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The Right Decision
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2020-12-28 07:11:30Parker watched Ruby’s retreating back. How could he have been so stupid? She was right. How else had he thought she would react? Ruby was trying to get away from all the crap she’d held bottled up, and instead, he’d brought her face to face with one of her greatest fears—flying. It had taken a lot to convince her to come when she thought they’d only be watching the balloons. But now that she knew he was flying his own? Parker would be surprised if she ever spoke to him again. Up until a week ago, that wouldn’t have been a problem. In fact, he would have welcomed it. He had washed his hands of Ruby a long time ago. But all it had taken was one chance meeting, and she had once again brought him to his knees.
“Dude, what was that about?” Andy asked.
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