(Ten years ago)
There are things a child shouldn’t remember. Like the smell of burning flesh. The sound of bones cracking beneath a boot. Or the way her mother’s hand shook when she whispered, “Don’t make a sound, baby. Not even a breath.” I was nine when I saw my father die. Not the man who raised me. The man whose blood runs in my veins. The man who built empires out of bullets and betrayal. I didn’t know it then. Only that Mama always said he was “gone” in that vague way grownups say when they mean something deeper. That day, I learned what “gone” really meant. It was supposed to be a quick trip. We were supposed to be in and out of Manila in a day. Mama needed to meet someone. “Business,” she said. I was wearing my favorite sneakers. Bright red, scuffed at the toes from schoolyard games. I remember because I kept staring at them when the screaming started. Like if I focused hard enough, I wouldn’t hear the gunfire. But it didn’t work. You never forget the sound of your childhood ending. We were hiding in a car, tucked in the shadows of an abandoned warehouse. Mama was gripping the steering wheel like it was the only thing holding her to the Earth. Her lips moved fast. Prayers I didn’t understand. My hand was in hers, small and sweaty. She wouldn’t look at me. Then it happened. The black SUV pulled up across the lot. Men in suits, all holding guns, stepped out. And from the second vehicle… him. He looked like a villain in a movie. Tall, dark suit, gloves. His face was hard, unreadable. Like he wasn’t made of flesh and bone but carved from stone. Cold. Controlled. Dangerous. And walking beside him, handcuffed and bloodied, was my father. At least, I think it was him. I had only seen pictures. My mother had burned most of them. But I knew. I felt it. My blood recognized him before my brain did. He was limping, one eye swollen shut. But his chin was up. He didn’t look scared. Just… tired. The man in the gloves said something. I couldn’t hear the words. My heart was pounding too loud. But my father, he laughed. Laughed like he wasn’t moments from death. Then they made him kneel. I looked away. I wanted to run, scream, do something. But Mama gripped my arm so tight it hurt. “Look,” she hissed, voice trembling. “You have to see. Remember this.” And I did. A single gunshot. His body hit the ground like a puppet whose strings had been cut. The man in the gloves stood over him for a second longer. Then turned away like it was nothing. Like he hadn’t just stolen someone’s whole world. But before he could leave, he stopped. His head tilted slightly. He turned and looked… directly at our car. Mama gasped. “He knows.” I didn’t understand. How could he know? We were hidden. We hadn’t made a sound. But he walked toward us anyway. “No, no, no—” Mama fumbled for the gear shift. But it was too late. He opened the door. Pulled her out like she weighed nothing. She screamed, fought, scratched his face. He didn’t flinch. Then he looked at me. I still remember the way his eyes locked on mine. Not like a killer looking at a witness. No. Like someone who already knew me. Like I was a name he’d been waiting to cross off a list. I was too scared to move. To breathe. Then something weird happened. He reached inside… and gently touched my hair. Just for a second. “She looks just like him,” he muttered. “Shame.” Mama screamed again. “Please, she’s just a child!” He crouched down to my level. Smiled. But it wasn’t kind. “One day,” he said softly, “she’ll pay for his sins. That’s a promise.” Then he walked away. He left us there, in the silence after the storm, surrounded by shadows and blood. (Present Day) There’s a kind of silence that follows you forever. Not the peaceful kind, but the loud kind. The kind that screams in your ears even when the world is quiet. I live with that silence every day. After that night, my mother and I disappeared. New names. New country. New everything. She never spoke of him again. Never explained what happened. The past became a locked box, and she threw away the key. But I kept the memories. The man. The promise. The gunshot. Sometimes I wonder if I imagined it. If my nine-year-old brain turned a nightmare into a prophecy. But I know better. Because that man’s eyes still haunt my dreams. And now… she’s gone too. Cancer. Quick. Brutal. Unforgiving. She never told me the truth before she died. Never said his name. But on her deathbed, she made me swear something. “If they come for you, don’t fight. Go. Obey. It’s the only way you’ll survive.” I didn’t understand. Until tonight. Because they did come for me. Not with guns. Not yet. They came in suits. Clean-cut. Smooth-talking. One of them called me by my real name. “Amara Cruz. You’re coming with us.” I said no. Of course I did. They didn’t care. And now… I’m in a car. In the backseat. Hands trembling in my lap. The city lights blur past the window as we head somewhere I can’t escape from. I glance at the man beside me. Silent. Still. Wearing black gloves. Not him. But close enough. There’s something sharp in my chest. Something that isn’t fear, exactly. It’s older than that. Like my blood knows something I don’t. Like it’s remembering the promise. One day, she’ll pay for his sins. And somehow… I think that day has come. END OF PROLOGUE(MATTEO’S POV) They say a man should feel something on his wedding day. Joy. Hope. Nerves. Even guilt. I felt nothing. Not when I slid the cufflinks into place, black on black. Not when the housekeeper knocked on the door and told me the guests had arrived. Not even when I caught my reflection in the mirror. Sharp suit, sharper stare, and the ghosts behind my eyes who never stopped watching. I was a soldier marrying a stranger. A son honoring his family’s demand. A man with blood on his hands and no space in his chest for anything that didn’t taste like control. No, I wasn’t nervous. I was bored. “This is a mistake,” my cousin murmured beside me, low enough that only I could hear. “You don’t need her. You have the army. The routes. The respect.” I adjusted my tie. “I also have enemies. And her last name.” “Cruz,” he spat like it burned. “Your father would’ve—” “My father’s dead.” Silence cut between us. He didn’t say it, but I knew what he was thinking. That
