Ruby quickly changed into pajama bottoms and an oversized T-shirt, wanting nothing more than to be in bed and asleep by the time Parker got out of the shower. Except it was the very fact that Parker was showering that kept Ruby awake. She lay in bed, the covers pulled up to her chin. When she heard the water turn off, she rolled over, her back to the bathroom door, and squeezed her eyes shut. She would not think of Parker in any way except as an acquaintance who could occasionally be considered a friend.
Except, did acquaintances go on weekend trips together? Maybe. Would they stay in the same hotel room together? Only under duress, and she considered herself in that category.
The bathroom door opened and a couple of minutes later Ruby felt the other side of the bed sink with Parker&rsq
Parker’s alarm went off. He groaned and rolled over. The clock sat right in front of his face on the nightstand and the numbers blinked in bright red, making him see spots. He turned the alarm off and sat up, used to having to force himself awake. If his body had its way, it would have missed every hot air balloon competition since he’d started—always begging for just five more minutes. But he had learned from experience that five more minutes turned into five more hours, and there was no way he was allowing that to happen. He had thought he’d only get to fly one day in the festival, but because he and Ruby came early, he’d be able to fly two. Sleep could wait.Parker stretched and walked to the bathroom. He started to drop his pants but froze when a voice said, “Do you mind shutting the door first?”
Ruby couldn’t believe she had done that. A torrent of complex emotions catapulted through her as she followed Parker to his car. Guilt was definitely at the forefront. But that prison she had told Parker about was very real, and for the split second it took her to kiss him she had felt free from it. She had felt peace, and happiness, and excitement. But she was experiencing the repercussions of it now.Ruby avoided Parker’s gaze as she slid into the front seat. It took a moment to realize he was just sitting in the driver’s seat, watching her, not starting the car.“You okay?” he asked. “If I did something wrong—”“No,” Ruby interrupted. “You have nothin
Parker stood in the basket. It was now upright and ready to go. He checked his instruments. The weather was perfect. Other balloons were popping up around him and the crowds were moving in. Parker wanted to get into the air quickly so he’d have the sky to himself, at least for a few minutes. It was still mostly dark and the flames lit up each balloon as they worked on getting upright. He turned to Ruby, who was transfixed by the balloons, wonder written across her features. He had felt the same way when he attended his first festival as a child.“You sure you don’t want to come with me?” he asked.Ruby looked like she did want to come as she ran a finger across the top of the basket. “I—I’d love to…”
Ruby watched as the mountains and trees transitioned into farms and fields. Everything was green, and so different than back in Amor. As beautiful as this was, it made her miss home. Ruby knew the desert, had grown up with it, and knew what to expect from it. She wasn’t thinking of just the landscape, but also the people in it. They were predictable, just like the seasons. She knew when the windy season would give way to the monsoon season, and when to expect the mosquitoes and rattlesnakes.Up here was different. When she and Parker had first gone up in the balloon, she’d felt freer than she had in years. Everything was new and exciting. She found she could actually pretend she was a different ve
Parker brushed past Ruby and headed toward the car.“What about thermals?” Ruby asked, hurrying after him.“I’ll risk it,” Parker said. He’d never felt this conflicted and confused before. He didn’t want to be with anyone, he just wanted to fly. Alone.“Don’t you need Andy and Rafael?” she asked.“They’re on their way down.” Parker threw his backpack into the back seat. “Don’t wait up for me,” he said before jumping into the car and tearing out of the parking lot. He couldn’t believe it. How could he have been so blind? Parker was just grateful that R
Ruby held onto the seat in front of her, but she couldn’t keep herself from bouncing all over the place, even with the seatbelt on. This was her worst nightmare come true. Her fear of riding in cars battled with her fear of Parker dying in a flying accident, and she swore that if something happened to him, she’d never leave the house again.Ruby knew she shouldn’t have convinced the guys to help Parker get into the air, but she had been trying to be supportive of what he was going through. She didn’t know everything, but Andy had told her enough to cause her to spring into action. He had been right. Ruby saw how self-centered she had been, and right then, all she wanted was to help Parker through his own personal tragedy. That was what was real. All they had was the present, and Ruby didn’t want to mess things up again.
Parker sat in the dirt, swatting at the mosquitoes who were treating him like a banquet. He had seen a small plane fly overhead half an hour before, but all had been quiet since. Well, he had wanted alone time, and he certainly had plenty of that. Parker wouldn’t be surprised if Ruby never talked to him again after this. Heck, he might not even have a crew for his flights anymore. He knew he had been reckless and stupid. Anger and grief did that to people.Knowing that not only was his parents’ marriage a mirage, but he had probably blown any chance he had with Ruby and possibly lost his two best friends—it was too much. He had tried to keep his emotions in check, but he couldn’t do it anymore. He allowed himself to cry. No, sob was more like it. All the despair broke through the barriers he had set up and flooded the dirt with hi
Ruby pulled up in front of her house and let a long breath seep out through her teeth. She knew taking Parker’s car was a stupid thing. But so was him flying his hot air balloon when he knew he shouldn’t. When Ruby had seen the balloon spread out on the ground like that, she’d imagined Parker sprawled out just like it, limbs twisted at odd angles. The flashbacks from Clark’s death had hit her so suddenly, and so hard, she’d panicked. Thank goodness all her years of training had kicked in and she’d managed to land the plane safely. The man had only asked to see her pilot’s license, which had never expired. Maybe because it was an emergency, he hadn’t asked to see the card that really mattered—the one that showed she’d actually kept up to date with her flights and training. He had then been kind enough to give her a ride to Parker’s car, which she was suppose