Chapter 19. WHOM TO CHOOSE?

(Ash’s POV)

For some reason, every time I see Hazel and Violet, I feel that they are similar to me. I don't know if this is just my feeling, or because I feel hopeful that Freya never aborted her pregnancy. Or rather, if only I had never told her to abort her pregnancy. My child will definitely be as big as them.

I felt my chest tighten every time I saw Hazel and Violet. There is a feeling of affection, but also guilt that I feel for having feelings like that for Freya and Henry's children. It makes me feel like I hate myself for having any concern for them.

And when I saw them sick today, I felt so worried. Even though I could only watch from a distance, I realized how uneasy I felt about the condition of the two of them. And what surprised me even more was that they were allergic to shrimp just like me.

Of all coincidences, why did they have to have the same allergies as me? That makes my suspicions about them even higher. I believe that there is a possibility that they are my child