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2020-11-09 19:58:04^^Grisella POV
It took a massive decision for me when I opened my laptop. I sighed heavily sitting down with the blue notebook that was open in front of me. I don't know when was the last time I touched this laptop "okay, and I can do it" I said firmly convinced myself.
My hands were still shaking erratically as I started typing. The title I made up at that time was 'werewolf', so I deleted it again because I wasn't sure about that title. I have to think of something new for my book. I had to get my book to be accepted by the editor immediately without any negative drama.
I got up and held my forehead, thinking aloud what title would be suitable for my book. My eyes turned to the backyard; the green pine forest is still the best view I've seen so far. I screamed in frustration because I could not bear to go back into the woods.
"Dear?" someone came into my room. I jumped in surprise "oh my god, Mom?" My feelings were both happy and shocked when I saw my M
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