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MilaI sighed as his fingers combed through my hair and carefully eased the knots in them. I closed my eyes my head resting against his muscular chest as we sat in a rocking chair, looking out the patio door. The sun was setting and the sky was a beautiful shade of pink and purple but what had me sighing in contentment was the man whose one arm was around my waist and another on the back of my head.I grabbed his wrist that was resting on my stomach and turned his hand between mine. “Are you ever going to tell me what happened to your fingers?” I asked. I have asked this same questions for the last few days and he hadn’t answered me once.“It’s nothing.” The same answer he had been giving me every time.“Then let me check…” I wasn’t going to but I touched the white bandaged and he pus
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Mila I had only come out to have a glass of water but angry voices had stopped me short and then I had heard him. My golden panther had sounded lethal and cutting as he was saying, “—that makes her a part of my family.” My heart had stopped before restarting again. “Two days. And not more than that.” The older man with glassy blue eyes like the frozen lake had replied, “I am starting to think you were just trying to push the inevitable and you don’t have anything to back up your claim. So I am giving you two days and after that I’ll have these very men coming here and dragging her by her hair to me so I could right the wrong done so many years ago.” He turned around and tapped his cane with every step he walked out, leaving a frigid cold behind. Now as my protective golden God hugged me tight to himself, I felt my heart trembling as if it feared what
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