(AMARA'S POV)The morning after my forced wedding, the sunlight felt fake. Like it was shining on the wrong people, on the wrong story. I opened my eyes to silence and unfamiliar air. Cold. Sterile. Not a single picture on the wall. Not even a crack in the marble floor. It was too perfect. Too polished. Like the kind of house that didn't want to be lived in.Just stared at.Just controlled.I sat up slowly, my head heavy from pretending. Pretending I wasn’t terrified. Pretending that the vows didn’t feel like chains around my throat. Pretending that Matteo Valerio hadn’t looked at me like he’d seen a ghost he wanted to bury twice.I checked the door.Locked.Of course.A maid knocked fifteen minutes later. Said nothing, just handed me a change of clothes and a tray of food like I was an exhibit behind glass. I almost asked her name. Almost.But then I remembered where I was.I was not here to make friends.I showered. Changed. Didn’t touch the food. I didn’t trust anything in this hou
The mansion never slept.Even at two in the morning, it breathed with a quiet menace—heels clicking against marble in the hallway, guards whispering over radios, shadows sliding beneath doors. I stood by the window in our so-called bedroom, staring at the driveway below. Two black cars. One motorcycle. The rest hidden somewhere, like everything else in this house.I hadn’t moved for over an hour. Couldn’t sleep. Couldn’t think past the man from the meeting.“You look like your mother.”The words looped in my head like static, like the kind of thing you don’t realize is dangerous until it’s already cracked open something inside you.My mother had died when I was ten. Hit-and-run, they said. Closed casket. I never saw her face again. Never asked questions. Not because I didn’t want to, but because people looked uncomfortable when I did.And now… now some stranger said her name like it was a weapon.I wanted answers. I wanted truth.Instead, I had a marriage contract and a door that didn
I didn’t expect much from a house built on blood, but I also didn’t expect the silence to be this loud.It wasn’t the kind of silence that meant peace. It was the kind that pressed against your skin like humidity. Heavy. Watching. Waiting.After the funeral, Matteo disappeared for the rest of the day. Not a word. Not a knock. Not even the echo of his boots in the hallway. Just gone. And in his absence, the house felt like a stranger again—walls too white, floors too clean, windows that didn’t open.I didn’t cry.I wanted to, but I couldn’t.Maybe because crying felt like surrender. And I wasn’t ready to lose again.So I walked.Not with a plan. Not even with hope. Just footsteps echoing through halls that weren’t mine, wearing shoes that didn’t belong to me, passing portraits of men with dead eyes and tighter suits.This place was built to trap people. Not with locks. With beauty. With secrets.And I was tired of being the only one without answers.Down one corridor, past a wing that
I woke to the sound of something shifting. Not loud. Not sharp. Just enough to pull me out of sleep and make my heart start sprinting before my mind caught up.The red folder was still next to me, under the pillow where I’d shoved it last night like some kind of talisman. But no one was in the room. The door was still closed. Locked from the inside.Still, something felt… off.I sat up slowly, brushing hair from my face, the silence pressing against my ears again like it had weight. The kind that makes your ribs feel too tight and the air feel too thick.I wasn’t alone.Not in this house. Not even in this room.I turned toward the mirror.Nothing.But I swear something moved just at the corner of it. A shimmer. A breath. Something just out of reach.I forced myself up. Pulled on the thick robe someone had left folded at the end of my bed. Opened the door with steady hands that didn’t feel like mine.The hallway was still.Too still.I walked barefoot, each step a whisper against the p
My heart made a sound I didn’t know it could make.He asked to meet me.Not send a message. Not watch from afar. Not play some ghost game from the shadows.He wanted to see me.My real father.The man with the scar on his lip and the truth buried somewhere behind those cold eyes.“When?” I asked.Matteo didn’t look at me right away. He stared past me, through the window, like the answer was somewhere in the trees or the clouds or the quiet spaces in between.“Tomorrow,” he said. “Ten a.m. You’ll be driven there.”I blinked. “And you’re letting me go?”He finally looked at me.“I don’t want you to. But I won’t stop you.”That didn’t feel like permission.That felt like surrender.“Where?”“A neutral location. Old estate outside town. Used to belong to the Aragon family. He’s repurposed it.”I nodded slowly, even though nothing made sense anymore.“What’s the catch?”“There’s always a catch,” he said. “But you’ll have to figure that out yourself.”I wanted to scream.To throw something.
