"Mr. Kim?", I called out in a soft voice intertwining my fingers behind my back and peeking from his side. he inhaled sharply and turned back with a blank expression.
"Are you upset?", I ask him even though it was a very lame conversation starter since I was already aware of that. He didn't reply, he just shrugged and stretched before dropping to the ground on his knees, taking a stance for pushups.
"Sir," I called out again as sweetly as I could and he hummed starting with his push-ups, completely ignoring that I was trying to talk to him. I silently stomped my feet and frowned.
"Mr. Kim, why are you ignoring me?", I asked a little louder and he gave me a side glance but faced forward again. I whined and walked across sitting in front of him with my legs crossed so he wouldn't be able to avoid me since I was right in front of his eyes. He closed his clenching his jaw as his neck and body were strained due to working out.
I jutted my legs out straight under him so he would stop but he just continued doing his reps a little above my legs with his eyes closed shut, irritating me beyond belief. With another sigh and my lip clamped between my teeth, I placed my phone to the side and slid down as soon as he pushed himself upward and before he could come down.
His eyes widened and he sucked in his breath out of surprise. I too could feel my cheeks burn as I realized what a big mistake I just made. He breathed heavily looking directly at me and the urge to pull him closer to end this tenacious gap between our bodies increased. With a shaky hand and eyes locked onto those gorgeous dragon ones that had never seemed this beautiful before, I grasped the fabric of his top and harshly pulled him closer to myself.
"Soph," he whispered out breathless and braced his arms from beside my head to one of them near my shoulder and the other one almost touching my waist. I felt intimidated by the very visible size difference between the two of us and with his lips just a few bloody inches away from mine, my thought process was frozen, over and over, playing a kiss from the figments of my imagination.
"Why can't you just listen to me, Mr. Kim? Are you upset?", I asked gulping. My hand was still tightly fisting his top almost flushing our chests together. His hot breath fanned over my lips and neck causing a shivering tingle through my spine till the end of my toes.
"Yes, Sophie, I am indeed upset but I'm not upset because of you. I'm just upset with life," he mumbled closing his eyes as a drop of sweat trickled from his silver locks onto the side of his forehead. I hummed softly and grabbed the towel from his side. I had no idea why this was all so comfortable for me and I didn't think he had any intentions of protesting.
"I know it must be hard, I know and I'm sorry," I whispered sliding my palm under his wet bangs pushing them upwards. He wasted no time in slithering his arm under me and around my waist. With one swift movement, he had picked me up leaning back and sitting with his back against one of the leather benches of the gym and me on his right thigh.
"It's not your fault, it never was. It's just", he paused for a moment closing his eyes as I wiped the sweat off his forehead before continuing, "me, it's just me," he finished with a soft exhale.
"It's not you either, that's just how life is, sir. It's gonna be fine with time. Time heals everything," I said as I threw the towel to the side placing my hands on his shoulders while his hands hesitantly crawled onto my waist. The largeness of his palms consumed the whole of my waist making me feel smaller than I already was but there was one problem.
It turned me on at the wrong time.
"Oh Sophie, Can I do something?", He asked with a strained expression and I quickly nodded my head up and down without hesitation. "Forgive me if I make you uncomfortable," he mumbled before enclosing his muscular arms around my waist and pulling me into him in a tight hug, his face pressed into the crook of my neck.
He squeezed me strongly and nuzzled deeper into my neck. I gasped loudly not knowing where to put my hands while simultaneously melting at the sight of such a tough guy acting like a big baby as he whined softly guiding my wrist to his back. A silent request for me to hug him back.
"Oh you poor little thing," I cooed softly rubbing his back with one hand and caressing his hair with the other one. I was amused with the way he slowly melted in my arms, the thoughts of being in a public place or our relationship being a little too formal for all this were long forgotten.
