**Nancy's POV**
"Yes, Kevin I am willing to marry you," I say to him and he jumps in joy. In his enjoyment he forgets to out on the ring on my finger.
"Kevin, ring. I think it should be put in my finger," I say.
"Oh! Yeah! I was just so much happy Nan," he says.
"Nan? When did I become Nan now?" I ask him?
"The moment you accept my proposal,"he says and out the ring on my finger.
I smile at his childish behaviour. He is always childish around me. No wonder, I become so comfortable with him always.
We have quite good time together and we set out to return back home.
He is blushing all the way down to the parking lot.
" Wait for me here! I am going to bring my car here," he says and puts his coat above my shoulders and walks away while I wait for him outside the hotel.
I am touched by his reaction. I blow the hot air on my hands and rub them while I wait for him.
The twinkling sparkly city is in front of me with so many vehicles passing by. I watch the not so boring road show. I mean to kill time.
I stayed there like counting the cars with red colors. I used to do same at school.
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"What are you doing Nancy?" Zion asks me. I am sitting by the window in the music room. The keyboard is in front of me but I am busy looking out.
"People! I am counting people who are walking together hands in hands," I say.
"What? Seriously? You are feeling bored?" he asks me.
"Damn bored, you know. I have to perform on this musical show in school but I am so bored to go through these music sheets now," I say.
"Really? It sounds interesting," he says and lifts me up from the seat and gets himself seated.
He pulls me down on his lap as there was only one seat.
I get startled with his action.
"Your heart is beating really loud, Nancy," he whispers and I could feel his warm breath in my skin.
Why wouldn't I? I was in the lap of someone whom I loved so unconditionally.
He chuckles and then, plays the white and black keys of keyboard.
"You know how to play?" I say to him turning my face towards him. His face is so close to me.
He locks his eyes on mine and then, shifts his gaze to my lips.
"I know to do lots of things Nancy," he says and leaves his hands from the keys and holds my face with his one hand and the other hand snakes my waist pulling closer to him.
"Like what?" I ask and he smiles.
"Something like this," he says and pressed his lips on mine.
His warm breath hovers over my mouth and I couldn't resist it. It is sweet and soothing.
"Do you still feel bored?" he asks me.
I am blushing so much. My cheeks are on fire. They are hot like hell and I feel so much of things churning in me. I could feel that wetness in between my thighs.
"No, I don't," I say and he tries to pull me but someone knocks on the door.
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Hell!
How can I remember him right now? I am Kevin's finance now?
How can I think about Zion even at this moment? It's a sinful thinking about him now. Both for my mentality and physical well being.
I try to jerk off his memories and try to watch in front.
Suddenly, my eyes go in one car.
The window of the car opens slowly and the head popping out from it looks at me with so much hurtful eyes.
"Zion?" the low moan escapes out from my lips.
Why him? Why now?
No, we are strangers now. I have nothing to do with him. I try to handle myself but the next moment, I hear is a huge car crash sound and my heart leaves its place and my eyes widen with fear and anxiety.
