Sam stretched as she woke the next morning. She felt more rested and relaxed than she had in a long time despite a raging headache assaulting her. Sam slowly opened one eye but closed it quickly as the rays of sunlight were like knives stabbing into her brain. She groaned quietly burying her head in her pillow when a hand that wasn’t hers brushed her thigh.
Only barely suppressing a shriek of surprise Sam felt a stubble-covered chin brush against her shoulder that made her shiver with delight and the muscles of her lower belly clinch with yearning. Carefully she moved over closer to the edge of the bed so she could turn her head and look at the man that lay next to her. A small smile broke across her lips as she remembered what happened the night before. Even though he was asleep with his face smashed against his pillow he was still so sexy.
Her face warmed with a hint of embarrassment as she remembered everything she had done last night even if it was the most incredible night ever. Her body grew warm and the longing to repeat it all washed over her. With a deep breath to calm her raging hormones, Sam turned back around, trying not to wake him. She looked at the clock on the nightstand near her and jumped out of the bed, her plane was going to leave in two hours!
Sam cringed as she heard the man groan. He rolled over still asleep and she let out a sigh of relief. As much as she wanted to spend all her time repeating what they’d done last night again…and again, she was convinced he wouldn’t feel the same now that he was sober. Sam had always heard of the beer goggle effect and didn’t want to ruin her experience with his look of rejection once he saw her.
Being as quiet as she could, Sam tiptoed around the bed grabbing her clothing, and rushed to the bathroom. Sam dressed quickly and finger brushed her hair so that she at least appeared somewhat presentable. She quietly snuck towards the door. With one last glance at the sleeping man, she left the room quietly.
A half-hour later Sam entered her hotel room in a rush and Tabby gave her a stern look. “Finally, damn I was starting to think you planned on staying here.”
Sam blushed for the millionth time in twenty-four hours. She dashed over to the dresser and ripped open the drawers. She threw her clothes into her old brown suitcase while Tabby stood there with her eyebrows raised and foot tapping. “Well?”
“Well, what? I am afraid I don’t know what you are talking about,” Sam replied with a mocked look of confusion on her face as she finished emptying the dresser.
“Samantha Isabel Peters, You know perfectly well what I am talking about. You spend the night with a cute guy which you just met last night, and are playing dumb with me! Spill it!” Tabby insisted with slight irritation.
Sam giggled as if she was a giddy teenager while attempting to zip her overfilled suitcase. “Well,” she started slowly. “It was awesome and probably the most amazing night of my life. I can’t believe it happened,” she confessed with a dreamy look in her eyes. Tabby gave her an “I told you so” look. Sam released a playful sigh and hugged her friend. “Okay, you were right. This was a good idea. Now, let’s hurry we have a plane to catch.”
Monday morning came all too soon as Sam smashed the snooze button of her alarm clock. She wished she didn’t have to go to work. The hangover was gone, but she still felt tired from the entirety of the weekend. Sam groaned and buried her head in her pillow, but a smile crossed her face. She remembered the events of Saturday night and her body instantly started to awake with desire at the memory. Sam now understood how a woman could become addicted to a man. It was a good thing he was so far away because Sam was already on her way to becoming a junkie on the pleasure he gave her in just one night.
She closed her eyes and remembered all she could about the man and what he made her feel. Sam’s body burned with arousal, but her alarm clock rudely brought her back to earth. Sam glared at the little black device with irritation. “Fine, I am going,” she snapped feeling frustrated. Getting up from the bed, Sam thought the woman that got to have that grade A man every day could call herself a very lucky woman. How she’d love to be that woman!
A pang of longing and loneliness hit her as she realized it would never be her. She would never have a man like that ever again, or even a night like that again. Her smile dimmed at the thought as she walked into the bathroom. Tabby was probably right; Sam would end up being one of those old ladies with a hundred cats. She shuddered at the thought and got into the shower. As much as she loved cats, she didn’t like the idea of becoming the cat lady.
