Dead.I was dead to my family. Non-existent. Unimportant. The words ring repeatedly in my ears and I tried to convince myself that I misheard him somehow or that he was wrong and they had just made a mistake. But deep down, I knew it was true,After that night, my family never truly saw me as one of them. Father pretended like I was invisible, conversing only when necessary, Dahlia made sure to rub it in my face that she was the jewel in the family, she pretended to be nice outside but at home, she was a real devil. My mother was worse, it was almost like she'd erased my existence from her mind. She never looked at me, talked to me or even acknowledged me.I hadn't realized it then but I was dead to them all these years. The only reason they dropped their pride to speak to me was because their lives were in danger and I was the only person who could rectify the damage. I exhaled shakily,All this time I'd had been living with pent-up guilt, I thought that I was betraying them...that
"Come on, let's go!" I hold a finger up at her, silently asking her to wait. I tightened the strings of my laces, tucking them into my shoes. If there was anything I liked about my sister's outfit choice was her shoes, she'd packed a wide variety, ranging from heels to flats and sneakers. I stand to my feet, testing my new pumps on the floor,"What are you doing?"A voice sounded from behind me and I jumped, turning to face Paige. She had an annoyed expression and her brows were raised high,"I-uh...I was-" She rolled her eyes, grabbing my wrist and not so gently pulling me out of the room. My eyes caught Bree's for a moment and she arched a brow at me, mouthing,"Loser."I scoffed, some people would never change. I allowed Paige to lead me to the dining hall, she'd been acting all jumpy since morning and it turned out that she was just hungry. She skipped dinner last night because of me, I had to make it up to her somehow."I heard they're serving baked potatoes and steak," We were
I sighed for the umpteenth time, lifting my eyes to glare at the duo sitting across from me. They'd been staring since the moment we started eating, and even after my reassurance, they still didn't believe that Jessica wasn't going to act."Are you going to eat or you'll keep staring at my face." I dropped my fork, leaning back to fully examine their faces.Cora had a spoon raised in the air, her mouth wide open and a brow arched questioningly. Paige was looking directly at me, her spoon fiddling with the half-finished meal in front of her. "Nobody is staring at you. You're not that good-looking." Cora muttered, shoving the spoon into her mouth and swallowing.I waved her off, turning to look at Paige who was nibbling at the corner of her mouth. I placed a palm atop hers and her gaze flickered to mine,"Eat," I coaxed, pushing her tray closer, "I'll be fine. I promise."She searched my eyes for what seemed like an eternity...then finally, her shoulders sagged in resignation. "Okay."
"What's your plan?" He blew out a heavy breath, dropping his arms by his side, "We have to break through those barriers. If what's affecting you is psychological then you need to confront it.""And if it's isn't psychological?" I held my breath, searching his eyes desperately, "What if it isn't psychological!?" I asked again, tears now welling in the corner of my eyes.Although it was a relief to hear that I wasn't the cause, this new revelation wasn't soothing either. If the problem isn't psychological or stress-induced then there was no hope of me ever being a full wolf. "I know it is. Research has shown that most cases of half-shifters are due to psychological reasons." He placed both of his hands on my shoulder, and squeezed lightly, "I'll help you break those barriers, little wolf."I wanted so badly to believe him. His eyes were fueled with determination and the reassuring smile on his lips worked in convincing me. I just had to break whatever thing was holding me back mentall
I exhaled loudly, my chest expanding as oxygen rushed into my lungs. My eyelids snapped open and for a moment, everything looked hazy but then I blinked and it returned to normal,Theo's face came into view, he was directly above me, and he had one hand holding the back of my head, and the other was beside my face. He blew out a breath suddenly, his head slumping forward,"Goddess, I thought I lost you back there." I accepted his assistance and he pulled me into a sitting position. His worried eyes searched my face, "Are you okay? What happened?"I licked my dry lips, and swallowed, the movement hurting my throat. I didn't want to relive those memories again, once was enough. So, I shook my head, shakily rising to my feet,"I can't do this, I'm sorry, Theo but I can't." He was up before I said another word, a frown knitting his brows, "Why? What happened back there?" He moved to grab my wrist but I was quick, dodging his hold before he captured me, "This plan," I waved wildly, my
I wheezed in pain, hacking into wild coughs as I staggered back. I tried to block the incoming attack but I wasn't swift enough, my back collided against the jagged surface of the earth beneath me,A strained gasp slithered out of my parted lips and I clutched the side of my ribs. I made no effort to stand, instead lying flat on the ground,"Come on! Get up," I heard him command and I shook my head weakly. This was too much.Boots appeared by the side of my face and when I looked up, I saw Theo scowling down at me, he stretched a hand, which I gratefully accepted, pulling me to my feet. My arm was still wrapped around my mid-region, the other hand cradling the back of my head,"What was that for!?" I cried out, glaring at him the best I could, "This isn't training, you're taking out your frustration on me!" His jaw hung open, mortification plastered on his handsome face, "What!?"I scoffed, fully turning to face him. I wasn't buying his act one bit, we've been training for half an h
