DERA.
I had to beg Seyifunmi not to make me wear something too skinny nor showy. She promised to keep it simple but a crop top was a must. She put me in alot ot outfit just to take pictures. I remember complaining all through my makeup session."Damilayo will be angry if he sees this Pictures o." I huff, flopping down on my bed."Ai. Today will surely be the day he kills me."Seyifunmi rolls her eyes. "It amazes me how much you fear Dami." She scoffs clapping her hands dramatically."You're the cause of your problem o. See fear you're giving one man. I've been saying it since but God forbid I end up like you."I roll my eyes at that. I know I'm miserable. I've been Miserable since I can remember, it didn't start now. My first outfit was a black long sleeved off-shoulder croptop with gold sequins. It had a matching fitted skirt that ended a little after my knee. My abdomen wasn't visible in this outfit which was great. Seyifunmi took a bunch of photos of me in this outfit and the next one with me in a simple fitted red shirt dress and another with me in boyfriend jeans and a white sleeveless croptop and Neon green Nike sneakers. Which was what I decided to wear for our outing but with a bomber jacket to cover up a little.After what felt like ages we arrive at Damilayo's office and I offered to wait in the car but Seyifunmi dragged me inside forcing me to go give him the documents. I stood in front of his office glancing at Seyifunmi giving her my pleading eyes and a pout."Don't knock o. Just Bounce inside like a boss lady, drop the file and leave. Ok?" She orders and I nod.My hands wrap around the door handle and I pushed the door open walking in shyly.So not bosslady like.Damilayo has his head thrown back as he let's out a groan.My stupid sneaker made a squeaking sound against the tile which got his attention. He seemed taken aback when he sees me."Dera." He breathed and I press my lips together stopping in front of his desk."Um...Seyifunmi said to give you this." I hand over the folders and he nods.He gives me a once over. "What are you wearing?" He let's out in a strained voice and I frown."Are you okay?" I ask and he nods eagerly. Something seemed off so I took slow steps around his desk to where he was. My eyes land on the girl underneath the desk she had his junk in her mouth. Damilayo's free hand gripped her braided hair urging her off him. I recognized her as his secretary since she had come over to my place a couple times. Sometimes when she was over Damilayo wouldn't be around so I would offer her a drink.That woman drank in my house. We did gist a little but I won't say we were buddies.But now she has My Husband's junk in her mouth.Twice in a day. I scoff deciding that my day was officially ruined and my mind was permanently scarred. I scurried out of the room. I didn't even stop to explain things to Seyifunmi, I just walked past her and out of the damn building. I didn't want to go back to the house nor did I feel like going out. We came in Seyifunmi's car and right now. The Adelaides are the last people I want to set eyes on. I feel so stupid. So stupid for even considering following Seyifunmi's plan. She wanted me to show him what he was missing and while I was fooling myself by dressing up and taking pictures. Oga was there screwing his secretary. Fuck!I don't think I've ever come close to being this angry in my life. I'm angry because I let Seyifunmi's words get to me. I'm not Beautiful. I'm not even close to fine.I'm plain and ugly. No man in their right mind would even be genuinely interested in me. Damilayo said it himself, They would only show interest in me because I'm Naive and I'm an easy shot. The only reason Damilayo hasn't looked my way is because he wouldn't stoop that low. I'm just a charity case to him. A liability and nothing more.I was so deep in my thoughts I hadn't realised what I was doing. The honk of the approaching truck snapped me out of my trance and I freeze. I feel myself being pulled away from the road and I'm still in shock to realise what had just happened.I almost got hit. I should be lying on the ground in my own pool of blood if not for Seun who just saved me.Wait. What?"Dera. Are you okay?" I hear him ask and I snap out of my daze looking up at him."You should be careful. You almost got hit! Are you okay?" He asked worriedly. I couldn't find my words so I just nod instead. He examines me."What are you doing here?" He asked watching me intently."I um..." I start to say but couldn't regain composure.I shake my head pointing towards The huge building of The Adelaide Company and his eyes follow my hands."Damilayo?" He asked and I nod. "You want to see him?"I shake my head immediately. "No. I just left his Office. I-"Dera!" I hear the familiar voice call and I turn around to see Damilayo making his way towards me. I immediately tense up turning to Seun."Take me away from here. Anywhere just away from Damilayo. Please." I plead and he studies me for a moment. I sigh when he ushers me into his Car before driving off. Throughout the car ride I remained silent listening to the radio play. He doesn't ask me to tell him what happened and I appreciated it because I was so not ready to talk to anyone. The car comes to a stop and I look up to find that we are at a beach. My eyes widen at the view and I perk up."I suspected you didn't want to go home so I thought this would cheer