"Just for the record, I'm not poor and neither am I 'little thing'. That would be you," he mumbled in a sleepy tone and I scoffed before gripping his hair tighter than before but not enough to hurt him. He hissed slightly but chuckled shifting his chin to lean the side of his face on my shoulder instead. I looked down at him, my heart aching at the sight of his exhaustion.
It wasn't new, my heart always ached for him. Every day for the past four years.
"Let's go out tonight after you sleep for a while," I mumbled more to myself than to him since he was pretty much already asleep but surprisingly he hummed pulling his phone out of his pocket and handing it to me.
"Mr. Kim I think your bad boy image is about to be ruined. I can see a few girls at the entrance of the gym," I teased side-eyeing him and he quickly shot up causing me to tumble down with his phone in my grasp and the driver on speaker.
"If anybody asks, this never happened." He warned, dusting himself.
"Mr. Kim! That was rude but don't worry I don't wanna embarrass myself either!", I huffed out with irritation and he cleared his throat rolling his shoulders back. I switched the speaker button off and placed the phone against my ear, glaring at him. I sprung up to my feet, stumbling for a moment, and enticed a soft chuckle from him.
I walked past him shoving my shoulder against his bicep as I told the driver to be across the road but he didn't even budge, instead, I almost fell again. He laughed loudly throwing his head back and grabbed my phone, following me. He lightly pushed me against the back wall of the elevator once we had gotten in. It would've been light if I was him but I winced and my shoulder collided with the mirror in the elevator.
"Oh my god, I'm sorry, Oh god, It must hurt," he quickly mumbled apologies, panicking. I snapped my neck towards him squinting my eyes playfully because I knew he would laugh which he did. And he did it so beautifully that my heart almost sunk with the fear of not being able to see him laugh just like that again, super clear dimples popping out graciously and his eyes crinkling around the corners as he threw his head back in ecstasy.
The sound of his giggle filled the small elevator in such a way that unknowingly, my lips curled up too and I laughed along with him. Mocking myself with no regrets whatsoever.
"I don't know if you'd want to but I'll ask anyway. Sophie, would you perhaps be interested in watching a match with me at my place? It airs at two, we can pick your clothes up on the way and reach home by one," he asked as the elevator dinged open and I walked ahead of him looking around for any cameras.
"Mr. Kim, is it Trevor's match today?", I glanced back at him to find him nodding with a very faint smile. Trevor and Mr. Kim were cousins, not too far apart in age but Trevor really looked up to him just like me. Unfortunately, he was too busy and also married so he had moved out of the Villa both of them shared.
"Sure, let's watch it but only if you promise not to yell every time something happens. Just watch it silently, you yelling from home isn't gonna change who wins eventually," I mumbled as I opened the door to the car after we had crossed the street.
"Oh come on, you can't tell me what to do, you're not my boss, I am!", he exclaimed jumping in and settling into his seat across mine. I scowled at his back and hopped in myself.
"You're too loud, I can't be fighting with you all the time. We've had about three fights already today," I said with my arms crossed across my chest and slid down in my seat to be comfortable.
"That's not even called a real fight."
"Excuse me? What do you mean by 'not a real fight'? What do you want me to do sir? Start boxing with you so you can break me into two?", I asked waving my hands in the air.
"There are other ways to do that," he whispered with a sly smirk and I gasped hitting his knee repeatedly. A hoarse laugh erupted from his throat but I didn't laugh this time. It wasn't something to be joking about! One should think about others too!
"Oh for god's sake, you guys fight like a married couple, just stop, I can't drive like this!", the unnamed driver screamed in a frustrated tone and both of our eyes widened.
"No, we don't!", My voice overlapped with Mr. Kim, immediately shutting us both up, silence blanketed the whole car for a few minutes both of us just trying to stay without arguing but Nathan chose violence today. His legs propped up on the empty area next to me and his intention was pretty clear. He knew I hated shoes anywhere near me so he shot me a competitive look and slowly shifted his feet closer to me a few inches.
I groaned in frustration and stomped my feet against the floor of the car quickly jumping on his seat side. He puffed his chest out in victory and crossed his arms arrogantly.