Shaking away the dark thoughts, Sam focused on the new employee her father was so excited about. From what she heard, the guy was supposed to be a big deal in the accounting world and her father was lucky to have gotten him to agree to work for the company. Sam’s only hope he wasn’t some cocky jerk that expected everyone to treat him with some kind of royal treatment. He probably was. He probably knew how much of a big deal he was and was going to make sure everyone knew it.
Scowling at the idea of having an entitled brat at work, Sam got out of the shower and dried herself off. It was a shame she couldn’t call in sick or something but she knew her father wouldn’t allow it. With one last sigh, Sam wrapped a towel around her and left the bathroom, passing a glance at the clock on her nightstand. “Crap, I am running late, Dad’s going to kill me!” Sam dashed to the dresser, thanking God she always prepared her clothes the day before.
She threw the towel on the bed and dressed in record time only to rush back into the bathroom. She pulled her wild brown locks into a tightly organized bun. She debated on eating something or just heading to work for a moment then decided against breakfast grabbing her keys that sat in a little china bowl on a table near the door.
As Sam parked the car in the parking lot and ran to the office, she took a glance at her phone and smiled triumphantly. She was right on time. The smile faded though as she remembered that her father demanded she come in early today. Oh well, it’s not like he should be surprised at this point, Sam thought as she walked inside. She gave Mrs. Simpson a quick good morning and started to dash to her desk when she noticed her father was stomping in her direction.
He may not be surprised, but he could still be pissed. Obviously. Her father stopped just before her and raised one stern eyebrow at her and a hard frown crossed his face as he awaited her explanation. “I am sorry Mr. Peters. My alarm clock went all funky on me,” she lied, smoothing out the little wrinkles in her clothes caused by her rush. That seemed to calm him slightly and Sam allowed herself a small quiet sigh of relief.
“Well David has already arrived and met everyone except you,” he stated bitterly. She was just about to apologize when Tabby came up to them. Sam shot her friend a bright smile and good morning. Tabby was like an accountant wizard and Sam didn’t understand why her father made such a big deal about this David guy when he had her.
“Good Morning Mr. Peters, Sam may I have a word with you please,” Tabby said, giving Sam a look she didn’t quite understand.
“Does it have to be now Tabitha?” Her father asked with an air of impatience.
“Yes!” Tabby said almost with a sense of urgency. “I mean yes sir, it’s important,” she added more calmly. Sam eyed her friend suspiciously as her father sighed, and nodded.
“Hurry up, we have work to do and you still need to meet David,” he told her harshly then turned around and walked back to his office.
Before Sam could ask what was going on, Tabby grabbed her shoulders and pushed her towards the bathrooms down the hall. “What the hell, Tabbs? What’s wrong?”
“David Andrews…you know the new guy,” Tabby started, nearly bouncing in place from excitement.
“Yeah what about him? Is he a real ass?” Sam asked, not sure what about this guy could have her friend reacting this way.
Tabby shook her head. “No, it’s not that, it’s him!” Her voice rose to a squeak.
Still very confused, Sam asked, “Him who?”
A wicked glint erupted in Tabby’s eyes and a sly smile slipped across her full lips. “David Andrews is….” She paused looking excited.
“Tabs, I love you, but we have work to do. He is what?”
“Your hottie from New York,” she answered slowly.
Sam stared at her, taking a moment to fully process what Tabby had said then she could feel the blood literally drain from her face. “What?” she managed to squeak out. She had to have heard her friend wrong. That wasn’t possible. Not even fate could be that cruel. No, she had to have heard her wrong. Totally. Dead Wrong.
“You’ve got to be kidding me!” Sam exclaimed, feeling light-headed. “Are you sure?” Sam grabbed the edge of the sink as the world was starting to tilt.“Of course I’m sure Sam,” Tabby told her with a sly smile. Sam glared at her friend.
The day passed quickly and it appeared her plan was working to perfection. She hadn’t had to speak to or see David Andrews again. She glanced at her wristwatch and saw it was time for lunch. “Thank God the first part is over,” Sam mumbled as she got up from her chair and grabbed her purse. She made a mad dash for the door to only run into a large wall of muscle halfway there. She started to lose her balance and someone held on to her waist preventing her from falling.