you up. I come here to clear my mind." He admits getting out of the Car. I repeat his action getting out and he leads us to the bar were we settle at a Table under a canopy or Umbrella. Whatever. I took in the waves and I so badly want to feel the cold water on my bare skin."Next time we come to the beach, we come prepared." I hear him say and I turn to him to find him watching me."You can go if you want."I glance at the water once more before shaking my head."I'm okay."He nods. "Do you want anything?"I tap my chin humming thoughtfully. Now is my chance to have alcohol and let loose without having any one to restrict me."Any thing with alcohol." I tell him.He nods. "Let's start with some thing mild. Smirnoff ice?" He asked and I shrugged. He gets up to go buy us drinks and I took my time to scan the area. I'm not surprised to see alot of people here since it is a Saturday and it's normal to just chill. It's a Chill day.Seun comes back with a Bottle of Smirnoff ice for me."Thanks." I mutter when he opens the drink for me shoving a straw inside.He nods going back to sitting down. I take a sip of my cold drink and decided it wasn't so bad but I wanted something stronger.I look up at Seun to find him going through a Menu."Have you ever had Sex on the beach?" He suddenly says.My eyes widen and I choke on my drink making me cough."Shit. I'm sorry. I didn't mean for it to sound like that."I was still shocked when I meet his eyes. He was holding back a laughter."You think this is funny?"He snickers. "I was talking about a drink. It's a type of Cocktail." He says handing me the menu.I glance down at the menu now in my hands.âą Sex on The Beach - N1,500âą Nasty Bitch. - N1,000âą Sperm-"Who the hell named this drinks?" I sputter still stunned. Seun just shrugs watching me in Amusement."I already ordered it though. Don't worry you'll enjoy it." He winks at me and my breath hitches.Such a fine Specimen God created."Why where you at Damilayo's Office today?" He suddenly asked and my smile fades."I went to give him some document he forgot." I simply say.Seun Chuckles and I frown. "I was actually going there to pick up Documents from him."I smile at the Possibility that it was the same file I had brought he came to collect.He opens his mouth to speak when his phone rings. "It's Seyifunmi." He informs me before answering the call."Hey." He greets and goes silent. "Yes she's with me." He tells her and I know they're talking about me.He frowns turning to me."She doesn't want to go back to that house."You bet I don't."If he's that worried then he should call her." Pause. "Oh." He mutters. "We're at the beach." Pause. "Landmark beach." Pause. "Ok ok. Yeah whatever. Hmm. You too, get out of my phone." With that he ends the call fixing his attention on me."So Apparently your Husband is going to kill me for taking you away and Seyifunmi said she left your Phone and purse on your bed. She went to your place when she couldn't find you." He explains.I roll my eyes. A male server comes with our drinks and I eagerly have a sip of what is suppose to be sex on the beach."Do you like it?" Seun asked and I nod."It's Sweet but you can taste the alcohol and feel the burn. I actually really like it." I admit taking another sip, My Smirnoff ice long forgotten.He smiles nodding. "Like sex.""What?" I ask hoping I heard him wrong.He shakes his head. "Nothing." He replies and I eye him Skeptically but decided to let it go."Once you're done with your Drink, I'm taking you home. Damilayo is worried about you."I snort. "Can we go to the water? I just want to feel it."I don't bother to mention this is my first time at a beach."Sure. Lemme get your shoes." He offers and I watch him go on one knee taking off my sneakers.He helps me carry my sneakers while we walk towards the water."Hold on." He stops me handing me his drink to hold. I watch as he bends down again but to fold the bottom of my jeans so they won't get wet."Thank you " I mutter handing him back his drink. I sigh taking in the fresh breeze that fanned my face and yelped when the cold water gits my feets. Seun just laughs."Did something happen between you and Dami?" Seun asked suddenly before taking a sip from his own drink that was different from mine.I let out a bitter laughter kicking the sand. "Honestly, I don't know."I feel his eyes on me and I look up at him."When I first heard that My Uncle had married a Fifteen years old girl to his Twenty years old Son. To be honest, I wasn't surprised at all. They're old fashioned and they don't see anything wrong since they too were married at a young age too."He tells me."Really?" I ask suddenly interested.He nods. "Yup. Aunty Kemi was Sixteen when she was betrothed to Uncle Dayo that was Eighteen. At first they fought all the time but then they fell in blissful love and they think that's how it's suppose to be. I remember when I was Nineteen, Uncle Dayo was already talking to my Parents about getting me married." He chuckles at the memory."My Parents didn't even give it a thought because I'm their only Son and Child. They would never take away my right to choose. To marry the Woman I fall in love with." He pauses staring deeply into my eyes. "For years Everyone was talking about Damilayo's Beautiful young bride. The way they spoke of your beauty I thought it was an exaggeration but I was wrong. You are truly what they say you are."Here we go