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2024-10-29 19:42:56My mind is full of negative thoughts like darkness embossed with fear and do I find peace in it, I will say yes because this is what I have become; a perfect yours in an utterly peaceful existence.
-RainRain POV
I looked around of me and realized I had never been here before. I looked up at the sky to see the sun was setting.
I needed to find my way out of here before it gets dark. I thought to myself.
I took a deep breath and entered the forest. The trees were forming a canopy making it difficult to see the light.
But I kept on pushing my legs forward. No noise could be heard in the forest. It was way too c
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