**Nancy's POV**
"I won't do it. I won't just do it," I shout as I stand on the entrance of the washroom.
How can this happen? How can this ever happen?
Why me? I have never even imagined that it could be me. It could be I that should go through all of this.
I break down in front of the washroom as I fall on the cleanly wiped tiled floor with my both hands supporting me to sit.
The tears stream down my cheeks like they are flooded with that salty liquid and are never ever going to stop in my whole life.
Zion runs to me as he sees me falling down on the floor.
"Nan! Don't do this please. You should stay strong and everything is going to be alright after you do your surgery," he consoles but I don't have any intention to get consoled by his words.
H doesn't know how can I live without my bre
Final chapterNancy's POV:(Before the surgery)"Nan! I'm here. You shouldn't worry about anything. You know I love you, don't you? " He holds my hands in his as he gently caresses them.Me, sleeping in the bed, smile brightly as I look up to his face. His face creases as he looks at me. There isn't a pity in his eyes. There is only the love, care and honest commitment in his eyes."Thank you! Thank you for everything but will you let me go now," I say and he smiles."Yes!" He says and the ward boys take me towards the surgery room.I look around as the bed moves inside the horrible and scary surgery room. I have never been in the surgery room in my whole life.I hated it. I completely hated the surgery room after I lost my mother with the same disease and look at the funniest and most hilarious part of l
**Nancy's POV**"Nancy! Are you sure you want to go to this school? I have never heard of this school and I don't think it's best for you. You are one of the top student my girl," my dad asks to confirm her admission one more time.He was worried. Worried about the unique choice of his daughter. I have always been a delightful student in my whole life but the choice of my high school is quite amusing in front of my parents."Yes dad. I am hundred percent sure with what I want in my life. I will be happy there and I have a friend too," I say."Oh! Yeah. Zion. I don't understand where do that guy goes whole day. Look at his poor results. That's why I always tell you that you should have parents in order to nurture yourself better," she says."He has parents mom," I cut her off in the middle."Oh! Yeah. The difference is they are just so busy with their lives that they actually don't have time for their son. It's been so many years that they ar
**Nancy's POV**I follow him quietly to the school. I can see the girls eyes on him. Why won't they? He is a tall, handsome hunk who's just more than a state of perfect Greek God.Making sure that I am the only one who could walk along with him, I balance the steps with him and make it in straight line with him.He turns his head towards me and looks at me in amusement."You're okay!" He asks.I nod my head and just follow him.'Grade 11'The school has only one section for it and that is going to make Zion and me in same class. We are going to be classmates one more time and this is making me so much ecstatic.I need to get a seat right beside him. I have to get a seat.I am so much into getting a seat together with him but the whole class seems to be already packed and all the seats occupied.The last two desks are empty and he makes his way to the last bench.I know he would choose the last one. He was a
**Nancy's POV**I turn back to look the other students for help but there weren't any. All of them has gone for the assembly leaving me and him only in the classroom."Zion! Can you walk?" I ask him. He nods.I stand right beside him to give him the support so that he may not stumble later."Why are you standing there?" He says with his vague and dull voice."I am going to help you to stand up," I say and smile at him.He stares at my eyes for quite some minutes and drifts his eyes away from me."I'm heavy. You're a female nutcracker and even after that you dare to help?" he says with his faint voice."You have so much energy to talk even after having a fever. I should just go on assembly," I say and try to pretend like I am going out.But he pulls me and puts his hand on my shoulder all of a sudden, with our side body nearly touching each other.I am dumbfounded. I feel as if the blood is rushing all
**Nancy's POV**7 years later:The alarm clock beside my bed rings like hell. I toss and turn around the bed being ignorant to turn it off."Nancy! What the hell? Please, stop that damn alarm clock!" Mia shouts at me.I reach out my hands to that silly alarm clock that is ringing beside my bed and turn it off and wake up.I am on my sando and pajamas with my below the shoulder length hair dishevelled like hell.I look like a devil waking up from dream."Why do you turn on that alarm when it has already been a year that we have left the college," she shouts at me."I am used to it. I don't get to wake up with its sound," I say and walk out of my bed.I quickly get washed up and prepare some light breakfast."So, how's your new formula working? You have been working so hard for it?' she asks me." It's almost done. One final touch and my life long first ever cosmetic formula will be out in m
**Nancy's POV**The car stops in front of my home. My home still is same although so many things changed all these years."Nancy!!!" my sixteen year old brother came running towards me. We used to fight a lot but since mom died, we became the closest ever."Why were you late? We were waiting for you since a long time," he says and pulls me inside the house.Dad has prepared everything for the anniversary. We have some quite time in her memory and some