Sorry for the slow update, guys. Tatlong araw nang walang kuryente dito sa'min dahil kay bagyong Egay. Sinisingit ko lang talaga ang pag uupdate. Sana huwag nito iwan ang Breach of Trust kahit na subrang bagal ko mag update.
36Namumula na ng subra ang ilong ni Ricy at naririnig ko na ang daing nito. It was obvious that he was hurt when the small suitcase fell on his face. Some staff are coming on us and asking what happened, including Freda and others in our team who were on the other side of the plane. They approached us and asked what happened. A stewardess took a compress para sa namumulang ilong ni Ricy.Maddix is already getting the bag na nahulog niya kanina. Kunot ang noo niya, habang pinupulot iyon na para bang naiirita siya sa bag na 'yun. He looked at Ricy again before putting the bag sa taas. Napakurap-kurap ako nang mapasulyap siya sa'kin, pero bago pa ako makapag-iwas ng tingin ay mas nauna itong nag-iwas ng tingin at bumalik na siya sa pagkakaupo, na parang walang nangyare. He didn't even ask if Ricy was fine.He is really Maddix Villaranza. Nakagat ko ang labi at unti-unting napaayos sa pagkakaupo.Ghad! Bakit naman agad-agad, lord? Di pa nga ako nakakaapak sa Pilipinas nakita ko na siya.
37Everyone is busy with the opening of the hotel. Many high-profile people were invited, so that's not surprising because this is a big hotel. A lot of the press is also here to get some news about this. Nasa tabi naman ako ngayon ni Mrs. Fajardo para salubungin ang ilang pang kilalang tao na nagsasadatingan pa lang.I am holding plenty of lei garland in my arms. I smile at the person in front of me; she is also one of the stockholders at naalala ko na minsan ko na siyang nakita sa Canada noon.I placed a lei garland around her neck and politely welcomed her. They talked for a while with Mrs. Fajardo before going inside. That was the scenario until I spotted the familiar woman. It was hard to keep a smile on my face when I saw that girl I saw at the airport; next to her was Maddix.I saw Maddix laughing when that girl said something to him. Nakakawit ang kamay ng babae sa braso ni Maddix. Nakuha tuloy nila ang ilang mga press at dinumog sila. Napansin ko ang pagdaan ng mata ni Maddix
38Ricy and I were scolded afterwards. We know that we did something wrong. We were considered the General Manager and Manager of the hotel, pero nagawa pa namin na magbangayan sa gitna ng trabaho.Malalim na buntong hininga ang napakawalan ko nang maalala ang nangyare. He used to look at me like that. May pag-iingat at pag-aalala. He used to look at me like I was the most beautiful girl he saw. Yung paraan ng tingin niya ngayon sa Kaye na iyon, sa'kin yun noon, pero dahil sa katangahan ko, dahil paniniwala sa isang kasinungalingan at dahil subrang sama ng ginawa ko noon, ngayon, ibang-iba na ang titig niya sa'kin.I bite my lower lips and can't help but let the tears flow in my eyes while staring at my reflection in the mirror. I have no right to cry, but I can't help it. I'm in my room, the working hour is done, and because I'm alone, the things that enter my mind keep coming. I was like that in 30 minutes. Thinking about him.Pinunasan ko ang luha sa mata ko nang matauhan ako. I tr
39What? Anong yes? Anong sinasabi niyang yes? Hindi ba siya nandidiri? Nagpapatawa ba siya? Napansin niya ang pagtataka ko kaya sinulyapan niya ako. Nilapit niya ang sarili para bulungan ako."Ngayon lang 'to, sakyan mo na lang," he said before laughing kaya mas lalo akong naguluhan. Muli siyang lumapit at muling bumulong. "Tumawa ka na lang na para bang may nakakatawa," bulong nito.Para tuloy akong tanga nang tumawa ako dahil kitang-kita na alanganing tawa iyon, pero ang pagkukunwaring pagtawa niya ay naging totoo."Ang pangit ng tawa mo," he said while laughing hindi ko tuloy napigilan ang kamay ko na kurutin siya.Nang sulyapan ko ang mga pinsan ko ay subrang tahimik na nila, hindi ko namalayan na nanonood pala sila sa'min ni Ricy. Napakagat ako ng labi at muling kinurot si Ricy dahil tumawa pa rin ito. Napadaing ito dahil napalakas ang pagkurot ko."Gwapo sana yang Maddix, kaso masama ugali. Mahilig ako sa gwapo, pero hindi ko gusto yung ginawan niya sayo noong opening," biglang