"Mr. Kim, honestly, you're one of the most annoying people on earth."
"I know it must be hard, I know and I'm sorry," he said mocking my tone from before. My cheeks darkened in shyness and I stomped harder.
"It was decided we weren't gonna speak of that again!"
The ride back home was accompanied by heavy teasing and a little laughter from my side about how I always get too soft and then regret it in presence of others. Regardless, I stood my point that I couldn't control it anyway.
"I'm gonna take a shower, won't take too long," he sighed, placing his water bottle on the kitchen counter next to me and I had to do a double-take to realize that he almost leaned in to say something before rushing off to his room upstairs. With a chuckle of amusement, I took out a packet of chips from above the shelf and then settled down on the couch, waiting for him to return.
When Mr. Kim did return, he was dressed quite scantily in just a pair of shorts that hung slightly low on his waist and I almost choked. "Oh, want me to put on a shirt?", he smirked softly, cocking his head back to his bedroom to punctuate his challenge.
"I don't care either way, sir, the match's about to be on again in barely a minute," I shrugged, totally ignoring the way his eyes lingered on my reddened cheeks. Regardless, Mr. Kim took a seat next to me on the couch, a safe distance between the two of us as we concentrated on the fight. Trevor was, as usual, amazing at what he did and it was showing right then.
It was silent for a few minutes and I thought my eyes could almost droop shut due to exhaustion but suddenly Mr. Kim's loud voice boomed through the rather empty house and I jumped in my seat. "That ref is a freaking cheater! Did you see how he-"
"Yes I did," I groaned, rolling my eyes to emphasize how tired I was, and Mr. Kim mimicked me before continuing his screams about how unfairly Trevor was being treated. "He's an adult, Mr. Kim, I'm sure he'll take care of it on his own, Just worry about yourself," I mumbled.
"No! Can't you see it? He's definitely-"
I closed my eyes, knowing that he probably wasn't even sparing me a glance but before I could nap happily, Mr. Kim sprung up to his feet, furious about something absolutely meaningless.
"Oh come on! I'm going home!" I yelled slamming the door shut behind me and stomped out to the main entrance but before I could, the door opened again revealing none other than our beloved Mr. Boxer. He sighed ruffling his hair and took a step towards me resulting in me taking one back.
"Sophie, I'm sorry, come back in, I promise I'll behave," he said in a calm voice holding his hand out for me to take. Short huffs and pants that were erupting out of my nostrils gradually slowed down and I flipped my hair sassing him as I rounded him to go back inside.
"One, you don't yell. Two, we're not watching a fucking match now," I growled out with a heaving chest. I had no idea where the confidence came from but I didn't mind cursing or being rude to him right now. I had enough of his attitude and anger since morning. Five fights in a day? He was just begging me to resign.
"Okay, we'll watch a movie instead but just stay here," the last part wasn't probably meant for me to hear but I did. He took two long strides and stood right in front of me, boring his eyes into me causing very unnecessary eye contact and flips of my stomach in just a few seconds.
"Stop fighting with me Sophie, you know I'm not myself around you."
"Stop fighting with me Sophie, you know I'm not myself around you."He teased, grinning slightly as his calloused and bruised fingertips brushed over my arm slowly traveling upwards till he slid it between the gap of my elbow and the dip of my waist, encircling it with one veiny muscular forearm. He hummed softly pulling me flush against his naked torso and dipped his nose in the crook of my neck."Mr. Kim," I half moaned, half gasped when I felt his nose rub against my sweet spot and my feet being lifted off the ground as the curvature of his back straightened slightly. My hands found their way to his bicep and around his neck and I knew damn well that if my feet were on the ground, I'd collapse immediately."Fuck, you smell sweet," he growled against my neck almost like it was a thre
"Oh? That's good to hear Mr. Jung, I haven't met Jimin in quite some time," I said folding my hands in front of me. He nodded curtly with a faint smile on his beautiful face."He's been eager to hang out with you too, I remember how you both used to play around with Yeon while we three practiced together. Ah, it feels like such a long time when it's only been a year. If only, he hadn't met that b- I mean hadn't met Teressa," I too sighed as the memories of the six of us going around in the same car for practice and matches had me closing my eyes for a moment."It'll be back to the same very soon sir, I know Mr. Kim, he wouldn't be able to survive without Mr. Min and you for too long. Also now that Teressa is no longer in the picture, I'm pretty sure we'll all hang out again," I said running a quick hand through my hair.
