Kat’s P.O.V
It was my first day of junior year and for some reason I was a lot more nervous than usual. I’m not sure why though, It’s not like this year is going to be any different than the last. As I walk over to my closet I decide to throw on some high waisted shorts and a white v neck top to go with it. Once I was satisfied with my choice of clothing I then bring myself into the bathroom in order to face my current state. My drained and tired eyes meet my reflection, having me immediately go to apply some concealer under my bags in order to appear more alive. After spending a few more minutes doing my makeup, I then pull my hair into a messy bun before grabbing my belongings and walking out of my bedroom. I quickly walk down the short staircase that lead into our kitchen space before grabbing a bagel for breakfast and rushing out of the house. My feet carry me down the semi vacant street as a dark red jeep pulls up behind me before honking its horn and taking me by surprise. I immediately flinch at the loud sound, having my body somewhat tense in fear before realizing that it was just my best friends Ella and Aubrey. A huge smile makes its way into my lips as I look over at the two people I care most about. We've been best friends longer than I can even remember. We tell each other everything and I know that I can trust them with my life. “Come on bitch! Get in!!” Ella yells out in excitement, having Aubrey cheer in agreement. I laugh at the two of them before quickly making my way over to their car and climbing my way into the back seat. “Hey guys! I missed you so much!” I say truthfully, as I pull the both of them in for a hug. “I knowwww we missed you too! Summer went by so slow without you. How was staying with your aunt in Cleveland by the way?” Aubrey says as we all pull away from each others embrace. “Ugh! Like hell. There was absolutely nothing to do out there and trust me when I tell you… absolutely no cute guys to look at. I felt like I was in prison. The only thing I could do to help pass the time was to look at videos of hot celebrities all day and that didn’t even help.” I somewhat joke as Ella begins driving once again. “Yeah that sounds awful I’m sorry love. But good thing you’re back now, we’ll make up for all of the lost time.” Ella says confidently “And all of the countless hours you spent drooling over mediocre men in Hollywood.” Aubrey laughs, insulting my current taste in men. I roll my eyes jokingly at her statement before deciding to speak up once again. “Excuse me…. Jack gilinsky is not mediocre!!! He just isn’t as well known. I’m sorry but not every man can have the social status of Ian somerhalder or Justin Bieber.” I say, defending my current fixation. Aubrey laughs at my statement before raising her hand in the air and waving off my previous statement. “Yeah whatever. Jack isn’t even that cute. You really need better taste in men.” She says in a joking manner, though I know she was being serious. “Glad you think so.” Our conversation soon comes to a halt as we find ourselves pulling into the parking lot of our three story highschool. I sigh at the sight, feeling defeated in the fact that my stress free summer had officially ended and my stress filled year had begun. Once we find a parking spot near the main building we each walk side by side along one another before eventually retrieving our schedules to find out that we have just about every class together. A cheer of excitement escapes the three of us as I now know that I was worrying all this time for nothing. Maybe this year really will be easy. Shit, maybe it’ll even be fun. That, would be a first. We headed to first period and immediately took our seats beside one another. As we wait for class to start, I find myself growing depressed by the current selection of guys that I would be having class with this year. Ugh, I was really hoping that we’d get some type of eye candy this year! I’m so tired of seeing the same faces of these disgusting fuck boys over and over again. Can’t we get something new?!! Feeling defeated at the lack of options, I find myself going into my many archives I created over the summer for Jack gilinsky. God, he’s so hot. Why can’t we get guys that look like this at our school? “You’re telling me that you don’t find him attractive?!” I ask Aubrey as I show her my favorite photo of Jack. Aubrey peels her eyes away from her phone before focusing her attention over to me. She looks down at the shirtless photo of Jack before scrunching her nose up in what looked to be distaste. “Um… no. Not at all actually.” She says. This bitch is crazy. “Ya know, I always knew you had some type of mental illness, but I’m starting to think you need to be admitted now.” I joke. “Says the girl drooling over some guy she’s never even met.” Ella chimes in. “What the fuck ever.” I say, dismissing them both as I go back to admire Jacks grace. After scrolling through countless photos and videos of Jack, my thoughts become interrupted by by the sound of Ella’s voice. “Helloooo??? Earth to Kat!” She says, breaking me out of my lustful trance. “Dear God Kat! Is this all you did all summer? Sit here and stalk this poor guy?” Aubrey questions, looking at me as if I were dense. “And so what if I did? It’s not like there was anything better to do while I was locked up in Cleveland!” I say, defending