40He wants my body. He wants to have s3x with me, hanggang sa magsawa siya. In exchange for his forgiveness, he will take my body. I want to cry very hard after hearing what he said. Ibang-iba na talaga siya. My chest was getting tight, and it was hard to breathe, but I tried to hide it and not show it to him.He remained there, standing and staring at me. I heard his sigh. When he tried to open the car door again, I blocked him again so he couldn't open the car door."Fuck! What the fuck is your problem?" Inis na pagmumura niya. Nakapikit ako ng mariin. He have fiance kaya bakit? Gagamitin niya ang katawan ko. Ganito ba siya kagalit? Of course, Aliyah."Hindi mo ba ako narinig? I want you to leave me. Ano ba ang hindi mo maintindihan sa sinabi ko---""At kapag pumayag ako sa gusto mo? You will forgive me? Katawan ko para sa kapatawaran ko?" Minulat ko ang mata at tinignan siya sa mata niya ng buong tapang. Nakita ko ang dumaang gulat sa mata niya sa tanong ko.He tried to open his
41 I know it shouldn't be like this. I should stay there. I shouldn't have left like that, but my annoyance came first. I accepted that I have fault with him, na kailangan kong bumawi, and that I deserve every anger he has towards me, pero ang isipin na pumayag ako sa gusto niya, pero hahayaan kong gawin iyon sa iba ang hindi ko gusto. Ayaw niyang makakuha ng sakit? Damn him! Anong akala niya sa'kin? Maruming babae? Imbes na bumalik sa office ko para tapusin ang mga pagbabasa ng ilang mga reports doon ay bumaba ako. Inabala ko ang sarili ko sa pagtingin sa food service at mga room service. Nakita ko rin na isa sa mga presidential suite ay talagang nakapangalan kay Maddix. Napairap na lang ako at nag focus sa ibang bagay. Naiirita ako tuwing naiisip yung mga sinabi niya. I was in the lobby checking the booking list when I saw Maddix. Ricy, who was next to me, stood up properly when he saw Maddix; like me, he was also looking at something in the records. I looked away from him as he
42I got my phone and saw that it was Ricy who was calling. Huminga muna ako ng malalim bago sagutin ang tawag niya."What?" Hindi ko napigilan na iparinig ang iritang boses ko."Kanina pa yang masungit na boses mo ah! Halika na nga! Sabay na tayong kumain," he said using his gay voice. Umawang ang labi ko nang marinig iyon."Anong oras na ah, hindi ka pa kumakain?" Takang tanong ko."May tinapos akong report at alam kong late ka kakain, dadamayan na lang kita at sasamahan kasi kawawa ka namang pinapahirapan ng ex mo. Tell me if you are free na para makapagpaakyat ako ng pagkain natin," he said made me look at the food I cooked.Hindi ko na nagawang sulyapan si Maddix sa kung ano mang ginagawa niya. Napangiti na lang ako. Atleast hindi masasayang ang pinaghirapan kong iluto."Let's just eat what I cooked. Wait for me in your office; I'll go there," I said and was ready to leave, but my jaw dropped when Maddix was standing in front of me using his angry face.He stared at me with anger
43Doon ko na nakitaan ng ibang expression ang mukha niya, pero nangibabaw ang gulat. I want to stop myself, pero nagawa ko nang sabihin iyon kaya bakit pa ako titigil? After this, I don't fucking care kung hindi na niya ako mapatawad."S-Sa konsensyang nararamdaman ko sa lahat ng ginawa ko sayo, hindi ko namalayan na may buhay na pala sa loob ng katawan ko," sambit ko at pinunasan ang mukha ko dahil punong-puno na iyon ng pag-iyak, ni hindi ko na siya makita ng maayos dahil sa panunubig ng mata ko.Napansin ko ang paghakbang niya papalapit sa'kin kaya napahakbang ako patalikod."Mas lalo akong kinain ng konsensyang naramdaman ko noong nalaman kong buntis ako, pero wala na. Galit na ako sa sarili ko sa ginawa ko noon sayo, pero mas nagalit ako noong hindi ko nagawang alagaan ang anak natin, yung anak ko. That made me more fucking depressed and fucking want to just die, kasi wala akong kwentang girlfriend sayo at ina ng sana magiging anak natin. Pakiramdam ko mas lalo kong kailangang k
