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2024-10-29 19:42:56🎶 I don't understand why
you're so cold to me with every breath you breathe 🎶COLD - MAROON FIVE FT FUTUREClass went ahead as usual, people snickering and laughing at me when they deemed it time, others ogling and giggling at Hunter, the teacher giving us work to do then dozing off.
The only thing odd about this class was Meredith tried making conversations with me, but I ended up responding with only nods or smiles that look like grimaces.
It's really awkward to have someone try to talk to you, when all you've been used to is being insulted or hit.
I know am putting her in a really tight position right now because the smile she had on her face is faltering and turning more into an annoyed expressio
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Terakhir Diperbarui : 2024-10-29Bullied   Heavy
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🎶Ain't got no tears left to cry so I'm picking it up, I'm picking it up. I'm living 🎶NO TEARS LEFT TO CRY- ARIANA GRANDE.(WARNING! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS ABUSE. READ AT OWNERS RISK. I WOULD INDICATE WHEN THE SCENE IS OVER) I froze at the oh-so familiar voice and the pressure applied on the grip to my hand. The same hand drew me up so close, I could perceive the musk I've learned to fear."I never knew you could wear something that's not..... appalling" laying a little too much emphasis on the word appalling with his hand slightly grazing the bare skin on my back and I flinched away from his touch. "Hunter please let me go. I promise to go home" I didn't think I'll have to beg tonight. Only if I had stayed with
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🎶 can I just turn back the clock, Forgive my sins. I just wanna roll my sleeves up, And start again 🎶START AGAIN- ONEREPUBLIC FT LOGICHUNTER'S P.O.V————————" I still can't believe you left lovelyn with that Zoe girl " Dylan exclaimed as he made his way into the kitchen.I on the other hand was on the couch, watching this movie that he picked out saying it was fun. And I regret leaving him to make the choices." Well the girl has always been disturbing me for a favor she owes me and I seized the opportunity " I shrugged " Did you just call handing over your little sister to a complete stranger an opportunity?" He emerged from the kitchen with a new bowl of popcorn and a roo
Bullied   I believe
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Bullied   Pray for me
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Bullied   Bleeding out
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Bullied   Everybody hates me
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