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Chapter 18: Feeling Different

Author: Eden Rose
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-14 19:57:11

Katrina’s POV

“I’m sad and happy you are leaving us,” Vanessa said as she escorted me to the black rangerover packed in front of the house, Amanda and Shaun standing a distance away, watching us.

“Same way I’m having mixed feelings,” I confessed in a sigh and reached for my satchel which she insisted to help me carry.

I had filled her in briefly on what was going on while I put whatever valuables I had in the sizable leather bag. It was difficult for her to understand, nevertheless she felt anger and remorse at my situation.

She ended up apologizing after our little talk and I told her the truth about not bearing grudges at her actions however I made it clear that we could never be close again even if our paths managed to cross in the future.

It was a far fetched thought to think about crossing parts, but there was only a small bit we could predict about life. Unexpected things could happen at unexpected times.

My life was a living testament to that and though it was normal for me to
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