Leozardo's POV "I love you," I whispered when we were already lying in bed after I had taken her many times. She didn't say anything. She just buried her face in my neck while hugging me. "May lakad pa tayo," I whispered at her. Her dad called us last night. We will go to their house in Makati. I closed my eyes so badly that I thought Daryha had married Vanzeus Guevera. I can't help but think about everything. When I learned that she had already married someone, nawalan na ako ng pag-asa. Akala ko hindi ko na siya mayayakap ng ganito, hindi ko na siya mahahalikan at hindi ko na siya makakasama. "Love," I whispered again. "Pinagod mo ako kaya maghintay ka," masungit na sambit nito, pero mahigpit naman ang yakap niya sa'kin. Natawa ako at hinila siya para mas mayakap ko. The first time I laid my eyes on her when we were still studying, I said to myself that she would be mine, even though I knew that she liked Jerico. Everyone knows that she likes Jerico, but maybe she feels that
Wakas is waving!!!_________________________________________Takot pa rin akong umuwi sa Pilipinas. Nag-aalala ako na baka makita ko si Mommy at ang asawa niyo. Hindi pa rin akong handang makita sila, pero alam ko na dapat kong harapin ang mga nangyare sa nakaraan.It's been a month since Leozardo knew about Kent. We moved into his condo, and dad allowed us because that's what I wanted. Dad, Tita Geva, and Van also went back last Sunday to the Philippines. In a month, Leo and I both did not work. We spend our time together with Kent.I already talked to James and president. Sa totoo lang wala na akong contract sa kanila. I'm just continuing to work as a model, pero wala ng contract. I told them the truth: I want to spend my time with the father of my son and my son.The president and James got shocks when they learned that Leozardo Luenco was the father of Kent.Sa isang buwan namin dito ay kapansin-pansin ang palaging pagtawag ng pamilya niya kay Leozardo. They want Leozardo to go ba
WARNING! 18+ ONLY! ____________________________________________ Tita helped me cook after that, and Manang apologized more times nang madatnan kami at nakitang kami pa ang nagluto. Tita and I just say na hindi naman niya kailangang humingi ng pasensya. Mas naunang dumating si Daddy, kasunod niya lang sila Leo at Kent. Napangiti ako nang makita ang masiglang tawa ni Kent nang papasok na sila ni Leo. "Papasok ka, Anak?" Tanong ni Dad habang nilalagay namin ni Tita ang ilang mga niluto namin. Napansin ko ang pagsulyap sa'kin ni Leo na animo'y hinihintay din ang sagot ko. "Oo, dad. Ilang araw akong absent at kahapon ay hindi ko pa tinapos ang trabaho ko buong araw," sambit ko. "Kung ganoon ay?" Napasulyap si Dad kay Leo. I bit my lower lips. "It's fine if you stay here for Kent habang nasa trabaho ako," alanganin kong sambit kay Leo. Hindi agad ito nagsalita, pero napansin ko na para bang may gusto itong sabihin. Nagpakawala muna siya ng buntong hininga bago tumango. "Okay, th
46 "Let's talk about what you meant a while ago," he said gently and a little weakly while burying his face in my neck. "It's not necessary. Let's not talk about it--" "I want us to talk about it, Love. I want to know what's on your mind," he said quickly, not letting me finish what I had to say. Bumuntong hininga ako bago sabihin ang nasa isip ko. "I just don't want you to decide this fast. I want you to take your time thinking kung ano talaga ang nararamdaman mo. Mamaya hindi ka pala sigurado at gusto mo lang na mabigyan ng buong pamilya si Kent, well I also want to give Kent a complete family, but I don't want to be selfish towards you at ikulong ka sa responsibilidad mo kay Kent. Hinding-hindi kita ikukulong," malumanay na sambit ko. Narinig ko ang malalim na buntong hininga niya. Kumalas siya sa pagkakayakap sa'kin at iniharap niya ako sa kanya. "Ayos lang sayo kung magpakasal ako sa ibang babae?" Tanong nito sa'kin habang titig na titig sa mata ko. Para niya akong b
45Leo was the first to stop crying. He was even able to stop Kent from crying. He talks to him, and Kent seems to know what Leo is talking about. I cannot resist staring at them, especially Leo. I know that he will be a good father."Papa," Si Leo habang tinuturuan si Kent na banggitin iyon."Pap.. pa," Hirap na sambit ni Kent. Titig na titig si Kent sa ama at subrang attentive sa sinasabi ng ama niya.We are all in the sala. We are all sitting. No one talks, and we are all staring. Kent and Leo na para bang may sarili silang mundo."Pap...pa!" Ulit pa ni Kent habang tumatawa na at nagagawa pang pumalakpak."Yes, baby. I'm your papa," Leo said tl Kent.We remained on the sofa until Kent fell asleep in Leo's hand. When Leo fell asleep, I stood up to take Kent, but Leo didn't want to give him to me."Ilalagay ko siya sa kwarto namin," sambit ko, pero umiling ito."I still want to hold him," mariin na sambit niya kaya napabuntong hininga ako."Pero baka mangalay ka---""It's fine," sery