my action. Ella shakes her head at me in disbelief before speaking up once more. “If you’re really that obsessed with him, why don’t you just dm him?” She suggests, making my eyes grow wide. “What?! No! Are you crazy? It’s not like he’s going to respond to me anyways and I’ll just look like another desperate fan trying to sleep with him.” I confess. “Well, what do you think you look like right now.” Aubrey snorts, causing me to roll my eyes at her. “Haha. Very funny.” I sigh After a moment of silence Ella quickly reaches over my desk and grabs my phone before I have the chance to protest. “What the fuck Ella?!! Give me my phone! Are you mental?!!” I shriek. She smiles deviously at me before frantically typing down on my screen. Panic takes over me as I continue to try and reach for my phone before finally succeeding after my fifth attempt. To JackGilinsky: Hey Jack, can I talk to you about something? It’s really important. Anger immediately rises within my chest as I look down at the words in which she already sent. I was scared that sending him that message would make him think that I was just some random girl that he hooked up with one night and got pregnant or something. I was scared that he was going to think I was just someone trying to scam him of some sort. I was terrified that she actually took my phone and messaged him from my account . But, like usual Ella and Aubrey didn't listen to any of my concern and decided to do what they saw fit. I was mad at them for not listening and making me seem like some type of hoe I front of Jack but… at the same time, I wasn't going to delete the d.m. “Oops, sorry! My fingers slipped.” Ella says, causing Aubrey to chuckle in amusement. “I literally hate you guys.” I say before locking my phone and placing it into my bag. The first period bell finally rings, having the class officially begin. As the teacher proceeds to introduce herself I find myself tuning out her words and indulging into my own thoughts. Maybe I should just delete the Dm. What if Jack sees this and thinks I have to tell him something detrimental? What would I even say to him if he were to reply? How would I even be able to hold a proper conversation with him. Ugh! I should’ve never told them about my obsession, that was my mistake. The rest of the day went by really fast because we didn't really have much to do seeing as it was our first day back. As we spent hours learning about different class rules and procedures I managed to almost completely forget about the embarrassing way Ella tried to present me to Jack. After the last bell for class rang, the three of us decided that shopping would alleviate the stress of being back in school so we decided to rewards ourselves by going to the mall. We walk around the different stores just laughing and enjoying each others company when the vibration of my phone catches my attention. Jack Gilinsky replied to your d.m.Kat’s P.O.V I started to scream and shake as I looked down at my phone trying to process what was going on. Everyone stopped and stared at me and I could tell my friends were getting embarrassed. "What happened?" " Are you okay?" I looked at them and tried to tell them what was going on but words wouldn't escape my mouth. I stood there in complete shock and rose my hand to show them what was happening. Aubrey's jaw dropped to the floor and Ella snatched my phone out of my hand. As much as I wanted to slap her and take my phone back I couldn't because my feet felt like they were stuck in cement. She immediately opened the d.m and that's when all of a sudden I could move again. I grabbed my phone and tried to breath. But I couldn't bc JACK GILINSKY had responded to me. ~ Me: Hey can I talk to you it's really important... Jack: Yeah what's on your mind?😏 I started to freak out like why tf did he use that emoji? Maybe he's into me but then again he's dating the most go
Jack: I figured that wasn't all that you wanted 😚 My face instantly lit up and my cheeks immediately got warm and I knew I was blushing. But then I felt immediately guilty for calling Aubrey a slut and making her feel bad about herself...I'm a horrible friend. I was just upset with her in that moment, I wasn’t thinking clearly but obviously she was only just trying to help me. Why would I even think anything different? We’ve been great friends all of these years, she’s never done anything other than be there for me. God, I’m so stupid! ~Six weeks later~ Me and Jack have been d.ming everyday for six weeks now and I'd say that our friendship is getting really strong. I still get really excited and shaky every time he replies to me only bc I'm like a super fan girl. I’m not sure why I still feel like this though because to me he’s not a stranger anymore. Me, Ella and Aubrey had just made up since I had stormed out calling Aubrey a slut. They had came over for us
