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2024-10-29 19:42:56Cápitulo Catorse
Birthday
There is always a fine line between love and infatuation. A fact that a lot of people has been mistakenly confused to brand their feelings with. Minsan kasi, napagkakamalan natin na pagmamahal ang isang pakiramdaman na dapat ay hanggang pagka-gusto lang pala. We tend to give our all and commitment to some love that don't really last. Or couldn't last.
And that is just what makes it more complicated, because we can never tell how a certain feeling will continue to remain as pure infatuation or would be lucky enough to grow into something as beautiful and magical as how love gives a person. Lahat tayo mangangapa, mag babaka-sakali, aasa kung may pag-asa bang umusbong.
"Akala ko talaga sila na eh." Amia commented in a sorrowful sigh. Sabay-sabay kaming napabaling sa kabilang parte ng classroom. Sabrina ang her friends flock towards her chair. Nakas
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