He raised an eyebrow but complied, resting his head on my shoulder and I wrapped my arm around his shoulders although barely but manageable. He hummed wiggling slightly to find a comfortable angle."Mr. Kim? Can I ask you something?", I said softly stroking his back as I spoke."Yes Miss Sophie, you can ask me anything," I hummed zoning out and rested the side of my face on top of his head slightly leaning against it."How are you? And I don't wanna hear 'I'm fine, what would happen to me'," I said mocking his deep denying tone and he chuckled softly starting to speak."Honestly? I'm miserable. I don't even think of why I'm doing what I'm doing," he chuckled again but sardonically and I sighed nodding to encourage him to speak more.
"Here you go," I laid one of my palms flat against his chest while using the other one to pick my glass up. I watched as he held my gaze slowly pushing my body towards him, so I kept my glass away, expecting another peck on the cheek or neck but he stopped just an inch away breathing heavily and I sucked in mine nervously."Oh, I- I just wanted to taste y-your drink," he whispered and I almost rolled my eyes in front of him but because of habit, I did a great job in hiding my disappointment with a small smile."Sure Mr. Kim, I know you so well, I knew you wanted to taste my 'drink'," I said pushing my glass towards his as I emphasized the word 'drink'. He cleared his throat awkwardly turning his head to the drink and gulped it down in one go out of nervousness. I laughed as he dunked down his own drink too.
As I looked at him standing there, right in front of me, a very slight sense of Deja vu channeled through me but a lopsided smile stretched my lips so I could cover it. Everything with Nathan felt like a mistake in the beginning but I never learned. I never understood how it all could come crashing down in a minute. A word, a sentence, a touch, one single thing could change everything between us for the future as well. Who knew if he was going to wake up and want to date me or I was going to regret this the next morning?All that mattered was that I was here in this moment, with him, despite the consequences of it.With one last kiss, he stepped away from the wall with me in his arms and turned to his bedroom not even bothering about anything else. I smile as I stare at his clashed brows, lips trying to chase mine but I kept backing awa
"Go to sleep Sophie, I think I've had enough kisses for today," he chuckled as he turned onto his side slowly pulling out. I was beyond just exhausted to complain even though I whined loudly. He threw the condom into the dustbin next to the nightstand and pulled out a box of tissues."I c-can do it," I protested loudly out of shyness as soon as he had parted my legs again extending the tissue towards my core stopping only when I had held his wrist."Let me do it, you already did all the work," I mumbled tossing him a lazy smile and making a short run to the bathroom. He shrugged when I closed the door behind me and I bit my lip standing in front of the mirror tracing my fingers over the hickeys on my collarbones. It was a blessing that they won't be visible through my usual shirts.