"Why were you reaching for my phone?"I froze, starting wide-eyed at the frowning girl, she arched a brow and I coughed awkwardly,"I-uh-I-" I faltered, racking my brain for an excuse, "I wanted to make my bed. I have to keep your phone elsewhere in order to do that."She narrowed her eyes at me and I gulped, smiling warily. When she grinned, her shoulders lifting into a careless shrug, I exhaled in relief."That's fine," She said, and waved her phone around, "Why did you seem tense when I asked you the question, you can be so silly sometimes." She playful poked my cheeks and I laughed nervously.I made quick work of arranging the bed and I slif into it, slipping the duvet over my frame. I watched as Paige resumed typing, her lips drawn into a small smile. Was nobody seeing what I was seeing?I looked around, Bree was already asleep and Diana had her headphones back on, a book on hand. Cora was still focused on her laptop, her face drawn tight. I was the only person who noticed Paige
White.That was the first thing I noticed about the strange room. Everything was a blinding white color; from the walls to the floors, even the single school chair and desk in the center. Everything was stark white, I squinted, the doors closing shut behind me as I walked further into the empty room. The fluorescent bulbs cast a bright light around the space, there were no doors, another weird detail, except the one I came in through. Four walls surrounded me, a closed window and what seemed to be a smart TV perched on the wall across me.The screen suddenly came to life and I jumped in shock, a hand on my racing heart. I blinked as the face of a man came to view, an older-looking wolf with bright ombre eyes and a charming grin on his mouth,"Number 95?" He asked, tilting his head a bit to the side when I remained gaping, wide-eyed, "Take a seat, dear."I shut my mouth quickly, taking a hesitant breath as I stalked forward. The smile never left his face, eyes watching every of my move
|SIX YEARS LATER|Castle Black, Pack Black Haven(Capital city).Another chapter. Another day, combined with hours of waiting and anticipating his return. It is cold, dreadfully so and it seems like no matter the amount of layers I put on, I will still remain frozen. Maybe it is because I am pregnant but Paige says I should keep warm, so the child wouldn't end up a white wolf as his mother. But I am doubtful, the doctor already said that one of the children will take on my gene, I only wonder who."Your highness!"Today, I had nothing important to do, asides settling a dispute between two neighbours who claimed ownership over a goat. Unlike what I'd expected, a Queen didn't have much duties asides making sure that the capital was in order. It took months to help the beggars on the streets and even longer to put an end to alleyway bag thiefs. I had to persuade the council to fund an open house for the poor and needy plus two orphanages as well."Your Highness!!"At first, they were skep
Gorgeous.The girl staring back at me was so unbelievably gorgeous, it shocked me to the core. Her snow blonde hair was thrown over a shoulder in beautiful waves, golden flowers were pinned in different angles of her head. Her ruby red lips would put the colour of blood to shame and kohl-rimmed eyes blinked back at me."You are truly stunning, Luna Emma," The voice from behind me was almost starling and I tore my eyes away from my reflection to stare at Lady Calloway who had an expression of awe etched on her features.I smiled grimly, looking back at the mirror. The gown I wore was a shimmering blue, the same shade as her eyes. Although she truly looked stunning, her lips were pulled down into a small frown.I blew out a heavy breath, twisting around to face the woman in front of me, "Do you really think I would be a good Queen?" I asked hesitantly, chewing on the inside of my cheek.Lady Calloway smiled gently, crouching and placing a palm above my hand, "I think you will make a gr
I stirred on the bed, stretching my limbs with a pop. My eyelids fluttered open, lips parting to release a drawn out yawn,I winced softly, rubbing my exposed tummy. My vision was a bit blurry and I squinted when I turned towards the window, the bright morning light shining in my direction."You're awake," I whipped in the direction of the voice, my lips pulling into a lazy smile. Theo walked around the bed towards my end and leaned to press a soft kiss on my head. He was still shirtless but had donned on a different pair of pants that looked a little bit oversized. His hair was messy on top of his head and there was a twinkle in his eyes, one I hadn't seen before. "Sleep good?" I shook my head, pointing between my legs, "I feel sore," My voice came out as a small whine causing him to huff out a short laugh."I knew you would say that, hence I prepared a warm bath for you,."I frowned at his statement. Warm bath?My question was brought to a cease when he moved his hands beneath my