**Nancy's POV**My heart clenches as I hear the sounds of crashing of car. It isn't quite away from me. Just some metres away from where I am standing.Wait!The car with Zion was going through the same way.Thinking that it might be him, I quickly rush towards that direction.The place is all smoky and the huge thick flames of black smoke is covering the air in there. The foul smell of lubricants and burning of car parts is quite sickening but it's not what I went to search in there.I see the car.The color is same. Same like that if Zion's car.My heart is anxious. I am scared to go near you the car fearing that it might be him.I loved him. I loved that fucking Zion for almost seven years and just now I start to hate him. Just now, I start to give up on him. And I don't want to feel attached to him anymore.He hurt me!He played with my feelings!!He made me feel that I was just
**Nancy's POV**I am in dilemma. I don't know with whom should I go. But my concise mind has already decided my decisions."Uhmm... I am really sorry but I was mistaken. There is my fiance," I say and run towards the ambulance on which Kevin was being shifted."Relative?" the ward boy asks me."I'm his fiance," I say with tears in my eyes and enter inside the ambulance.Kevin is hurt so much. I close my eyes as I can't see his condition. His face is all painted in blood and it's making me feel like vomiting in there.I feel nauseous.The ambulance moves away to the hospital. Both of the ambulance walking side by side with each other.I am holding Kevin's hands but my heart also is yearning to get a single glimpse of him.I can't explain what kind of serious volcano is erupting on my heart and seeking it's way among those difficult ways but it's lost in there. It forgets to erupt as it thinks it's better not to erup
**Nancy's POV**"Nancy!" My body feels a little hope when I hear Mia's voice. I quickly get up from my place and run to her to hug her firmly."What the hell happened Nancy?" she holds my face in her hands and engulfs me in her warm embrace."Zion...Kevin," I stutter with their names in my lips."It's fine. Let's get calmer first. Nothing is going to be alright with your tears. It's just your waste of energy," she pulls me in the bench there and I lean towards on her shoulders for a long time.I don't know when I got asleep on her shoulders. When I wake up, she is still there patting my shoulders gently with her hands while her eyes are a resting.I look at the operation theatre. It's been so long. It's been almost five hours they are there but still there is no news of then from doctors.I had never thought, waiting for someone's life could be the most hardest thing to do ever.The fear in each of your heartbeat is worst than
**Nancy's POV**"He's relativeless. What do you mean by that?" I ask?"I don't have more thing to explain to you but please, do me this favour. Our boss really needs your help right now," he says as he joins both of his hands in front of me.It's not like I don't want to take care of him. It's because I don't want to underestimate Kevin for him anymore.But my heart knows it doesn't want to see Zion even in a little pain."I... I will," I say."Thank you miss. You don't need to stay with him all the time. You just need to be with him during nights and in morning. We are shifting boss at home for better treatment and you have to shift at there for sometime too," he says."Sorry! But I don't want to. I am okay with taking care of him but I am not okay with living with him under the same roof," I protest."You will not love. You will just take care of him. Please, miss," he pleads and I stand there doing something I shouldn't have
**Nancy's POV**~Phone beeps~After long thoughts whole night, I was asleep late night.As usual, my day starts with a sounds of phone. But today, the tone is different.I never get the call at this hour of morning instead of alarm."Don't pick that call," I hear Mia's voice, loud and aggressive. It isn't because of call I am fully awake but it's because of her aggression that I am so much curious to know whose call it is."Why? Who is it?" I ask?"Nobody, you need to know," she says and grabs my phone and walks to another direction.The call repeats again."It's ringing again. Whose call is it? Why are you like that?" I scold her and grab the phone?The phone gets cut off in our small cat fights."Mia, what is wrong with you?" I snarl at her."What's wrong with me? What's wrong with you Nancy? How can you be alright when Kevin is in that state? How can you stay calm and even sleep at this cond
**Nancy's POV**A car stops in front of the company I work on.It's his assistant."Miss, get inside," he says.I look around to check if anyone is watching us. I belong to middle class family and I don't want any rumours to spread all over my work place and disturb me."Yes," I get inside.It is exactly thirty minutes away from there. On my ride to his home, I have so many thoughts running in my mind.Like Mia had said, I might be the one who isn't faithful in here. And no one forced me to do this but even after that I couldn't stop myself from taking care of him.It feels insane and it feels completely absurd but yes, I feel this way.The car stops in front of the huge gate. I cannot see anything behind it but yes, only the top of the house could be seen.When he horns in