good words with her. Nathan, describes his experience in middle school in front of her picture and sheds the tear.I cannot help tearing out while he shares so much with mom."Nancy, your turn. I know you were always close to your mom. Why don't you have a quiet time with her?" he asks me and I nod my head.They leave me alone in the room."Hey mom! How're you doing? Does heaven have lots if garden over there like you used to tell me? I guess it does. No wonder you were lost
**Nancy's POV** "Excuse me! Who are you?"a sharp voice pierces my ear? A middle aged woman stands in from of me with a laddle in her hands. Like I have disturbed her in the midst of cooking. " Do you live here? Isn't the owner of this house someone else?" I ask. She ogles all over my body and then, says," I recently bought this house. Why you have problem with it?" she asks. "No! No! It just that this is my old neighbourhood and I haven't been here for while. Just checking around people. What problem would I have from your stay here?" I say and turn around. What an embarrassment? Why would he be here? I quickly walk to my room. I have to go to the company early morning and I couldn't be late tomorrow. I rush over my bed and then get back to sleep but I cannot help sleeping. Hell!!! I spend my whole night with tosses and turns and I absolutely wake up late in the morning.
**Nancy's POV**"Yes, Kevin I am willing to marry you," I say to him and he jumps in joy. In his enjoyment he forgets to out on the ring on my finger."Kevin, ring. I think it should be put in my finger," I say."Oh! Yeah! I was just so much happy Nan," he says."Nan? When did I become Nan now?" I ask him?"The moment you accept my proposal,"he says and out the ring on my finger.I smile at his childish behaviour. He is always childish around me. No wonder, I become so comfortable with him always.We have quite good time together and we set out to return back home.He is blushing all the way down to the parking lot." Wait for me here! I am going to bring my car here," he says and puts his coat above my shoulders and walks away while I wait for him outside the hotel.I am touched by his reaction. I blow the hot air on my hands and rub them while I wait for him.The twinkling sparkly city is in front of me w
Final chapterNancy's POV:(Before the surgery)"Nan! I'm here. You shouldn't worry about anything. You know I love you, don't you? " He holds my hands in his as he gently caresses them.Me, sleeping in the bed, smile brightly as I look up to his face. His face creases as he looks at me. There isn't a pity in his eyes. There is only the love, care and honest commitment in his eyes."Thank you! Thank you for everything but will you let me go now," I say and he smiles."Yes!" He says and the ward boys take me towards the surgery room.I look around as the bed moves inside the horrible and scary surgery room. I have never been in the surgery room in my whole life.I hated it. I completely hated the surgery room after I lost my mother with the same disease and look at the funniest and most hilarious part of l
**Nancy's POV**"I won't do it. I won't just do it," I shout as I stand on the entrance of the washroom.How can this happen? How can this ever happen?Why me? I have never even imagined that it could be me. It could be I that should go through all of this.I break down in front of the washroom as I fall on the cleanly wiped tiled floor with my both hands supporting me to sit.The tears stream down my cheeks like they are flooded with that salty liquid and are never ever going to stop in my whole life.Zion runs to me as he sees me falling down on the floor."Nan! Don't do this please. You should stay strong and everything is going to be alright after you do your surgery," he consoles but I don't have any intention to get consoled by his words.H doesn't know how can I live without my bre
**Zion's POV**My eyes feel like tearing our right now when she asks me that if she has any problem?How can I say that?How can I literally say that she is diseased?"Miss Nancy, would you please take a seat first. We need to talk with you first," the doctor advises with the gentle voice and she sits right opposite to him sharing me a confused look.I walk to her and pat her shoulder gently."Don't worry, dear I'm always right here by your side," I assure her and she sits quite calm but I know more than anyone that she is so much afraid right now.The doctor explains all of her situation in front of her. She seems to be more shocked and worried when she listened to them."So, what is the solution? What can I do to treat it on time?" she asks with low and hopeless voice. Doctor has assured her that her disease will be alright and she will be healthy again but being a diseased itself is such a huge shock to everyone and wh
**Zion's POV**I get a call from the doctor. He inform me that I should make her ready as soon as possible for the surgery and this could be never done until I tell her what she has as a disease.I cannot hide from her anymore."I think I am all better right now. I don't need to visit hospital," she says brightly.Actually it's about what she went last day, it's about what she has been going all these time and doesn't know about it.It is because breast cancer symptoms are seen at the later stage and she hasn't still seen the symptoms maybe."Still we need to visit the hospital. I want you to meet someone at the hospital," I say as I increase the speed of the car. I am freaking serious right now and there is no joke regarding her health."Don't tell me you are going to set me up with some of your doctor's friend?" she chuckles and I become a little mad.Why the hell would I set up my girlfriend with some other guy?
