Don't you envious?

Sara POV

I woke up and sat back on my bed to begin writing my book because, despite my best efforts to sleep quietly and ignore Aron, my mind kept returning to him. Despite not feeling like writing today due to an internal conflict, I forced myself to do so.

Today I felt like I was living inside the novel as a female character and wrote all my inner anguish into words; thus, I lost concentration on my characters and didn't know what to write for my chapters.

I want to avoid writing today, but I'm not sure what else I can do to take my mind off Aron. I can't stand his silent treatment, no matter how many times I give it to him. My fingers kept going back to my phone to call him, but I forced myself to stop thinking of Jerry.

I finished writing around one in the morning and submitted my new chapters via mail for Aron to read.

A refreshing breeze drew my attention to the open window of my room.

Oh no, it's going to rain soon. The sight of lightning in the sky made me even more afra