front of the door, the door opens immediately.Luxury and rich people.When the car enters inside the hous
**Nancy's POV**I walk to the room he is in. It's such a gigantic room and all the furniture are boring like he has been living a boring life."Miss, your bed," he says and ushers his hands to the queen sized bed some metres away from his.That side even has cupboards, working table, computers and so many stuff that I am going to need for my research."Is that all for me?" I ask."Yes, miss. They are all for you. I know you have been working on some formula. I hope it helps," he adds."Ohh! But how so you even know about all that?" I ask."Went through some stuffs. We need to know personal details about our employee who is working with us. It's a protocol," he says."Working?" I ask.I never said I will be working with them but what the hell is be telling me now?"Yes, miss. I have made the documents as per your demands. You will be freed from this job after he wakes up," he says and takes out some A4 sized docume
**Nancy's POV**The door knocking sound reaches my ear. I open my eyes lazily and sleepily and look at the clock hanging on the wall.It is still 4 am.Who could knock the door at this time?I walk towards the door."Excuse me! Who are you?" the voice of lady squeaks in?I was rubbing my eyes but my sleep left my eyes immediately after I hear the ladies voice from outside. It is such a sharp and loud voice."I am...," but before I could introduce myself she intrudes in the room and I cannot do anything."Excuse me! Mam, you're not allowed to get inside the room. He is a patient and he needs a peaceful environment," I say.She glares at me as she holds his hands."I am his fiancee and I have every right to hold him. You don't try to teach me," she scowls.Fiance?Of Zion?How could I forget that its been so long years and now we could be busy with our own households.Nothing
Final chapterNancy's POV:(Before the surgery)"Nan! I'm here. You shouldn't worry about anything. You know I love you, don't you? " He holds my hands in his as he gently caresses them.Me, sleeping in the bed, smile brightly as I look up to his face. His face creases as he looks at me. There isn't a pity in his eyes. There is only the love, care and honest commitment in his eyes."Thank you! Thank you for everything but will you let me go now," I say and he smiles."Yes!" He says and the ward boys take me towards the surgery room.I look around as the bed moves inside the horrible and scary surgery room. I have never been in the surgery room in my whole life.I hated it. I completely hated the surgery room after I lost my mother with the same disease and look at the funniest and most hilarious part of l
**Nancy's POV**"I won't do it. I won't just do it," I shout as I stand on the entrance of the washroom.How can this happen? How can this ever happen?Why me? I have never even imagined that it could be me. It could be I that should go through all of this.I break down in front of the washroom as I fall on the cleanly wiped tiled floor with my both hands supporting me to sit.The tears stream down my cheeks like they are flooded with that salty liquid and are never ever going to stop in my whole life.Zion runs to me as he sees me falling down on the floor."Nan! Don't do this please. You should stay strong and everything is going to be alright after you do your surgery," he consoles but I don't have any intention to get consoled by his words.H doesn't know how can I live without my bre
**Zion's POV**My eyes feel like tearing our right now when she asks me that if she has any problem?How can I say that?How can I literally say that she is diseased?"Miss Nancy, would you please take a seat first. We need to talk with you first," the doctor advises with the gentle voice and she sits right opposite to him sharing me a confused look.I walk to her and pat her shoulder gently."Don't worry, dear I'm always right here by your side," I assure her and she sits quite calm but I know more than anyone that she is so much afraid right now.The doctor explains all of her situation in front of her. She seems to be more shocked and worried when she listened to them."So, what is the solution? What can I do to treat it on time?" she asks with low and hopeless voice. Doctor has assured her that her disease will be alright and she will be healthy again but being a diseased itself is such a huge shock to everyone and wh
**Zion's POV**I get a call from the doctor. He inform me that I should make her ready as soon as possible for the surgery and this could be never done until I tell her what she has as a disease.I cannot hide from her anymore."I think I am all better right now. I don't need to visit hospital," she says brightly.Actually it's about what she went last day, it's about what she has been going all these time and doesn't know about it.It is because breast cancer symptoms are seen at the later stage and she hasn't still seen the symptoms maybe."Still we need to visit the hospital. I want you to meet someone at the hospital," I say as I increase the speed of the car. I am freaking serious right now and there is no joke regarding her health."Don't tell me you are going to set me up with some of your doctor's friend?" she chuckles and I become a little mad.Why the hell would I set up my girlfriend with some other guy?
