Meet again

"No stop it!!!" He shouted in horror or so he thought

His mouth was dry and patched, it would be a miracle if a grunt had made it pass his mouth, his whole body was stiff and hot like it didn't belong to him m, hands crawling towards his upper body with kisses made him feel disgusted

Those eyes they were piercing his soul as he pleaded with his eyes hoping to stop him, this was a sin, this was rape!!!

Tearing sounds could be heard as that face muttered

' you're mine'

Gasping he woke up with a start, his whole body covered in sweat as he kept gasping.

"You had it again???" A gentle voice asked behind him and he sighed nodding as he turned to hug her

"Kelly I don't know what I should do, I thought it was over" he muttered hugging her tightly as she massaged his hair and she sighed

"These things take time, you don't force it ok" She replied and he sighed

"Ok that's it, get up and get ready for work, big baby or you'll be late. Breakfast is on the table with your drugs beside it don't forget to take them, I'm going to my company"

Looking at her he knew she had already dressed up and had been waiting for him. What could he have done without her

"Ok mam what could I have done without you, I'm going to go freshen up now, you don't have to keep waiting for me okkkk. Bye" he stated getting up from bed and heading to his bathroom as she sighed and left the room, her heels clicking as she walked. Kelly was his bestfriend, they had been literally together for years now and she was someone he couldn't imagine his life without. She was his favorite person after his parents. They lived in the same apartment and she was the reason he hadn't lost it since college.

Looking at the mirror he sighed, so much had changed over the years but why hasn't his trauma, it still looked so real and the fear and pain was still fresh, how long was he going to continue living like this? Just when he thought those nightmares had stopped it started again. Washing up and getting dressed for work he left his room to eat breakfast.

Eating the honey baked bread with milk he smiled, she really did know most of his favorite things, it was sad that he couldn't fall for her. Seemed like they were destined to be bestfriends, taking his drugs he grabbed his bag locked up the apartment and left for work as it was gettimg really late.

****

Getting to his office floor just three minutes early he sighed going to write down his name on the attendance list, greeting his co workers.

Getting it done he walked down to his desk but was stopped by one of his close work buddies Steven

"Looking at you walk so much enthusiasm, seems like you haven't heard the sweetest and newest gist"

Steven was like a news carrier, nothing could surpass him no matter how little it was but he was kind, thoughtful and hardworking. That was one of the reasons Kelvin was drawn to him

"What is it Steve, shouldn't you be working on the newest project and why is everywhere so noisy"

"Everyone seems like Kelvin is the old hag in this office, even Mr Kim knows the latest" Steven shouted and everyone laughed teasing Kelvin as he sat down rolling his eyes

"Let me not tease you anymore even though you look so adorable, the company's been sold to another person" Steven stated and Kelvin's eyes widen

"What!!!!! How's that possible" he muttered and Steven sighed. His friend still had a long way to go

"That's why there's the internet stupid, check it out yourself plus it's been on the group since yesterday, you're the only one who doesn't know, everyone else both inside and outside this company knows"

Not minding the insulting tone, Kelvin brought out his phone and logged in to the office group chat, true to what Steve said, the post had been there since yesterday and there were lots of comments on it. His day really started on the wrong foot.

"What are we going to do now?? Are we resigning???" He asked with concern and Steve felt like smacking his head.

"You checked the news and you didn't even read through, if not for the fact that you're the brain behind most of the designs here I would have thought you're dumb and stupid, anyways no they're retaining us so you don't have to worry besides even if everyone is sacked you won't be" Steven stated and Kelvin sighed.

Looking for a job now wasn't on his list at all plus looking for help from his parents was a mighty no, seems like today wasn't as bad as he thought it it be.

"Seems like no one is ready to work, please leave my desk I have uncompleted files with the deadlines been today to finish, go play like it's a day off" he finished turning on his laptop to get to his day work

"Such a killjoy I'll leave you ohh workaholic to keep working while I go have fun" Steven said leaving him and going to his own desk.

Just as he had finished working on his forth proposal his name was called, looking up he saw it was his supervisor Mr Lim

"Sir how can I help you?" He asked standing up, looking at the man's face it seemed like something was wrong

"Well it's just not a big deal if you don't have time I can ask another person"

"It's fine I'm almost done with my work anyways so what's the problem that needs to be fixed"

"ehm it's not a problem though, I just need someone who would meet up with some clients at X cafe. They need to look at some designs and since everyone is busy welcoming the new boss I can't go meet them myself. You're the only one I can trust not to mess this up so .."

"Ok I'll go, let me have the documents and designs si I can run through it"

"Thanks I knew I could trust you, the meeting is in three hours. Follow me so I can brief you on the designs"

"Sure sir, I'll just get a few things"he replied before getting his jotter and pen and following the older man to his office.

*****

Closing his laptop as he checked his wristwatch he gasped. Time really did flow quickly, grabbing the designs and documents he rushed out of the office with everyone looking at him weirdly. Well he had never rushed before as he had time set for everything but today seemed so wrong. X cafe was a thirty minutes drive with a cab and he was supposed to be there before two in the moon, it was already one fourty and he hadn't even stepped out of the company yet. Getting into the elevator filled with ladies he greeted them and waited anxiously for it to get to the last floor

"That's him right??" One whispered to the others and they nodded while giggling lightly

"He's so beautiful and well built, intelligent too that's why he works at the top floor despite been twenty two" another whispered and Kelvin knew they were definitely talking about him.

Didn't they get he was in the same elevator with them?? Or were they playing dumb??

"Yes he's totally my type, I'm twenty one. His perfect match" the prettiest amongest them whispered and he sighed, perfect match??? When he couldn't even love himself, his life had always been like this. They didn't know him

Luckily they all got off at the before he did and he had a little time to recollect his thoughts. Flagging down a cab he headed for X cafe praying the client wouldn't have to wait long for him as that would be bad for the company and him too.

Twenty minutes to the ride he saw there was traffic ahead and sighed, paying the cab man and got off.

Rushing down the street as he was already late for his appointment he didn't watch well and bumped into someone causing the other person to loose balance and fall including the things he too was holding on to

"I'm sorry he muttered an apology as he picked up his designs and tried to help the person up

Looking down at those pale grey eyes he could never forget even in his dreams he was shocked as his heart beat increased by hundred percent