“I still don’t see why you have to go all the way to Illinois to work,” David’s mother complained twisting the cloth napkin in her hands and David’s father took his wife’s hand in his. He gave her a kiss on the back of her palm and the worry in her face decreased enormously.
“Your hottie?” David asked and she turned to face him. Her cheeks were bright pink, turning red. She gave him a nervous smile that made his heart skip a beat. “She said it, not me. That’s Wallflower,” she told him with a soft musical voice that made his heart race even faster. Wallflower, he repeated in silently wondering about the nicknames before he noticed that she was nearly at the bar. With a slight sense of panic, he rushed over to where she was. He didn’t want to let her get too far away from him and allow the chance for some other man to step in and take her away.
As soon as the door was shut he pinned her against the wall with his body, his desire was just too great, he needed to kiss her again now. “Now where did we leave off,” he asked gruffly and another sexy smile crossed her lips that just increased his lust. He crashed his lip against hers and she wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling herself against him. David let his hand slowly run down her sides till he reached her hips.
David arrived in Illinois but had a hell of a time trying to find the little town of Green River, not even his cab driver knew where it was. Nearly three hours after he had landed he finally found the tiny town and his even smaller hotel. After he had called his parents to let them know he was in Green River, David collapsed on the small hard bed, exhausted. The evening was setting in and even though he had barely eaten the whole day the only thing he wanted to do was try to get some sleep.
“I…I…am not running off! I am just leaving for lunch,” she said, her voice still rough and it was threatening his control. He had a couple of ideas of what she could do for lunch and none of them had to do anything with eating food. Snap out of it, David scolded himself. He couldn’t screw it up by acting like a hormonal teenager.
Sam shifted her salad around with her fork. Her stomach demanded food but when she ate a few bites, it threatened to return them. She sighed and glanced around the dinner. Everyone, there was eyeing them and talking in hushed whispers. She could only imagine what they must be saying about her. It would only be a matter of time before her father found out. God if she could only turn back time to Saturday night and stop herself from going to that club.
Now two more days had passed and Sam sat on the black sofa staring out the window watching the morning pass once more feeling depressed. Her Christmas break was nearly over and she would have to return to Illinois in a couple of days causing her to be torn. She didn’t want to go back and leave David. Just the idea made her sink into depression even more. Here she was perfectly happy but she loved school and she didn’t want to just throw the year away.She took another drink from her cup and chewing on her bottom lip lost in deep thought. “You’re looking way too serious too early in the morning,” David teased coming into the room and sitting next to her, wrapping his arms around her waist and resting his chin on her shoulder.“What are you doing up so early?” She asked him and kissed him on the cheek.
The hallway to the apartment of David’s parent’s home felt like death row to Sam, each step forward was bringing her closer to her atrocious death. She smoothed over the skirt of her dress nervously wondering if she made the right choice of clothing, or if her hair should have been pulled up instead of left down, and so many other questions ran through her mind.“Remember to breathe Sam,” David told her with a teasing smile as he knocked on his parent’s door and Sam gave him a weak smile. His mother opened the door. She had the same color of hair and eyes as David, she was elegantly dressed, and to put it simply she was breathtakingly beautiful. The woman smiled at David but when she noticed Sam, her smile grew.Next thing Sam knew the woman had swallowed her in a tight hug and kissed her on the cheek. “Why she is beautiful i
Sam sat on the leather couch holding the warm cup of coffee in her hands, looking out the large window in front of her, watching the sunrise. She took a drink from the cup smiling remembering the last few days. It had been the best in her life by far. Mark had proposed to Tabby when they had gone out for last night for Christmas Eve. She was the reason Sam was up so early, Tabby had called her at five in the morning to tell her the news.Sam smiled again, thinking of the conversation, as she took another drink of her coffee. She hoped it would help calm her nerves, today they were going over to David’s parent’s house for Christmas. Sam was running through possible ways to get out of it, she was sure they’d hate her for what she did to their son, and she was still sure the incident in the kitchen wasn’t going to help her case any.Taking