It was past eleven when I left the library.The air outside bit at my skin. The silence of the estate felt too clean, like something had been scrubbed away. I held the box tight against my chest, like it would stop the questions from crawling out of my ribs.Matteo hadn’t said a word the whole ride back.He didn’t ask what Rafael told me. Didn’t demand to know what was in the box. He just stared straight ahead, fingers clenched around the edge of the seat like he was trying to anchor himself somewhere.I hated that he looked like he was breaking.Because I didn’t know if I wanted to fix him or finish him.I stayed in my room all day after that.Didn’t speak. Didn’t eat. Just stared at the photos, the files, the grainy footage that blurred the lines between memory and myth.Rafael hadn’t lied.But he hadn’t told the whole truth either.I watched my mother in a video dated three months before she died. She sat on the edge of a bed in a hotel room, hair damp, eyes hollow.“If this ends b
The mansion didn’t feel like it missed him.Matteo’s absence didn’t echo through the halls or cling to the walls like I thought it would. Instead, it felt like he’d never been here to begin with. Like the shadows were used to swallowing people whole and forgetting their names.But I remembered.I remembered the way his voice dropped when he was tired. The way his fingers flexed like he was holding onto the edge of something invisible. The way his anger looked a lot like grief.I wasn’t here to mourn him, though.I was here to find out why I ever met him in the first place.The library door creaked as I pushed it open. The room smelled like smoke and dust and faintly of violets. I didn’t sit this time. I walked straight to the shelf I’d ignored the first night—tall, cold, too symmetrical. The one Rafael had mentioned without really meaning to.Behind the third row, just beneath a row of encyclopedias, I found it.A thin stack of old notebooks. Leather-bound. Faded. Smelling of old perf
The room was quiet except for the steady hum of the ceiling fan above us, its rhythmic whirr doing little to calm the tension in the air. My heart was racing, a storm of confusion swirling in my chest as Matteo stood before me, his usual confident demeanor replaced with a rare vulnerability. I couldn’t help but notice how his hand twitched at his side, a gesture that betrayed the calm he was trying to project. The weight of the conversation hanging between us was too heavy. It had been too heavy since the moment he told me about the blood contract. “Amara…” Matteo started, his voice low, measured. “You need to understand something. This blood contract—it was forged, against my will. Rafael forced me to sign it. Tortured me until I didn’t have a choice.” I blinked, struggling to process his words. “Tortured you? But you’re the one who…” I trailed off, unsure of what to say. The lies, the manipulation, everything I had known about him felt like a cruel joke. “I had no choice,” he co
The air was thick with tension. Every step I took felt like it echoed in the silent room, my shoes clicking sharply against the polished floors. The walls were adorned with dark, intricate paintings—power, money, blood—they seemed to mock me. I wasn’t just in Lazaro Reyes’ territory now. I was standing on the precipice of a world I had only heard about in whispers, a world where people like me didn’t belong. Lazaro stood at the other end of the room, his back to me, looking out over the city. The view was stunning—everything below looked like it was mine for the taking. I swallowed the lump in my throat, wondering just how deep this game went. “You've come a long way, Amara,” Lazaro said, his voice smooth and measured. “And now, you're in a position to make choices. The choices you never had.” I took a step forward, resisting the urge to turn and walk right back out. This wasn’t some simple meeting. This was an offer. A dangerous, seductive offer. “I don’t need your pity,” I said,
The morning light crept through the cracked stained-glass windows of the abandoned cathedral, casting colorful streaks across the dusty floor. I could hear the faint rustling of fabric, the quiet footsteps of someone moving through the shadows. My breath was caught somewhere between anticipation and dread, but there was no turning back now. I had come this far—too far, perhaps. I stepped inside, my heart hammering, but I refused to let fear control me. I had to face this. Whatever this was. And then I saw him. Lazaro Reyes. He stood in the center of the room, his silhouette framed by the sun filtering through the stained glass. His face was sharp, cold—too much like the stories I had heard growing up. The leader of one of the most dangerous syndicates in the world, the very man I had been taught to hate. But there was something different about him now, something that made my chest tighten. Lazaro’s eyes locked onto mine, and for a moment, the world around me faded into nothing. I