again... cue eyeroll."You don't believe it?" He asked and I let out a sigh."I don't. because if I am as beautiful as they say then why don't I feel like it? Why does Damilayo take his Concubines to all his Business Dinners and Parties instead of his Wife. If I am that beautiful why is he so embarrassed by me all the time. When we go out together He doesn't even acknowledge me. Never. Not even once have I received a compliment from my so called Husband."I let out a bitter laugh."But I'm ok with it. I've always been ok with it. I'm used to his neglect, his insults, his everything because I'm used to it. I believed that's how it was suppose to be. I thought every girl had to marry at a young age and as far as love is concerned. It doesn't exist."My vision was blurred by tears and I blink the instead tears away."Y'know? Damilayo told me that no man would ever genuinely be interested in me. He said they would only go for me because they see how naive I am which makes me an easy shot." I laugh at the memory."And maybe if you played your cards well I'd spread my legs for you." I feel the water on my feets again and I stared down at my abandoned drink. I bring the brim of the glass to my lips and I gulp down what's left."I'm done. Now you can take me back to him." I do a double take when I look past Seun only to see Damilayo standing few feets away.I blink a couple times. The alcohol had to be fooling me. Oh how much I wish that was the case but it wasn't. Damilayo was here and his shocked expression told me he heard what I just said.Oh Lord. Accept me into your humble abode for my time has come. Amen.A/N: Please inform me if there's any error and do give me an Honest review. Thank you!
DERA. Throughout the car ride back home with Damilayo, we both remained silence. None of us uttered a word and the Eerie silence was killing me. Not even the radio was on and even though the A.C. was working just fine, I could feel my palm getting sweaty as I kept fidgeting. I am way beyond sure that today is the day I die. Damilayo has never raised his hand at me before but today he might do worse than that. He could kill me and hide my body and no one would know, No one would even care. He could easily get away with it. The familiar Entrance to our Estate comes into view and my heart races as the distance to the house got shorter and shorter until we were parked in front of the big White and grey building. Damilayo comes out first and I follow him inside trailing behind him. He opens the door and to my surprise holds it open for me to enter. I hesitantly enter the house before I hear the door close behind me. He still didn't utter a wor
DERA Twelve days of misery. The only time I left the house was on Sunday and Tami came with me. Normally Saturdays and Sundays were his days off but now I think it's just Saturdays now. The only reason I get to go to church was because just like me, Damilayo's parents are Christians and they never fail to attend Church on Sundays. So Damilayo couldn't really stop me from going to Church. While they attended The Elevation church, I'm Strictly Catholic. My Father and His Brother; Uncle Onyeka. Were raised as Catholics. My Uncle said I've always been Catholic and my parents would have loved to see me receive my first Holy Communion.Since Aunty Yetunde attended a different church with her Children, Uncle Onyeka was used to going to church alone. He loved that I showed so much interest and was always happy to take me to church with him. I can't really remember the times I spent with my Parents, I have little to no
DERA.Literally.I did die or I think I was about to. But I felt it. I felt the air leave me. I couldn't breath anymore and I wanted it. I wanted it all.So if I felt all of that and I died. Then why am I staring at at the White ceiling of a hospital. Except this is Heaven and it's just normal for it to smell like drugs and alot of other things. I couldn't understand what was going on. I felt numb and all I want to do is leave here. I've only been to a Hospital once and that's when my Uncle was dying. Just being here made me nauseous. Seyifunmi came in and I practically begged her to take me home. I regretted it when through out the car ride she kept lecturing me. Asking why I tried to kill myself. She also didn't forget to mention that nothing on earth is worth taking away the life God gave me. She's right. Nothing on earth was worth taking my life.Getting home I didn't see Damilayo s
DERA. "The Doctor said you have Peptic Ulcer. Have you not been eating well?" That's the first thing Damilayo says to me when I woke up few hours later. At dawn as he promised he took us home and let me sleep for awhile before breakfast."Ulcer isn't a big deal. Right?" I ask letting out a yawn. I place my palm over my mouth as I yawn. What does it matter to him if I've been eating well or not."Don't answer my question with another question." He says staring down at me with a stern look on his face. I slowly brought myself to sit upright. "How many times do you eat in a day?" "I don't know." I utter.There was an itch on my head and I tried but failed to not scratch it. I let out a sigh as I keep running a finger up and down a particular parting between my braided hair. "Fine. Let's go have breakfast. I ordered us something Since Ini still hasn't resolved her issues." He tells me and I frown flopping back down on the bed.
