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Chapter 8: The Ghost of the Past

Author: Sydirae
last update Last Updated: 2025-04-18 13:45:40

The mansion didn’t feel like it missed him.

Matteo’s absence didn’t echo through the halls or cling to the walls like I thought it would. Instead, it felt like he’d never been here to begin with. Like the shadows were used to swallowing people whole and forgetting their names.

But I remembered.

I remembered the way his voice dropped when he was tired. The way his fingers flexed like he was holding onto the edge of something invisible. The way his anger looked a lot like grief.

I wasn’t here to mourn him, though.

I was here to find out why I ever met him in the first place.

The library door creaked as I pushed it open. The room smelled like smoke and dust and faintly of violets. I didn’t sit this time. I walked straight to the shelf I’d ignored the first night—tall, cold, too symmetrical. The one Rafael had mentioned without really meaning to.

Behind the third row, just beneath a row of encyclopedias, I found it.

A thin stack of old notebooks. Leather-bound. Faded. Smelling of old perf
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