**Nancy's POV**I tip toe towards my room as I enter inside the house. I don't want to encounter neither dad nor Nathan at all. I don't want our eyes to meet at all.I grab my heels on my hand and slowly tip toe towards the stairs in the pace of cat walks."Caught you," Nathan's voice rings on my ear like hell. Why him? Why of all people it should be him?"Nathan!" I breathe out the air from my mouth as his eyes gazes on mine playfully."Guess someone had a good time tonight," he smirks as he sips the lemon tea from the kitchen counter. He literally loves lemon tea which I hate so so so much."Don't shout. It's not like that. We just wanted to give you peaceful time with your friends and that's all." I throw both of my hands in the air and sigh breathing out loud that even the ants in the room can hear."Your sighs are making me think that
**Nancy's POV**My eyes magnifies as I hear him say that."Shower together?"He grins as he can see confused look on my face."But you are already done, right?" My brows arches up as my hands are still on his shoulders fiddling his bare muscular and toned skin in there."I can take bath again," he says as he closes the bathroom door and locks it from inside.God!Why do I feel hot?I feel like the bathroom is some kind of desert which is really hot and I cannot find any air in there.My cheeks are burning and I guess he can clearly see the blushes on my cheek and anxiety on my eyes.I quickly get down from his waist and stand in front of him."This is bad idea. I am not comfortable with this." I see downward. He grips my chin and lifts it so that my eyes could see him and
**Nancy's POV**The bed dips its mattress as his weight lays beside me, holding me amidst his huge arms and his body dangerously close to me.My heart races like a leopard, making it thump so much loud.Is he able to hear me? What about my heart?I gulp the saliva formed in my throat and I try not to make any sounds so that it will wake him up or he knows that I am not asleep. I forcibly close my eyes as I don't want him to think I am not asleep right now."Not getting a sleep," I hear his murmur which makes my eyes shit open all of an immediaten.I nod absent mindedly and then I immediately realize that I am not suppose to do that. I am just supposed to pretend I am asleep."Nancy! Turn your head to me. I want to see you," he says and I gulp hard on my throat.It's not like he has never seen or something like that. He has seen me and but his approach is always dangerously overwhelming to me.He uses his hand
**Nancy's POV**"Wear this." He hands me the white plain T-shirt which is obviously oversized. It must be his."Should I go out?" He asks. I have never seen him getting my permission while I am changing the dress. I mean I have to push him outside while changing the dress."Uhm... Would you mind?" I say."It's fine. Let me go out and wait for you," he says as he walks out of the room and slams the door gently.It is such a waste that I did quite a make up for the party but didn't even get chance to go over there. By the way, I got to wear the outfit which was rotting almost for years on my wardrobe.I curl up my fingers to reach the bottom of my one piece as I tuck it out of my body. I have rarely watched my body all this time.I mean I rarely get time to adore what I have. These beautiful shoulders, my slender stomach, white and soft skin which I have neglected all this time.And the beautiful busts of mine which are obviously n
**Nancy's POV**"Will you marry me?" Zion's voice enunciates in the whole hall like he has some speaker on his mouth. Or is it because my senses are all filled with his thoughts that I hear him everywhere."What do you mean by marry?" my brows rise up to get the glimpse of his eyes. They are sparkling like hell."I mean you are serious right now? Like really really get married? Right now?" My brows pucker gazing at his amazing smirk which are talking a lot more than his actual words.This man isn't joking at all."I am serious Nan! Will you marry me?" he reiterates."Uhm... Don't you think this is quite awkward position for marriage proposal. I mean who proposes like this,"" I try to wake up but be pulls me back and I yank hard on his chest."Yes or no," he asks firmly. His eyes wandering all over my face like he is scared of rejection that might come from me."Zion, please stop this!" I try to stand up one more time but he doe