44Masaya ako, pero alam kong may kulang, pero sino ako para hilingin na mapunan ang kulang? We are going to talk, right? Then fine. What I want right now is for him to know about Kent. Kung noon ay medyo takot akong sabihin kasi baka mag duda siya lalo dahil wala itong maalala noon, ngayon ay sigurado akong hindi siya mag dududa. He knows what happened that night. He knows na siya lang at alam niyang nagsisinungaling si Joseph Vuenavista."He is the reason I endured everything that happened in my life these past few years. He is my everything. He saved me when I was so down and broke." dugtong ko.I saw him staring at his glass. Napansin ko ang malalim na pag-iisip niya. Pati ang pagseseryoso niya ay namimiss ko. Nakakainis! Kanina lang ay subra akong naiirita sa kanya."Ikaw? Are you happy right now?" Hindi pa siya nakakasagot ay muli ko iyong dinugtungan. "Of course you are, right? But I want to ask you, is it Danica? or some other girl?"Hindi man lang nagbago ang expression. Ser
43"Mr. Luenco, what do you think are you doing?" Tanong ko, pero nahimigan ko ang sariling gulat sa boses ko.He didn't speak, nagpumiglas ako para mabitiwan, but a car suddenly parked in front of us. The same driver I saw last time got out of that car."Ano ba? Ano ba 'to?" Nagtatakang tanong ko sa kanya at patuloy na tinatanggal ang kamay niya sa palapulsuan ko."Pumasok ka," mariin na sambit niya."N-No! What is this, Mr. Luenco? You think it's nice to pull someone like this? And you think sasama ako sayo? Makakarating ito kay President!" Iritang sambit ko. "Let's talk," seryoso nitong sambit na ikinatawa ko."Bakit kailangan ako? You had a girl beside you a while ago! Kung gusto mo ng kausap, pwede naman siya! Bakit kailangan mo pa akong hilahin!" "I said let's talk, Ryha!" Bulyaw niya na nagpatigil sa'kin.Pareho kaming natahinik sa biglaang tinuran niya. Napapikit siya at bumuntong hininga."Please, let's talk," mas malumanay na sambit na niya.Ayokong paasahin ang sarili kon
42I did what he said. Right in front of him, I called Van and told him that he didn't have to pick me up, but Van said he would still come. He said that I would go with James and the president to the place, but we would go home together. Doon na raw kami magkikita.Tudo tingin ako sa side mirror, malinaw ko kasing nakikita ang kotse ni Leo na nakasunod sa amin."Really, mom? That's good, so we can be able to have our photoshoot in there hotel," I just glanced at James when I heard his happy words to the President."I was really shocked why he suddenly offered his hotels in the Philippines, but well, business is business, and he will have benefits if he lends us his hotels," sambit naman ni President.Philippines? Mukhang napansin ni James ang pagtataka ko sa usapan nila nang sulyapan niya ako sa front mirror ng kotse."This is the project that will be held in the Philippines, and we're lucky that Mr. Luenco offered his hotel. If you don't know, Mr. Luenco is a billionaire. His hotel
41"Daryha, let's go." I heard a serious voice. James diverted his attention to Van, as did Leo and Levi, who both glanced at Van.Hindi na ako nagdalawang isip. Tumayo ako at pilit na ngumiti kila James at Levi. It was hard for me to look straight into his eyes, but I did my best to do that. I smiled at him. He just stared at me blankly, na para bang ni minsan ay hindi niya sinabing mahal niya ako.Nanikip ang dibdib ko at pinigilan ang nagbabadyang luha sa mata ko. Nag-iwas ako ng tingin at naglakad para malapitan si Van. "We go first, James. I'm sorry," paumanhin ni Van kila James."Stay a little bit, Van," sinubukan pang kumbinsihin ni Levi si Van, pero pakoramdam ko ay gusto na rin talagang umalis ni Van.Tumayo naman si James at niyakap ako and say his goodbye. Aalis na sana kami, pero mabilis kaming pinigilan ni James."Oh, I'm sorry. By the way, before you two go, I want to introduce Mr. Leozardo Luenco to you, Van. Mr. Luenco, this is Vanzeus Guevera," pakilala nito."Oh. I