Cressida Two fucking weeks.He left me without any kind of sexual satisfaction for two weeks.Savaş kept on saying that I had to be one hundred percent sure that I wanted to do it and no matter how many times I said he just kept on stalling but looking at the positive side, we spent more normal time together, we got to know each other a lot.While I was still in contact with Talia and Jack, it was the three horsemen who I became closer with as they visited us on the yacht from time to time just like they were here now.Which was the only reason why my mind was taken off my attempts on making Savaş have sex with me but he was making it so hard for me with the white shirt he was wearing, the way it showed his muscles was just… beautiful and I was lucky that he was talking with Ace and Oliver right now otherwise he would've caught me staring. "Oh don't tell me you two didn't fuck yet." My eyes widened as I looked behind me to find Jesper giving me one of his grins and I was sure that m
Cressida I regained consciousness at the feeling of something happening to me down south but what actually jolted me awake was something entering my pussy, buried deep inside but slowly I realised that it was his tongue, that's when I knew that I should've expected that from him. I moaned as loud as I could while my hands fisted the sheets underneath me when my eyes finally were wide open to be met with green ones, these damned green eyes."Morning, Güzel." He said in a morning throaty voice that had me become even wetter while small gasps left my mouth as he thrusted his fingers in and out of me while his tongue was sending jolts to my clit and it felt so fucking good."Feels good?" He asked while looking me dead in the eye but his movements could only make me let out sounds of pleasure to the point where I couldn't answer him which came at a price when he used his other hand and harshly pinched my nipple. Hard.I screamed out as pain and pleasure mixed together while letting out a
Cressida I couldn't feel anything anymore. Nothing mattered anymore, numbness was my ally now, helping me cope with the demons inside my head.My feet were moving me on their own accord inside our mansion but it felt… empty.No it didn't feel, it was empty, life no longer existed in it and no sound was there, just the sound of our footsteps through the empty entrance, darkness surrounding it.Aunt Natalie was about to turn on the lights when I raised my hand in the air, telling her to stop which she did after looking at my father.I started going upstairs, not waiting for anyone to follow me and I knew I was supposed to go inside my room but my feet carried me somewhere else, somewhere that would bring me pain but my heart didn't seem to care.His room was dark but I knew my way very well. I walked inside it before I collapsed down on the bed as I let myself take in his smell, his scent being everywhere around me as if he was trying to wrap me in a comforting hug.But I couldn't let
Cressida The five stages of grief:Denial: But to deny the truth doesn't make the truth go away. Sooner or later the hard realities of the truth will bite. I spent what felt like an eternity in his room, hoping everyday that he would open the door and walk inside the room, annoy the hell out of me. I wouldn't even mind if he made me watch those terrible movies he loved with him but I just have to keep waiting until he comes back because he had to come back.He had to come back to me… he's my other half, the one who understood me without needing for either of us to say a word, our eyes always talked for the both of us so I'll just keep on waiting for him to come back here so we could go back to loving and protecting each other."Ida, please… you need to come out of this room." Dad said softly yet with frustration… Why was he frustrated? Didn't he miss Jack as well, he should be happy that I'm still waiting for him to come back."It's not 'This' room. It's Jack's room and I'm fine st
Savaş"What the fuck does that mean? How come none of you talked to her?" I gritted out, my mind not wanting to believe that she was blocking herself out and away from everyone. Jesper and Talia included. "She's shutting herself out, alright? She had a breakdown at the funeral then just like that, she was back to square one." Talia explained, and we all saw how she was holding back her tears for Ida which made Ember go to her side and pull her in a hug and even though no one understood how these two became friends again, they just did somehow.But my mind was stuck on Ida, because that son of a bitch Dante didn't let me go to the funeral, I wasn't able to be there for her and even if I was… she wouldn't have acknowledged me which is a bad sign, a very bad one.I knew Ida, she would've tried having my head on a silver platter for her if she believed I had something to do with her brother's death but that made my case worse because I wanted her to come here, to hit me and scream at me.
Cressida Now I had to go back and pretend that I'm okay, that I'm not broken beyond repair yet.But that doesn't mean that I'm going back to the way I was because I'm simply waiting for this damned school year to end so I could go back to London and forget about everything and everyone… that I met in here. I walked through the school halls and I could sense how everyone was staring at me with pity, feeling bad for the dead boy's sister… well fuck them. I don't need their pity nor would I allow them to look at me like that.I raised my head, my eyes making contact with a few students and the moment they saw me looking at them, they turned their gazes away and tried to act as if they weren't so focused on me just a second ago. Pathetic.I continued walking until I reached my locker when I was suddenly surrounded by three people, one of them was Talia but when I actually took the time to see who it was, they were Talia, Ember and Daisy, each of them going to their own locker and surpri
Cressida "Why should I wear a wig?" I asked, frustration filling my voice because the damn wig just couldn't be placed on my head like I wanted."One, we can't let The Raven's Caw know that you know about them. Two, since your majesty doesn't want to run into Savaş then we have to disguise you." Talia answered while applying on her eyeliner.I didn't know who to ask about the whole Raven's Caw thingy but apparently she knew because her father was in the meeting too but I didn't notice him so she told me some stuff but not everything so we still have to go some sort of underground club that the Raven's Caw own, where fights happen so that we can spy around.But the problem was that the horsemen hung around there a lot and might as well be there tonight so I told her that the last thing I want is running into Savaş there and that is why I'm suffering with a blonde wig now.Once I finally had the wig on, we headed to the club where a bouncer was seated but he got up when he saw Talia be
CressidaI was about to leave the nightclub while Savaş was supposed to catch up with me but something didn't feel right, I knew it.While I was trying to shake off that feeling someone pulled me from behind by the waist and before I could scream a hand that was holding a piece of cloth was placed on my mouth and nose.Fear filled my veins as I tried to reach for my gun but someone else came up from the shadows and took it away and only now did I notice the smell of chemicals filling my nose, forcing me to drift out of consciousness until everything turned black.************************When I woke up again I found myself in a basement… that basement. The same one where I was locked with Jack in, the one I met Savaş in.Lifting myself off the ground I looked around me until my eyes stopped at the figure of someone… Savaş.I got up quickly, rushing to his side before I fell down on my knees beside him, my hands cradling his face while shaking him gently.I called out his name. "Savaş?