"Soph, he has the championship rounds fight day after tomorrow. I don't think he cares if he comes out as an asshole right now," he reasoned and I sighed softly resting my forehead against the closet. There was no arguing to that, I too had a lot of work with him for the next two weeks, there was no way we could let what happened last night get in the middle of work now that this was the peak of his career and he was already suffering."Right," I whispered to myself getting into the shower. When I was out of the shower and had dressed up in my usual clothes, I walked out of my bedroom to find Josh with a dustcloth in one hand and the other one on his waist as he puffed out his cheeks looking down at the furniture."Sophie! The fuck is this? How can you stay in a place that hasn't been cleaned since forever," he scolded and I cringed out
"Hm? Don't act like you weren't doing the same," he jokingly narrowed his eyes at me, resting his hands on both sides of me. I laughed throwing my head back, freely."I wasn't! I was just playing along," I defended raising my hands in the air and he gave me a distasteful expression. I snorted waving a hand in front of him dismissively."Sir?", I questioned when he didn't stop staring and he hummed still with his eyes fixated on mine, leaning forward and resting the side of his face on my lap."Bu-"I closed my eyes softly and turned my head to glare at Josh who was standing at the entrance with both our bags in hand and a guilty expression on his face since he was the one who let out the squeak. Mr. Kim, the head in my lap, had turned red, too embarrassed to look at the person standing at the door so he quickly jumped away from me rubbing his neck."What Jo?", I snapped, nudging for him to continue and he snapped out of his trance quickly dropping
I watch Sophie fix her hair in the mirror for the millionth time and feel myself smile even through the nervousness that pumped in my blood both because of how beautiful she looked and also because of what was about to happen.It wasn't the first time but I couldn't bring myself to not worry about going up to the stage and speak in front of at least hundred people that were invited to the summit I had willingly asked to be a part of. She sighs and stomps her feet before draping herself over the royal blue couch next to my similarly designed seat. "Just leave it alone, you look perfect just like that."She picks her head back up from where it was lolling at the back of the couch and scowls directly at me. "Easy for you to say, you just have to comb yours once and you're good to be. God! I'm so jealous of men sometimes," Sophie complains even though I knew she didn't mean it."Well, sweetheart, I think you're forgetting that women too can get the
"You guys are really all going to sleep here?", my mouth was wide agape in bewilderment of my friends' weird request as they all nodded, not bothering to look away from the screen. "Well then, two of you can take the room upstairs, I'll sleep down here," I shrug and settle down on the round chair in front of Mrs. Kim and Kate."No, you sleep in your room and we take the living room," Mr. Min states in a no-nonsense tone, completely ridding me of any excuses. "It's your birthday, go have some 'me' time or whatever.""First of all, it's Nathan's room and my birthday is tomorrow," I dead-pan, picking at the hem of Nathan's shirt to busy myself and keep my thoughts away. "I'll have a whole lot of me time tomorrow, don't worry.""But what's the difference? What's his is yours and what's yours is his," Kate shrugged, nonchalantly throwing me a smile as she leaned back in her seat on the couch."Oh he's definitely not worrying and your bi
"Good morning Sophie," Kate hums softly from the other side of the room and I hum back, not having enough energy and still half asleep to reply to her greeting. "I'll be on the lawn if you need me.""Okay," I mumble, finally, and then her footsteps faded into the distance. Once again, the room felt too quiet and solemn without Nathan's warm presence in it. Gathering all my energy, I get up and stop in a sitting position on the bed, smiling softly at the drawn curtains.Who would've known, Nathan's habit of keeping the curtains drawn originated from Kate? I yawn and stretch my arms up to feel the satisfying pop of my muscles after a tiring night with all the guys and then having to drive back, completely exhausted. My head thrummed with a slight headache and I wondered if it was some sort of handover.Nah, maybe just lack of sleep.I find myself slipping down the bed and towards the bathroom in haste to brush the weird morning breat
My fingers tightened around the warm cup of coffee, it's temperature already helping with the shriveling cold outside even through my knitted gloves. They were a gift from Kate, she had been into knitting a few weeks back and made a cute couple on the back of them.The coffee shop was newly opened next to the Yongsan Seoul Hospital. I often came around to grab a cup of coffee for myself when I was particularly lonely or stressed out. The doorbell that chimed whenever somebody entered the shop made it's signature sound again and I ignored it, picking up a packet of brown sugar to rip it open and added it to my coffee."Didn't you already put two?", Hearing Mr. Min's voice, I jump up in surprise before a smile causes my cheeks to hurt. He smiles back at me, pointing his finger between the two already empty packets of sugar lying on the table. "You shouldn't put in so much, it's like aiming for diabetes.""I don't do that always," I lie, rolling m
"Is that-" he tremors."Yes," I assure."Are they-" he begins again."Yup," I confirm, last letter popping.Seok-Min was star-struck. He couldn't take his eyes off the three men huddled on the couch together for a whole minute. It wasn't like this was the first time Nathan had bumped into a fan or have somebody struck like that but there was a certain rawness to Seok-Min that made him shy.Maybe it was the fact that the past few days had been so rough on him that he didn't expect anybody to care about him anymore. He probably didn't expect the news announcer to be that whipped for him but it wasn't news to the rest of us. The man had literally defended Nathan on national television and risked his job trying to protect his name."Hey," Nathan chirps out, quietly and shyly rubbing the back of his head. I watch as Seok-Min smiles happily and I gesture for him to sit down once he had returned all their greetings."
