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Author: C.J. Primer
last update Last Updated: 2022-09-24 00:12:11

VANESSA

I was a lot like my little sister Mia when I was her age. I was obsessed with princess movies- the kind where a handsome prince or a white knight would rush in and sweep the princess off her feet, then they’d ride off into the sunset together and live happily ever after. As I got older, I recognized that life wasn’t a fairytale, but that didn’t stop me from daydreaming about falling madly in love someday and finding my own happy ending. My parents did. Their relationship is like a real-life fairytale, so it didn’t seem far-fetched to dream of one day having something like that for myself.

Turns out, relationships are far more complicated than I imagined, especially with a dark knight bent on pushing away anyone who gets too close. I took a chance on Callum because he made me feel things that nobody else ever has. He ignited something in me that made me want to take a leap of faith and see where the spark between us could go. Mates or not, he’s the first man I’ve had real feeli
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Marrie Mitipelo
That's...what a Mate does...
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Marrie Mitipelo
...that was hard to read...again...how things played out between Vienna...they Both are having to make decisions about Who they Want, in whose terms, and When...sucks...they don't fight .........
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Roberta Clark
I love this book. Nessa is already in love with Callum and I think he is with her too,or real close to it.
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