The trip to his apartment never seemed longer, as David glanced over towards Sam. He couldn’t believe she was sitting right next to him and he was going to take her home. His blood was boiling and his body was burning when they got to his apartment. As soon as he closed the door he pulled her against him and he trailed desperate kisses down her neck wrapping one arm around her waist and the other hand buried itself in her beautiful brown hair. She giggled quietly.“You’re not even going to show me your apartment first?” she asked him teasingly with a rough, husky voice, God how he missed that sound.“There is only one room you need to see right now,” He told her picking her up and tossing her over his shoulder. She screamed in surprise.“Oh God, David what are you doing?&rdq
David stood out of the club, surprised by how nervous he was. Mark had already gone in, but David still stood on the sidewalk. He took a deep breath in an attempt to calm himself and entered the crowded club. It didn’t take long for David to find Sam among the crowd. His heart stumbled at the sight of her. She was at a table talking to the Pansey. David rubbed his still sore jaw while he watched the two. When he caught Robert’s eye, the other man gave him a small nod. Just as they planned, he made some kind of excuse to leave Sam.David frowned, watching with jealousy as she pleaded with Robert to stay then looked hurt when he refused. It was easy to see she wasn’t the same woman he’d first met in this club. She was paler and thinner than he remembered, with a general air of defeat about her. Slowly he managed to get himself walking towards her when she suddenly got up,
When Sam finally woke it was already late in the morning. She stretched then rolled over onto her stomach still not ready to get up. She knew as soon as she did, everyone was going to be telling her to talk to David. Why did every friend she have want to butt in her life and tell her what she should do? Couldn’t she just be left alone to do as she wished? Sam frowned when a knock on the door answered her.Speak of the devil she thought sourly and she turned her head away from the door with no intention of opening it. Just a few more hours. She only needed a few more hours then she would be ready to deal with her friends. Snuggling into the pillow, Sam proclaimed it her new best friend with a smile on her face. The knocking ceased and Sam sang victory bringing the blankets to her chin, that was until her door opened and Robert walked in.She stared a
“Why the hell do you give a damn?” David demanded. Honestly, he wasn’t sure how to answer him.Robert frowned at him, looking displeased which pleased David just fine.“Well David, Samantha loves you,” Robert said with the same casualness Tabby had used.David stood there too shocked to say anything.“Unfortunately she is too scared of your reaction and losing you all over again to actually come here and tell you so herself,” Robert finished.Still surprised by what he said, David let his anger answer for him. “So basically she is a chicken shit coward and sent her boy toy to do the dirty work?”“Watch it,&rdq
David sat on the sofa looking out at the city skyline with an untouched beer in his hand. After that lunch, with Tabby, he’d stopped using women as a distraction. Seeing the hurt he was causing was all he needed to realize the horrible person he was turning into.With a newfound determination, he made himself forget about Sam and he thought he had successfully done it until he accidentally heard Tabby talking with Mark. She was sounded so excited that David couldn’t help but listen in. He couldn’t believe how those few simple words, “Sam’s coming to New York,” had affected him.David came to realize he hadn’t even come close to moving on. Despite his anger, he couldn’t help but feel a small hope that she was coming to see him too. But as always with Sam, she was nothing but betrayal and pain he realized as Tabby m
The restaurant looked nice, which didn’t surprise Sam any, Tabby always had good taste. They sat at the table the waiter led them to. Tabby and Robert chatted away, they seemed to get along very well, but Sam wasn’t listening. She was lost in her thoughts while she looked out the window of the restaurant, remembering that fateful weekend that had brought her and Tabby to the city for the first time.It seemed like a lifetime ago and she wasn’t the same person anymore. That carefree and happy Sam was gone and replaced by the worried and guilt-ridden Sam, who wasn’t sure if she could remember what being happy was like anymore. Her thoughts turned to David, she wondered as she had done so many times before. Where he was, what he was doing, who was he with? She felt her pulse quicken as she thought he could be possibly any one of the people that busily rushed past by the window.