Chapter 6: His Rage

 Brake:

“No Alpha, he is messed up already?” Caldwell said pulling him from me, I know I deserve it, probably that punch will knock some sense into me. “You could talk about this when it’s bright,”

Caldwell explained more as he shoved Caldwell's hand from him, I understand him. My actions weren’t anything close to perfection. It’s disgusting and everyone could get mad at it.

“Take him to my office and shut the door,” Jamie said walking back into the stairway before he stopped halfway, “use a spell,” I gulped my saliva, I knew he wanted to keep me in check, I might go feral and summoning my demon will be so fast after I recovered but I just hope it didn’t come to that, I didn’t want to hurt anyone. My demon wasn’t something I could control anytime I got my energy back after he was shut down.

I just let Caldwell pull me because I had no strength, he dropped me gently on the floor, “Leave, I will be fine,” I told him not wanting to see the pity eyes he was staring at me with.

“I can’t leave you, with your energy still at bay and you messed up, I don’t think it’s a good idea,”

“So you are going to watch me all night?” he shrugged his shoulder.

“Not all night, just a few hours, it’s morning already, to be specific, 4 am,” he gave the exact time, the last six hours were hell for me.

My phone falls out of my pocket, I have been carrying the damn thing for days without checking it. I found no pleasure in using it, the only person that made me open it was Stacy and since we stopped talking to each other for weeks I didn’t bother to check it, when I pressed the power button, her name popped up, and a message from her.

“I messed up big time,” I murmur as my eyes fall on the part when she asks that I could claim her, that she was ready to be my mate and give her body to me even if we are not fated mate, that she will rather be with me then be with an Alpha

“I need to go to her, share your energy with me since the Alpha's energy was sap out from me by Rage,” I chuckled at my stupidity.

“Are you crazy? You can’t go to her, Alpha Bellini, will not let you.”

“That asshole, I guess he is happy, he might be touching her now all in the name of helping her.” I scoffed.

“Will you stop blurting nonsense like a drunk man?” Caldwell growl.

“Maybe, I was. Do you know that night that I saw Stacy walk into that bar, my wolf, Rage, had growled in my head, referring to her as mine, and when she asked me to come to pick her up every morning from her Pack, I didn’t argue, because I wanted to breathe the same air with her constantly even if it’s just a shut period, I know it wasn’t going to last because I am a beta, not an alpha,” my tears drop, Caldwell stood there looking at me.

“I wanted the rejection desperately. Not because I don’t love her but I was too scared that I would shatter her dream of becoming a Luna if I didn’t give her the rejection…”

“That is enough, you should sleep,” I gritted my teeth and clenched my fist to stop the spell Caldwell was casting on me, he was forcing me to sleep, I didn’t want to sleep but I had no force to stop it, I felt like an ordinary male with no power.

The sunray visited my face and my eyes were forced open, I sat upright, my energy was coming back slowly, and the scowl on Caldwell and Jamie's faces was enough to remind me of my actions last night.

“I guess you are sober now, so we could talk,” Jamie was the first to speak as he walked into the office, and so was Caldwell before they backed the door and didn’t lock it.

I riffled my hair, not knowing what to say, I didn’t even know the right words to use.

“Why the fuck did you reject her? I thought you loved Stacy?” Jamie growled at me when I wasn’t attempting to speak, “Don’t you know how to talk?” he growled for the second time, I parted my lips to say something, but I was distracted when someone pushed the door open.

“Brittany, what are you…”

 “Was Stacy the female you rejected? Is she your mate?” she growled at me, ignoring the Alpha

“It’s not…”

 “Don’t fucking lie to me, I heard it clear, Stacy was your mate and you rejected her?” she growl more demanding an answer, her eyes were bloody and I just lowered my head, I didn’t know what to say. The look on her face was enough to show how disgusted my actions were to her.

“How could you fucking hurt my sister? Do you have to reject her if you don’t love her?” her tears were already welled in her eyes.

 “I am sorry,” I said. It was obvious, that Stacy was rejected by me, so no need to hide it.

 “You bastard,” she growled launching herself at me, “she deserves better, she loves you, yet you treated her like trash,” her claws hitting me but I didn’t raise my hand to stop her attacked on my face and suddenly, she clutched the under of her tummy.

 “Baby, what is it?” Jamie rushed to her pulling her from me, who didn’t shade my face from her. Her elongated claws had drawn a tattoo on my face, leaving me wounded and bleeding.

 “Let me…” she struggled to break free from him. Caldwell’s voice came from behind.

 “Fuck…” he cursed and our eyes snapped at him, “she is bleeding,” his words didn’t finish before Jamie scooped her into his hand.

 “Damn you Brake, you better fixed this because you wouldn’t like me if anything happens to my Luna.”

“Ah…” I screamed hitting the wall, I caused it. It’s all my fault, Jamie never yelled at me but today he did, and I understand, if it was my mate battling for her life, I would do the same.

"Brake..."

"I am fine, I want to be left alone," I said walking out of Jamie's office but I noticed Caldwell was following me, "what now, stop following me, go be with your Alpha?"

"What are you going to do?" He asked and I stopped abruptly almost bumping into Caldwell. "this is bad..." he murmured, his gaze darkened, and terror was written on his face, I looked at him surprised that was when I realized my chest was burning and like a hurricane, it would soon explode. My human features are changing. It was slowly twisting into my demonic rage, my eyes were burning with a feral intensity. The wind beside me was chilled blended with crimson and darkness. "Brake, you have to control it, you have to stop it, you don't want to burn down..."

"Caldwell..." With the mere parting of my lips, fire came out of my mouth. Caldwell move with a fast reflex but the fire still ended up burning Caldwell's arm, "shit..." I curse running into the forest, Caldwell runs after me.

"Brake..." I shake my head, clutching my hand across my lips not wanting to say another word. I was too scared to even alter another word, I raced into the forest hoping I wouldn't see anyone, I didn't want to hurt anyone.

"beta..." one warrior just jumped out from nowhere, calling out to me, I hissed fighting hard to remain focused. I couldn't my head move of his free will when I tilted my head to him, fear reeked him. My eyes were turning bloody and my clawed hand pointed at him, he parted his lips to say something, whatever he was about to say was cut short.

I lunged at him closing the distance between us, my claws tearing through his flesh with a savage glance. His screams echoed through the forest.

"What the fuck..." Caldwell growled as he jumped out of the forest into the clearing seeing one of our pack members lying on the floor breathless. I bared my fangs at him ready to attack him,  "Brake, stop!" he shouted, his voice breaking through the chaos. He tackled me with all his might, trying to halt the demonic me. I  snarled, distracted by the impact. My eyes flickered, and my demon's fury was unrelenting, Caldwell wasn't surprised, I am always like this, my wolf and demon were always in rage, I guess my wolf's name matches my actions, "Be still..."