Deanna made it to the front of the house. When she felt another kick from the baby. She rested her hands there for a minute and looked down. This baby was supposed to the first in something that was better. Max had shown her more love than anyone else. She knew what he thought. She was like his brother. She had killed her own sister.
He wouldn’t believe her when she told him if she ever got the chance too. He had made up his mind already. The pain was washing over her again. It was everywhere. Her family finally got the best of her. She would never be any different than them.
The baby would be better off with him. She would ruin it. She felt the burning in her chest again. She found it hard to breathe. She knew everything would be better without her there. It was all because of her. Everything bad her family did was
As soon as they got to the hospital the doctors did a quick exam. They began to rush her up to have a c-section. Max was left not knowing what was going on though he was standing right there. He walked out of the room and saw Kit there. “Where is Mitsuhide?”“Downstairs with the vans.” Kit said. “Max call your parents to come get the kids right now. This is happening right now.”Max pulled out his phone and called his father. They were on their way. He told them that Mitsuhide was with the kids and he need them to go with them for right now. Deanna was having the baby right now. He didn’t want to answer the questions his father had. He wanted to curl up and hide himself.“You didn’t do this.” Kit said.“I did. I pushed her to much.”
Max looked at Deanna and now understood what Kit had been trying to get through to him. She was the one at the center of this entire family but she was not responsible though she might feel that way. Mitsuhide had felt guilty because of his decision to keep June alive when it would have been easier to let her go. He had tried to distance himself at the time and lost completely when everything went to hell for him.Deanna was willing to walk away from her life that she had with him because she thought she was the toxic one. He wanted to hug her and strangle her at the same time. He looked at her holding one of their twin sons. There was nothing but true love there in her eyes. She looked up to him.“They don’t look like me at all.” She said as she smiled. “That’s okay though. We have enough of those that do.”
“Well they aren’t my favorite either.” She said as she looked up to him and he saw the pain in her eyes.“Sweetheart can you forgive me?” he asked. “I know I messed up with this. I shouldn’t have gone at you the way that I did. I had to get the question answered. It is hard to dispute a picture though and you and another version of you standing before a dead version of you while you two are covered in blood was enough to fry my brain a bit. Also if I hadn’t got the answers from you someone else would have tried if I showed them the picture that is.”“What do you mean if you showed them the picture?” Deanna looked at him with surprise as she spoke. Max was a good cop. He would never hide a piece of evidence. So the thought he could have was something she couldn’t believe he would hav
“She died in what?” Deanna asked shocked for a moment. Though it did start to make sense in her mind.“Think about it for a minute. I know this isn’t what we should be focusing on right now but think. David was cruel to you and he did leer at you but then it was just being cruel again. So if he was having sex with the other you and he got her pregnant he laid off you for a little while. That was going to be the next chosen one in a way. You got a break from him but then after she died he had to have you again. That makes sense in the way that your family would think. Either both of them died or….” Max trailed off for a minute. He thought back to the room where the younger boys were. There was one that was different. Max could see him in his mind. He stood out from all the others. He was the only one that had bruises on him. He was the only o
“Your kids?” Mitsuhide asked as he looked at Max with a chuckle.“There is something in their eyes. They all have it. Deanna does too. It is how I knew Henry and Deanna were more than distant cousins. I would say that it has something to do with the way they look but it more and hard to explain. That boy had it too. He is David’s regardless of what anyone else says and the fact he is also Deanna’s sister’s that mean that boy is going to have some issues.”“You think?” Mitsuhide said and Kit looked at the two men.“Genetically that child is so messed up it doesn’t surprise me that he didn’t react. He might not have an idea of what he was supposed to do in the first place.” Kit said as she looked between the two men before her.&
The doctor looked over the two people and then back to the charts of the new intakes he had to process. He looked back and forth to the people in front of him as they continued to talk. He was making notes about Max had said into charts.“I hate your wife’s family.” She said as she looked at Max.“No more than I do. Things just completely changed though with them. I am thinking that because of this development the trail will be halted and more charges are going to be brought. As much as I hate the idea I think it will be better if we wait a bit.” Max said, “However I know how you absolutely hate dealing with the Watson’s and anything they as a collective family have touched. I think you might want to stop by the fifth floor before you leave.”“That is the maternity floor.&rdq
Max went into the room and saw that Dean was still under the desk. He smiled that way when he poked his head out from under the desk and he eased up a bit. Max walked slowly and then lowered himself to the floor and sat down in front of the smaller boy.“Hello Dean.” Max said with ease that the boy looked at him with widened eyes. “I have to ask you a few more questions. If you don’t want to answer them that is fine as well. Just tell me.”“Okay.” He said. Max noticed the way the boy spoke and knew that was the first thing he would need help with. He seemed bright enough that his mental capacities were there. Though Max couldn’t tell if it was being in the cellar or it was because of his parentage. It was going to be a long road with him Max already knew that. Though he knew Deanna wouldn’t really mi
Max had the keys to his father’s car that Mitsuhide had handed him before they left. He really didn’t want to go back to the house. He dreaded going back. Though he knew that someone else could have really looked to find the boy he also knew he had to be the one. Everything seemed like it was preordained in a way though he really didn’t believe in fate like that. He had to find Deanna or better yet the university had to hand her to him on a platter for him to figure out his own life and what he truly wanted.He had an idea of what he had wanted his life to be like but he was still in the abstract before she walked into his office. Soon after he saw everything he wanted starting to take shape. She was the center of it all. She still was. Though her family had dominated their life together it was time to finally end all of this so