**Nancy's POV**I tip toe towards my room as I enter inside the house. I don't want to encounter neither dad nor Nathan at all. I don't want our eyes to meet at all.I grab my heels on my hand and slowly tip toe towards the stairs in the pace of cat walks."Caught you," Nathan's voice rings on my ear like hell. Why him? Why of all people it should be him?"Nathan!" I breathe out the air from my mouth as his eyes gazes on mine playfully."Guess someone had a good time tonight," he smirks as he sips the lemon tea from the kitchen counter. He literally loves lemon tea which I hate so so so much."Don't shout. It's not like that. We just wanted to give you peaceful time with your friends and that's all." I throw both of my hands in the air and sigh breathing out loud that even the ants in the room can hear."Your sighs are making me think that
**Nancy's POV**My eyes magnifies as I hear him say that."Shower together?"He grins as he can see confused look on my face."But you are already done, right?" My brows arches up as my hands are still on his shoulders fiddling his bare muscular and toned skin in there."I can take bath again," he says as he closes the bathroom door and locks it from inside.God!Why do I feel hot?I feel like the bathroom is some kind of desert which is really hot and I cannot find any air in there.My cheeks are burning and I guess he can clearly see the blushes on my cheek and anxiety on my eyes.I quickly get down from his waist and stand in front of him."This is bad idea. I am not comfortable with this." I see downward. He grips my chin and lifts it so that my eyes could see him and
**Nancy's POV**The bed dips its mattress as his weight lays beside me, holding me amidst his huge arms and his body dangerously close to me.My heart races like a leopard, making it thump so much loud.Is he able to hear me? What about my heart?I gulp the saliva formed in my throat and I try not to make any sounds so that it will wake him up or he knows that I am not asleep. I forcibly close my eyes as I don't want him to think I am not asleep right now."Not getting a sleep," I hear his murmur which makes my eyes shit open all of an immediaten.I nod absent mindedly and then I immediately realize that I am not suppose to do that. I am just supposed to pretend I am asleep."Nancy! Turn your head to me. I want to see you," he says and I gulp hard on my throat.It's not like he has never seen or something like that. He has seen me and but his approach is always dangerously overwhelming to me.He uses his hand
**Nancy's POV**"Wear this." He hands me the white plain T-shirt which is obviously oversized. It must be his."Should I go out?" He asks. I have never seen him getting my permission while I am changing the dress. I mean I have to push him outside while changing the dress."Uhm... Would you mind?" I say."It's fine. Let me go out and wait for you," he says as he walks out of the room and slams the door gently.It is such a waste that I did quite a make up for the party but didn't even get chance to go over there. By the way, I got to wear the outfit which was rotting almost for years on my wardrobe.I curl up my fingers to reach the bottom of my one piece as I tuck it out of my body. I have rarely watched my body all this time.I mean I rarely get time to adore what I have. These beautiful shoulders, my slender stomach, white and soft skin which I have neglected all this time.And the beautiful busts of mine which are obviously n
**Nancy's POV**"Will you marry me?" Zion's voice enunciates in the whole hall like he has some speaker on his mouth. Or is it because my senses are all filled with his thoughts that I hear him everywhere."What do you mean by marry?" my brows rise up to get the glimpse of his eyes. They are sparkling like hell."I mean you are serious right now? Like really really get married? Right now?" My brows pucker gazing at his amazing smirk which are talking a lot more than his actual words.This man isn't joking at all."I am serious Nan! Will you marry me?" he reiterates."Uhm... Don't you think this is quite awkward position for marriage proposal. I mean who proposes like this,"" I try to wake up but be pulls me back and I yank hard on his chest."Yes or no," he asks firmly. His eyes wandering all over my face like he is scared of rejection that might come from me."Zion, please stop this!" I try to stand up one more time but he doe