The hem of my robe dragged across the floor as I walked, the candle was resting perfectly on the inside of my palm and I had to keep from wincing every time the hot wax dropped on my skin. It was dark, the moon hadn't fully risen yet all we had as illumination was the dim light of the bulbs overhead and the large rose-scented candles in our grip.The lady in front stopped suddenly, causing all of us to grind to a halt. She turned to look at me and for a moment, the corner of her lips curled upwards. Lad Calloway nudged her head towards the close door,"This is his chamber, wait inside until he comes." I inhaled deeply before expelling the air. In one swift motion, I turned towards the door and tipped my chin in a confident manner,"Open it," I said, my determined gaze set on the embellishments on the wooden entrance.Tonight was the night everyone had been anticipating, including me. The mating ceremony was a revered ritual among us, it was when two people either chosen or fated mate
I took in a deep breath after explaining, watching warily for his reaction. His face was gloom and drawn tight, there was a little furrow between his brows which meant that he was still digesting everything.Finally, he exhaled before shifting to properly look at me, "Why didn't you tell me? I would've ripped the bastard's head right off."I smiled wryly, tightening our conjoined fingers together, "Trust me, I wanted to do that too. I debated if killing was the best idea and then choose not to do it.""Why?" He asked curiously and I chuckled softly, bumping my shoulders against his."Because," I started, drawling in a tired manner, "For people like Hansen, their lives matter less to them but their prestige on the other hand?" I shook my head, "That's what their entire world is built upon." Theo hummed thoughtfully, his eyes glazing over. Suddenly he smiled brightly, throwing an arm over my shoulder, "I'm glad I have such a smart mate."I rolled my eyes, stifling the giggle that was t
I stared at my reflection in the large mirror, my fingers playing with the silk robe tied around my waist. After the whole contest yesterday, I was brought into the Queen's quarters and was given strict instructions not to leave there until instructed. Apparently, I had to be cleansed and purified before the mating process began.The dowager had asked me to phone my family and order them to be on their way so they would make it in time for the coronation. That was this morning and I haven't picked up my phone yet,"Black looks good on you,"I flinched, whipping around to face the intruder. Theo was casually leaning against the wall, arms crossed against his chest and a serious look in his eyes,I frowned, puzzled by his appearance, "How-when did you get here?"He shrugged, pushing himself from the wall and stalking towards me, "A while back,"I sighed and turned to face the morrow away, my fingers still fiddling with the knot in front. When he wrapped his large arms around my waist, I
"Should I be scared or nervous?"I gave the man a grim smile, pushing the small cup of tea towards him before grabbing my own. I gingerly took a sip, savoring in the warm sweetness that invaded my tongue instantly,"Which one of the two do you think is more appropriate?" I asked, arching a brow when he pushed his cup away, a small gesture but one I caught nonetheless.I gave him a look, one he not-so-politely ignored, clearing his throat loudly, "I don't quite know, you're no longer a contestant anymore but the mate of the Alpha and future Queen of the entire werekind. It would be stupid not to feel some amount of petrification." My lips curled and I slowly placed the cup back on the table, smacking my lips together, "I'll be straight with you, Lord Hansen," That piqued his attention causing him to lean nearer, "I called you here for one specific reason,"Something akin to uneasiness flashed in his eyes but he quickly concealed it with a cocky smile, "Do tell," "Jessica." I said si
When I was younger, I always wished that I would get like my sister's colour of wolf. Dahlia was my role model, everything she did, I copied and she loved it too so it was only natural that I got her colour. But sometimes, in the secret I would wish for my mother's colour too, hers was a beautiful grey and I loved the way the fur looked underneath the moonlight. Never in my life would I imagine being a white wolf. A wolf so powerful, they were regarded as too much for the werekind. A wolf so special, they were rare to find.So why, why did the moon goodness find me fit to become one?My eyes flew open, burning so bright and powerful. It felt like the sun was scorching me from inside and I couldn't help it. A piercing scream ripped its way from my chest and I curled into myself,My wolf emerged like lightning, spearing through my entire system. My eyes flew open and I shook my head but I realized that I wasn't in my human form anymore.Jessica looked stunned, her jaw was hanging open
The arena was filled to the brim, I was very much certain of that. They had used the same place as the first round where we had to go through different obstacle courses, the same place where I had purposefully broken my leg in a bid to avoid what I was presently doing.I looked around me, at the wild crowd cheering and crying. Their sentences almost inaudible since they were all yelling at once, excitement and tension pooled in my stomach,My eyes met my opponent's but she wasn't focused on me, her gaze was on the crowd. She was smiling and waving at them as though they were chanting for her, probably they were I couldn't hear anything either ways. I wondered if Lord Hansen had told her that his plan had flopped and there was nothing holding me back now. I wondered if she knew just how dangerous I could be once I shifted."Werewolves and shewolves," Lady Calloway spoke through the loud microphone that carried her voice round the entire auditorium. "The moment we have finally been wai