Me: I really need to see u too☺️ buuuuuuutttttt... I don't have enough money to buy a ticket to come meet u, let alone see u preform. I felt kinda bad bc I know how bad he wanted to meet me and it's even more frustrating bc he doesn't even understand HOW BAD I NEEEEEDDDDD TO MEET HIM! Jack: its okay I'll figure something out It kinda made me feel special that he would try and work something out just so that he could meet/hang out with me. But I didn't want him to go through all of that trouble. Me: u really don't have to do that Jack: ik but I want to. I started to smile at the fact that he truly did want to meet me and he wasn't just pretending to. ~5 days later~ Jack and jack were in Houston and we were both really eager to meet each other. When he had gotten to his hotel room he called me and told me to come to his hotel and to bring a couple of people. I didn't really want to go to his hotel room at 3 o'clock in the morning bc then that would mean that I would have
~Kat's P.O.V~ When he answered you could hear her practically scream at him through the phone. I was sitting on his lap when he answered so I could hear everything she said clearly. My facial expressions changed and he got up and left the room to finish his conversation with her. When he was leaving the room he kept saying "baby, baby chill out" I know I didn't have the right to be jealous since he was talking to his girlfriend but I was. I hated him calling her baby, I hated that he had to leave to talk to her! When he came back in the room he seemed angry but not just angry in general he seemed angry towards me. He grabbed my arm and pulled me outside the room to talk/yell at me. "Why the fuck didn't you tell me that Madison had you on snapchat? I would've never kissed you if I would've known!" He said that so coldly and it made my heart sink. "Why the fuck are you so mad? I didn't fucking know she added me back on snapchat I didn't even know she knew
"where the hell have you been?" My dad said sternly. " I'm sorry I had to get up early and go c.v.s to get some pads because I started my period and I ran out" I looked down at the ground because I wouldn't dare lie to my parents face like that. "Katrina Jeffries are you telling us the truth?" my mom said in a sweet but pitiful voice. "yes! but I'm really tired so im just going to go to bed now" I said, now walking upstairs. My parents didn't say anything after that, they believed me. How could I just lie to my parents like that? I'm going to hell...it's official now. When I got to my room I attempted to sleep away what just had happened but I couldn't seem to sleep. I couldn't stop thinking about how soft and passionate his kiss was, how good his body felt on mine, how our bodies moved in perfect sync, and most of all I could stop thinking about how much I craved his touch. I awoke to a knock at my door, it was my mom. "honey your father and I ma
I hesitantly walked over there and opened the window allowing Jack to climb in. "How do you know where I live?" I said with a bitchy attitude. "Don't worry about it" he said smirking "Listen Jack I like you but you obviously don't like me, and if you do then oh well because your rude! Ur a fucking bitch and since you think I'm a slut then you can leave!" I didn't mean half the words I said, I meant the exact opposite. I wanted him to want me as much as I wanted him. He didn't listen to anything I said, he bit his lip and grabbed my hips pulling me closer to him. "Aww babe you know I didn't mean any of that, I was just mad." He cupped my cheek and pulled me in for a kiss...I moved my head causing him to kiss my cheek. "What the fuck?" He said sounding really pissed. "Jack I like you but I'm not gonna be your re-bound!" I said letting a tear fall from my eyes. I immediately wiped it away not wanting him to know how hurt I was by him. He moved closer to me and pressed his lips
Jack just stood there without saying anything, he was speechless. So was I but not because I got caught, because he looked so God damn sexy. My dad's voice snapped me back into reality. "Who the hell is this? And why doesn't he have a shirt on?" He pulled off the covers on my bed to see my half naked body. " And why don't you have any clothes on?" He looked at me, then jack. I swear he looked as though he was going to kill him, but he somehow kept his composure. "Dad this is Jack, Jack Gilinsky he's the famous singer that I've been obsessing over" My dad's face lighted up a bit, and jack smiled when he heard me say I was obsessed over him. I slightly chuckled and then my dad instantly got furious. "You still haven't answered my question, why the fuck is he shirtless in your closet and why the fuck are you half naked?" I swallowed really hard and said the first thing that came to mind. "Dad to answer your question I'm half naked because I was about to go to sleep but
I slowly got out of my car after fixing myself in the mirror. I honestly didn't even know what was going to happen when I walked through those doors. But when I walked in to the house I heard laughing and talking. I followed that noise to the kitchen where I saw my dad and jack laughing and having a good time. The guy that I snuck into my house at night and the man who caught us were sitting in the kitchen enjoying each other's company. That's not weird at all. I just stood there and not knowing what to say or do. "Are you just going to sit there or...?" Jack said laughing. My dad rolled his eyes "clean up this mess!" My dad said pointing to a spotless countertop. He seemed to be still upset and angry with me but totally in love with Jack. Which is so weird because usually it's the other way around. " what mess?!" I asked sounding irritated. "Hey you watch your attitude young lady, I'm not the one sneaking boys in my room!" He said sternly. Jack looked at