DERA. I spent the rest of the day in bed that was until Someone started ringing the doorbell. Ope was still around and she went to answer the door and about few minutes later she comes up to my room. Telling me Some Woman wanted to see Damilayo and it was important. At first I thought it was Damilayo's Secretary, I always forget her name. But when I managed to get downstairs With Ope's help, I see it's not His Secretary instead I'm staring at a tall slim woman. She was dark in complexion and had the kind of body I would kill for. She didn't have any makeup on and though her few pimples were visible she still looked beautiful. She had on a Pixie short Wig along with a plain blue dress that hugged her frame perfectly. She looked simple and sexy while I looked like a typical housewife. Since I was in one of my many short butterfly house dresses and my go-to Wig. By that I mean my straight Long wig that I know no matter what I looked good in it.She looked o
DERA. Damilayo seemed off for the rest of the week and the next. I should have been happy since he was giving me the space I asked for. He was going back to ignoring me. That's what I wanted but if I'm being honest with myself then I don't think that's what I want anymore. The thought left me sad maybe even worse. Melancholic perhaps. He even went on a business trip few days ago and was suppose to come back today. Normally when he goes on these trips, I help him pack his bags but the night before he didn't come to ask me to help and the next morning, I was shocked to see him with his Secretary in the car. It was the first time he was travelling with someone. I tried to convince myself it was normal to bring his Secretary along but even I knew that wasn't the case. Before he left I offered to cross check his luggages to make sure he had everything with him which he didn't. Not only did he almost leave his Phone and MacBook charger behind but he
DERA. I never imagined that I'd be waking up in Damilayo's arms one day and I most certainly didn't expect to enjoy it so much that I didn't want to wake up but I had to because he had work to get to. Ini still hadn't resumed work and while Damilayo was away I went to visit her. Turns out her twelve years old Son was really sick and was admitted. I understood that there was no way she would be able to concentrate in her work knowing her only child was in the hospital. She mentioned that he had Sickle cell anaemia and that he inherited it from his late Father. Ope visited them at the hospital everyday after work and I Sent my regards to them as well. Anyways we've been basically living off takeouts and Pizzas but today I wanted to cook mainly because I was in a good mood. It amazes me how last night went from a teary mess to a night I actually enjoyed and I want to repeat itself. I kiss him. I don't know what came over me but
DAMI. She's Everything. She's so damn beautiful. It made me realise how much of a Fool I've been and now I'm determined to make things right. I'm determined to make her mine for real this time. Dera hasn't completely opened up to me. Sometimes I ask her about her personal life and she looks hesitant but she eventually answers. I don't think she realises she's her own person and if she's not ready to open up then she shouldn't. While preparing to go visit The Olumide family, I asked her about her Cousins. If they had contacted her but she tensed up immediately and kept stumbling over her words. I had to make her calm down and assure her that she didn't need to talk about them. I still can't believe that after the shit I put her through. After years of Verbal abuse and neglect from me she still gave me a chance. I actually thought that was it last night. I thought she was going to walk out the door and out of my life. I didn't tell her th
DAMI. Dera hadn’t come out of her room in hours. I had to call Seyi, Trisha and Seun to come over. I don’t know what I was expecting but I thought they could help someway. I explained everything to them and pleaded with Dera from the other side of the door but she didn’t say a word. It’s almost 11pm and I haven’t gotten a reply from her. At this point I was beyond scared of what she could be doing.“I should go up and check on her.” I suggest staring at the stairs.“Relax jor. I think we should just give her space. Banging on the door and yelling won’t get you anywhere.” Seun says surfing through the channels. Trisha was fast asleep on the couch with her head on Seun’s lap. I was getting the feeling they were sleeping together. Seyifunmi left few minutes ago, even while she was here she wasn’t much help because she kept reminding me I was stupid, I made mistake and I
DAMI. Rita had arrived on time but Dera was yet to come out of the bathroom and I was beginning to wonder if she was actually having her bath or packing her things to leave me.“Why did you even tell your wife?” Rita asked and I don’t spare her a glance as I’m staring at the staircase expectantly.“I couldn’t lie to her. She would have known.” I say.“If you’re that scared to lose her, why cheat in the first place.”“Trust me I haven’t regretted anything more in my life.” I get up on my feet already impatient. I decide to go check up on her. “Stay here and don’t touch anything.” I order before hurrying up the stairs to Dera’s room. I knock on the door but no one answers so I let myself in. I find Dera by her dresser just staring at herself in the mirror.“I’m scared of the truth.&