Breaking the Eye wall is now available on Amazon. Com along with the rest of the series. Across the desk and weathering the storm are also there.if you have just joined and read this book or have been here from the beginning it has been a ride to write these three stories. I absolutely did not plan for this or them to be what they turned out to be. Across the desk was supposed to be an erotic book that took a nasty turn and thr Insanity series was born.Max and Deanna have become a major part of me now. They will be back in the next book of the nightmare series.the Nightmare vegins is the first of that series and is coming in December 2020 to Goodnovel. Some of it is already posted. This is the beginning of Mitsuhide and Kit's story who we met in the Breaking.I hope you have enjoyed all the books int the firat series and will join me for the Nightmare one...Kat
It had been one year since Max and Deanna Anderson found out about the death of David Watson which marked the ending of the saga of the Watson’s and the drama of the insanity that the family had caused. It was almost fitting that they were back at the Watson family house opening it to the public on the anniversary of his death. All of the kids were around them as they gave the first tour of the house. A place they both still hated with a burning passion.Deanna had learned to talk well in front of people as she had started to talk about her family and the things that had gone on in the house. She was getting better for herself as she talked about it more and more. Though Max was still a professor for the police academies he had slowed down his work schedule to help her out more around the house. The six children they had took nearly all of her time as she helped guide the
When the light of the day had faded Max and Deanna along with The Akechi’s stood on the porch waving off the group of men that had helped make the move and the unpacking go smooth. Mitsuhide and Max had disappeared for a bit of time and when they came back it seemed that Max could see straight again. Kit had pried the information out of Deanna as to why they both seemed like they were in a fog.“You know in the end it really is the best outcome. I understand that might be hard to hear but honestly it really is.” Kit said. “I had such a hard time accepting it when Randy used the bomb at the courthouse. I don’t think that many people should have been hurt or died because of the actions of a few but now I understand why he did it. He was ending the pain they caused but instead he caused more of his own.”“I get tha
Deanna sat back and waited for Max to say something or do something but instead he was lost in his own thoughts. He seemed to be taking this harder than she was. The one thing she could think of was he had seen her sister in the glass coffin and she hadn’t. The thought of that being her at some point had become one of his greatest fears though she knew that wouldn’t have happened.He looked over to her and took her hand in his. “Deanna I don’t know what to say.”“Then don’t say anything.” She said to him, “Words don’t really matter right now. Nothing can undo what has been done. We do need to get to the house though. The movers are waiting.”“You still want to move today?” he asked somewhat surprised.“Am I supposed to gi
The next day began as a complete blur of activity for both Max and Deanna. The start of it was the company that she had hired to open the letters wanted them to come and pick up the money. It was reaching into hundreds of thousands of dollars at that point and they didn’t want it at the building any longer. Deanna called and would have an armored truck come transport it to the bank sometime today. That was an easy fix for everyone involved. They made it to the lawyers and Deanna went in to get the keys for the house. She was in there for a little longer than she had hoped as they needed to go over a few more things about the case against David. He had gone radio silent while he was in the hospital. They were afraid he was trying to figure out how to break out though the police were not going to let that happen. He was the mos
Max ran his finger down her face as she looked up to him. “Yes.” He said softly. “Loni and her husband went to the hospital and got to spend some time with the boys. They wanted to know what was going to be needed for the two of them so they could set up the rooms for them. Deanna they will get all the love and attention they could ever need there. This is the best gift you could give to four people. Loni wanted you to know that she expects not wants you to be a part of the boys lives. You are their aunt and now cousin by marriage.”“Not another relation.” Deanna said. “I am just their aunt slash sister.”“Deanna everyone understands why you let go of them. It wasn’t because you didn’t love them or want them. It was that you wanted the best for them.” Max said as he gave her a squee
The next day they were getting the boxes ready for the first wave of things to be moved to the new house. Everything was set and they would be meeting in the morning with the lawyers who would have already bought the houses that were side by side. Deanna had thought about giving it to Mitsuhide and Kit well before she actually said it to Max. He knew that Mitsuhide would have his own issues with it but in the end he would accept it and they would have new neighbors. The thought of having a friend that close by was a god send to both men for the what if situations they knew they could run into with having so many little ones around. It would be good to have them close for that but also they would have each others back. Max still worried about David’s fans running about and that one of them could try to get to Deanna. Having Mitsuhide next door with his talents with a gun would be mind easing for h
The couples settled into a nice rest of the day with no talk of the craziness of the families they came from. They all tended to the children that were playing in the yard or taking a nap somewhere on the patio or inside. Life for one day was good as Deanna sat back and thought of everything that she should be doing. Instead she was enjoying talking to the couple and learning more about them. She was for the first time really starting to enjoy herself and she knew she was feeling better because of the mindset she was in. That was when she knew she could really just be herself with them and they would not judge her even on a bad day.Max was watching closely as his wife was sitting there and her mask was coming off more and more. He loved to see her this way. It was the person
Max and Mitsuhide were outside watching over most of the kids. The youngest set of twins were still inside. Mitsuhide was watching Max closely. “So how bad was it?”“What?” Max asked surprised he looked at his friend.“”When she woke up. I know you said she glossed over it but.” Mitsuhide said. He knew how bad everything had really been that day. Though he understood why Max had to get the answers that way no one thought it would affect Deanna like it had. The reaction she had to try and leave wasn’t something he or Max could have seen coming. Nor was the one that she was in labor. Even after watching his own wife go into labor he didn’t see any of the signs in Deanna.