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2020-11-28 08:37:21🎶 suicide if you ever try to let go
I'm sad I know, yeah I'm sad I know,yeah🎶SAD - XXXTENTACIONbeep. beep. beep.
Continuously repeating itself meanwhile my body felt stiff.
I inhaled a really deep breath and caught a whiff of disinfectant mixed with bleach.
something's not right.
Opening my eyes by an inch, all I saw was white.
could this be heaven?
But pastor's always said in paradise all things are beautiful. So heaven should at least smell like a lovely fragrance?
I opened my eyes wider and saw a loop of wires.
definitely not heaven.
So
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