The night was silent except for the faint rustling of the wind outside, carrying with it the scent of rain. I sat in the dimly lit bunker, my legs pulled up to my chest, the cold concrete pressing against my skin. My heart felt like a stone lodged deep in my throat, suffocating me.I had died today. Or at least, the world thought I had.The car crash had been staged perfectly—a fiery explosion that left nothing but ash. Matteo had been the grieving man, the one caught in the middle of it all. He had cried on camera, his emotions raw and public, while I sat in the shadows, hidden away in a place that no one could find. It was all too much, too much to process. How could anyone live in a world where everything, even death, was fabricated?I pushed myself off the floor, my eyes scanning the dimly lit room. The cold walls, the old furniture—it all looked so familiar, as if it had been waiting for me all this time. Matteo had prepared this place long ago, anticipating the possibility of so
I didn’t expect to feel it. Not now. Not after everything that’s happened. But there it was—the unmistakable weight of betrayal pressing down on my chest. My heart pounded in my ears as Matteo spoke, the words too much to handle. “Rafael lied to me, Amara,” Matteo’s voice was low, tight. He stood across the room, his fingers drumming against the back of a chair. “He told me your father was the mastermind. That killing him would put an end to this. But I think he set your father up.” The words were like a blow to my stomach. I stumbled back, the cold air around us suddenly suffocating. It felt like the ground beneath me had cracked open, pulling me deeper into something I was never meant to be a part of. “Set him up?” I asked, barely able to form the words. “But why?” Matteo’s jaw clenched as if the answer hurt him too. “I don’t know. But your father wasn’t just some henchman, Amara. He had something more important than just his name on the line. And Rafael—he’s been playing bo
I didn't know how long I'd been staring at the papers scattered across the desk. Minutes? Hours? The numbers blurred together. The words, too. Everything felt like it was spinning out of control, but it was all undeniable. My hands trembled as I flipped through each file, each page revealing more than I ever wanted to know. My father. My own flesh and blood. A man I had trusted with everything I was. Everything I thought I could be. And yet, here it was. Evidence. Corruption. Dark deals. He wasn’t the man I thought he was. I gripped the edge of the desk, steadying myself. But it didn’t help. My pulse was erratic, my breath shallow as I sifted through photo after photo, some from the day I was born. I didn't recognize it at first—at first, I thought it was just a photo from some family gathering. But then I saw the faces behind me. Different kids. Too many of them. Too many unfamiliar faces that didn’t belong. I blinked hard, trying to force the image away, but it stayed. I h
The drive was long, the world outside a blur of darkened trees and winding roads. But the silence inside the car was deafening. Matteo’s grip on the steering wheel was tight, his jaw set in that familiar way. The tension between us thickened with every passing mile, like it could choke me at any second. I kept my eyes on the dark landscape, though I wasn’t really seeing it. My mind replayed everything—the kiss, the way his lips had burned into mine, his words, his touch. But mostly, it replayed the one thing I didn’t want to think about: the confession. I killed your father. The words echoed in my head, over and over. I couldn’t escape them. My chest felt hollow, like a part of me had just cracked open. And the worst part? I didn’t know if I hated him for it. How could I? If what he said was true, my father wasn’t who I thought he was. But then… did that really change anything? He was still my father. The man who raised me. Who protected me. Who I trusted. And Matteo—he kill
The air inside the old, forgotten orphanage felt thick, stale with memories and dust. Every step I took seemed to echo, reminding me of the silence that had surrounded this place for years. Matteo was beside me, his presence like a weight on my shoulder, but I couldn’t bring myself to push him away. Not when I was standing on the precipice of something I hadn’t known I was ready to face."Are you sure about this?" Matteo's voice broke the silence, low and hesitant.I looked at him, seeing his concern reflected in the dark shadows under his eyes. He'd never shown this much vulnerability before, and it made me feel like I was drowning in a sea of things I couldn’t control. "I have to know, Matteo. I have to know what happened to me... who I really am."The words tasted bitter on my tongue. It felt like a betrayal to the man I thought was my father. But there was no turning back now. My entire life had been built on lies, and I was too tired to pretend anymore.Matteo sighed, his fingers
I didn’t sleep after he kissed me.How could I? That kind of closeness doesn't just fade into nothing. It lingers, burns. It rewrites everything you thought was real.His lips still haunted the corner of my mouth, like a secret only my skin could remember.Matteo sat across the room, back turned, pretending the moment hadn’t happened. Pretending like he hadn’t just torn down the walls he built between us only to raise another.“You’ll hate me,” he’d said.That sentence played on repeat in my head like a warning I didn’t know how to obey.The silence between us stretched like an old wound. I wanted to reach for him. To pull the truth out from wherever he’d buried it. But a part of me already knew—whatever he was hiding would break me more than any bullet ever could.The rain outside barely touched the glass. It was soft, like whispers I wasn’t meant to hear. I stared at the window anyway, waiting for something—anything—to make this weight in my chest feel lighter.But the quiet shatter