DERA. “What’s wrong?” I asked when I hear him curse continuously. I turn around to face him.“I didn’t use protection. I totally forgot. Fuck!” He exclaimed as he starts to fix himself up.I was taken aback by his exclamation but tried to hide my smile. “How is it you only remember that now.”He frowns. “You’re ok with it?”“Seyi put me on contraceptives ‘bout a week ago.” I inform him and he sighs in relief. “Are you scared of getting me pregnant?” I asked adjusting my nightgown to cover my ass.“I just got you to myself. I don’t want to share just yet. Besides, we have Damola.” He tells me as he fixes his tux.I nod. He didn’t say it but from what he just told me, I was getting the idea that he didn’t want any more children. After all, he has his heir. “You should get going
DAMI. The alarm went off pulling me out of my slumber. Memories of last night flooded my head and I fought back the smiles that reach my lips. It finally registered that I had to go to work today as I had an important meeting with the shareholders. This meeting was initially for Monday which was the day after Dera’s birthday but there was no way I would leave her alone after what she went through. So rescheduled it for Tuesday but then I freaked out when I couldn’t find Dera that morning then the whole rape scandal came up and I rescheduled again so here we are. I smiled when I realized Dera was so thoughtful to set the alarm for me though I would have preferred it, if
DERA. I must have cried myself to sleep because when I woke I’m lying on the cold tiled floor and my phone is ringing nonstop from somewhere in the living room. I find it underneath one of the couch pillows and I see thirteen missed call from Seyifunmi. Just when I’m about to call her back, I get an incoming message from her.I know you’re angry and upset that’s why you’re not picking up any of my calls but I need you to go online now and watch Dami live. I read the message a second time just to be sure I read it well. I decide to go online on Instagram and I indeed find that Dami is live so I decide to join.“-My Wife and I had a fight and I don’t expect her to be watching this
DERA. I woke up early enough to get away from the house before Dami woke up. I admit that since my birthday party I’ve been edgy and Dami hasn’t failed to notice since I’ve been drifting away from him again. I probably looked crazy standing by the shore in nothing but a pajama similar to my SpongeBob pajamas but was plain and pink. My initial plan was to have Tami drive me around since I had nowhere in particular to go, I just wanted to be alone and the beach is the best place to clear one’s head. Since the incident Dami hasn’t left me alone for a minute, he had become super protective of me and even missed work for just to stay in bed with me. We
“My Chidera. Look at you, all grown up.” Her Aunt says almost like she couldn’t believe it. Dera turns to me completely speechless. She must be in shock that she can’t even comprehend that her family is actually here.“Dami…” She starts to say and I take in her glassy eyes like she was going to cry. “Dami…” I let her walk into my arms.“You don’t have to say anything Love. I’m just glad I made you Happy. I’m glad got to see that Beautiful smile. So don’t cry or you’ll ruin your Make-up.”“Dami we should start going. The guests are waiting.” Mama tells me and I nod. She rubs Dera’s back. I wish you a long and prosperous life filled with Joy, Happiness and all things good. God bless you my daughter.”
DEDERA I woke up to the blaring of my ringtone, groaning I roll over Dami to grab my phone from the nightstand. I wince at the brightness of the screen squinting my eyes, I see that it’s Trisha calling making me perk up. I start to wonder if Damola was alright.“Hello?” I say urgently into the speaker.“Happy Birthday Mummy!” Damola’s tiny but loud voice reaches my ears making me wince letting out a chuckle. My heart swells that the little boy remembered my birthday. Dami groans from beside me and I turn to him.“Is that my boy?” Dami asked
DERA.Dami ended up taking me to the movies to see a horror film After our very long bath. I'm not a fan of horror Movies and I do get scared easily so I don't know why I even agreed to think. Maybe because I'm helpless when it comes to His mesmerising brown eyes. "The curse of La llorona." He reads. "Sounds fun, right? Or maybe we should see The Nun." He says like my opinion mattered. I only shrug digging my hands into my bag fishing out my phone when it starts ringing. I see it's Seyifunmi FaceTiming me so I put on my ear buds answering the call and moving to a more secreted area."Hey Bitch that forgot me because she's busy being a whore for her husband." She says and I chuckle."Hey yourself." I take in her appearance and it looked like she was hugging the bed sheets to her chest."Ashawo. You're in a man's house. Abi?" I tease and she doesn't hide her smile."You're calling me Ashawo when you're the one half naked on