is just standing from behind.“I guee—““Did something happened in their home?” I asked.Levi’s forehead creases while looking at me then turn to look at Rael who is now sleeping soundly at the moment.“He did not say a thing but if there is, he will tell it to me for sure.”With a nodding head, I look at Levi. “Take him to his place. Damian and I will follow you guys there. I’ll help.”Levi look at the person behind so I turn to look as well. Damian is now looking at me while I am smiling apo
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My forehead creases as I turn to look at him. Damian is now back looking on the road so I tilted my head a little to make sure if if he isn’t kidding or what.“Why the sudden invitation?” I asked, chuckling a little which made him look at me.He shrug his shoulder once, not looking at me. “I just feel like drinking tonight.” He seriously muttered.I smirk before I lean my back on the seat, trying to relax myself after what happened earlier. I never saw Rael that wasted. Often, he stays sober with Levi or even with Nathan for Everleigh and I but now, he just looks… devastated.With a nodding head, I did not turn my head to look abct at Damian. Instead, I lean the side of my head on the window—entertaining myself on what’s outside.“I know a place.” I simply muttered and I guess, that is an enough cue for Damian that we are really going to drink tonight.I hissed inside. Odd.
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Aunt Damiela, who is the one I am talking with, widens her eyes in surprise. She then look at the person behind me which I bet Damian then lean forward to whisper something on my ear so I lean forward to go near her.“Is he that ex-boyfriend that Everleigh was talking about whenever you guys are dinig here?”I gasped, moving away from her. I look at Damian who is curious as well but I just fake a laugh, clearing my throat. “N-No, Aunt. This is Damian, my boyfriend. Don’t mind my ex-boyfriend anymore because he is already from the past.” I said while giggling.She laugh as well, now tapping on her keyboard. “Alright, I guess you are happy with this man you are dating now.”I bit my lower lip before looking at Damian who I am sure did not heard what Aunt Damiela and I are talking about. I grab my change first before I motioned him to follow and we then sat next to the entrance of this huge tent.“Everle
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I stare at nowhere after finishing my sixth canned beer. Damian, who is just in front of me, staring raises his brows while watching my next moves. I giggled before tossing another canned beer on the air. “What are you looking at? Drink some!” I invited more since he only drank two cans of beers and after that, he only watches me every time I drink with a judging look.He shake his head before looking around. “Excuse me? Our bill?” He asked.I pouted my lips while watching Aunt Damiela scanned for our bill on the counter and walk towards us afterwards. “Sir, I still could not get enough of these beers, I am drinking more.” I mumbled.“You are drunk.”I growled. “I am sober, stop being ridiculous!” I annoyingly stated before I stand up, not even having a chance to slip from my own chair. “See?”Aunt Damiela stands in front of me so I smiled at her. “I would want another th
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Like what we really want to do, Alaric and I are now looking at the sandbar from a far. People there are enjoying their little vacation, perhaps some of these are students who just finished their term exam. We are both leaning on his car while we are on the side way. Silence envelopes us for long minutes now, no one is talking. We just enjoyed our company without necessary words to speak. I know that there are lots of question running through his head, even I.Questions like, why? Where did we go wrong? Did I trust him too much? Was I that gullible? And lastly, why is he treating Aubrey unlikely? But the latter seems cool seeing us yesterday—like the first day I saw her. I do not know if was I too stupid not to notice or there is really something going on between Damian and I.A loud sigh escape from my lips before tilting my head. “Aren’t you hungry?” I asked to break the silence, remembering that we never had our lunch still. Well, I was about to. But never thought I would be seeing
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It’s already eight in the evening when Alaric sent me home after hours of riding the car near the sea side. After Damian left earlier, Alaric invited me for a drive for me to ease the burden feeling I was dealing with earlier. Unlike what Damian said, I did not wait for him back there. And now, as I head inside the n=entrance of the house, the lights from the living room are already off except upstairs. I took a heavy breath while going towards the kitchen and drink a glass of water. I lean for a few seconds on the counter before removing my blazer as I walk upstairs, burnt out and with a heavy heart.I check the balcony of Damian is there but he wasn’t so I am sure he is inside his room. I turn the knob right and sees him reading a book on his table. He look up at me and sigh before going back to the book he is reading.That’s it. I don’t want bullsh8ts while we share the same sheets.I walk straight towards him and put the test result I had few days ago. I saw him looking at the two
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I have been sitting on top of the toilet inside our room for long minutes now. The kit is still inside the box after I tested myself right away I arrived home and now, I am afraid and confuse at the same time on how I am going to react by the result. I take a deep a slow deep breath before closing my eyes as I move the kit out from the box.“Oh my god.” I whispered as I decided to open my eyes.My lips parted at the sight of two red lines being shown and my hands immediately shaken, mind starting to process in haywire.“Fck.” I cussed out of deep breath. I then remain my posture to calm my nerves down before I went out from the comfort room just to sat back down on top of the bed. “Oh my god, it did not change.” I even mumbled, sounding so stupid on how I reacted.“Mommy…” I mumbled once again before tearing up. I then realize why I am crying so I immediately fan my face using my hands. “Heck.” I sniff before looking around.Should I tell Damian immediately? Everleigh? The rest of my
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I thought that the supposedly lunch won’t take longer that what I expected but I guess not. Alaric and I are both panting as we head out inside a hunted castle in the amusement park. I do not know what pushes me to invite him here but I just feel like going in here, did not really expect that he’ll go with me.Few seconds passed when I saw him offering me a tumbler of water, moving it to and fro in front of my face. “Here.”My gaze shifted towards him confusedly. “You already drank in here.” I muttered, reminding him that he already used this and I don’t think it’s appropriate for me to use it as well, knowing that he used it first-hand.He chuckled. “Right. It was so stupid of me not to realize that.” He mumbled before looking around the area. “You wait here. I’ll find some stores that sells water.”I am about to stop him and would be the one to look for one but Alaric already walked away. I look around with a smile on my face before putting the tumbler down on my side, giggling upon
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The next day, Alaric and I still decided to see each other. We are still in Damian’s place as what Alaric also suggested so that we can ask assistance for Damian today. We are almost done on our Thesis which is an advantage so that we don’t have to worry anymore after finals. “Should I talk with Damian instead? I have just few questions to ask.” Alaric said in the middle of our silence. I look at him and he is seriously typing on his laptop while not looking at me. I then turn around to look upstairs before nodding my head. “Sure, if you want to.” I simply mumbled before I fix few useless papers on the carpet. Alaric just nod my head, not responding anymore. Few more minutes has passed one more time when he stand up. I follow him with my gaze as he started roaming around. “Uh, are you seeing him now?” He shake his head with a smile. “No, I was about to ask if you guys can print out papers here.” I immediately nod my head and stand up. “Of course. Damian has upstairs. He should no
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I shake my head a little while biting my lips. I watch him as his throat slowly move up and down while looking shock at the house in front where I told him to park. “This is our Professor’s place. Why are we here?” Oh my god how did he know Damian’s place? “H-Ho—“ I tried as much not to stuttered but the way he reacted made me lost my right mind to think immediately. I watch him as he went out the car so I followed him. “Let’s talk inside, Alaric.” I mumbled in a whisper before I swipe the card key to the small gate. I heard him gasp from behind but I did not turn to look at him or how he reacts because I know for sure he is confused and I am as well. How did he know that this is Damian’s place? “Wait, Dionne---“ I face him just we are about to enter the entrance of the house. I rub my temple as I look for words on how to tell him. A deep sigh came out from me before I finally raise my gaze up at him. “Damian is my boyfriend…” I whispered, looking at him under my eyelids, worri