It's five in the morning, my head rests back against Nathan's chest, we both have been talking for the whole night now, three hours washed away in love and unresolved matters. His back is against the headboard of my bed and the window is open ajar to let the chilly wind it.It seems like it might rain in the next few hours and I want nothing than to just lie down for one more day, waste a few more hours talking to him before we need to get up and face reality. Reality that there were lot of untangled ropes in our lives that were swirled around."Hey, Nat?", he hums, tightening his arm around my front. "Can I take up a nursing job or something? You know, I'll have to get my license and work," I trail off, feeling smaller with every silent second that passed by."What made you think you needed permission for that?", he asks, voice sharp and seemingly offended. "Do you think I have autonomy over your life? I can't believe you sometimes Soph."
Nathan's head was soundly placed in Kate's lap. She was sitting on the couch across me and it was pitch dark when I gazed out of my window. All four of us were unaware when time had ticked by so as soon as Nathan's eyes drooped shut in exhaustion of how big a day this had been, Jo went to bed too."So, how did you two meet?", Kate questions, drawing my blue cardigan closer around her shoulders with a soft sigh. "You know, you and Nat are two very different people. How did it- how did this happen?", she emphasizes on the word 'this' and I could only laugh softly in response."I have no idea either," I perk up, bouncing my feet against the carpeted floor of my living room. "Should I start from the beginning or?", Kate sits up a little more comfortably as I quirk my brow at her curiosity but it was understandable. She hadn't met her little boy in what must be two decades."From the start, tell me everything," she smiles and I couldn't help but ret
A week later me and Nathan sat on the freshly white painted benches of the park nearest to his mansion with his arms draped over the back of it in exhaustion after our run. I smile at the look of sheer bliss on his face and the glow that emitted due to his constant lifted moods.Mrs. Lee had explained Nathan's disorder to him and he had taken almost a day off to accept it but he later mentioned that a lot of things were starting to make sense for him and that he felt better knowing the cause behind it instead of being confused all the time.Kate was yet to meet him, especially after Mrs. Lee's clear instructions that he must be told before the two met and now that he knew, I guessed what would be the right time for them to meet?"Quit staring," he laughs, chest heaving up and down and I feel the vibrations rake down my own body. Shaking my head playfully, I reach over to my opposite side and throw him a baby blue towel so he could wipe his swea
"Don't you think this will be too shocking for him right now?", Mr. Min suggests, chewing on his lower lip with a concerned expression as he pulls his car into my apartment complex's parking lot."Yeah but she's staying with me and I'll make sure that the two of us don't end up coming back here later or atleast for a few days till Mrs. lee figures out the whole deal," I sigh and Kate's ears perk up at the suggestion as she shuffles closer to me from the back seat. "Hey, Kate, do you- would you mind me staying over at Nathan's since you know, we basically stay over at each other's all the time?""Of course not, why would I have a problem with that? You both are grown-ups," she chuckles. "I'm just excited to see him again, hear his voice again without the television screen."I smile back at the woman and nod softly. It was heartwarming to see how much she loved him and how accepting she was, of the two of us. What made me even happier was to know