We have been sitting here for an hour now and still no news about Isabella. The nurses have been in and out of the room and nobody is answering us.Isabella's parents just came back from seeing their granddaughter.Dante has been pacing around and I on the other hand have been avoiding eye contact with him.Few seconds later the doctor comes out looking down and I immediately knew it was bad news."Doc what is wrong with my daughter? Is she okay" Isabella's mom asks in worry."Your daughter hemorrhage too much. She lost alot of blood due to her preeclampsia. I am sorry to inform you but she couldn't make it. She is gone" he says sadly."What??No!No! This can't happen,my baby was fine before. What aren't you telling us doctor "her mom cries.I wasn't so much in a shock because I knew this would happen anyway. That doesn't mean I wasn't hurt,she was my friend. I couldn't control the tears anymore."I am sorry your daughter didn't tell you about her health issues but she knew what she wa
Today is Isabella's funeral. It has been a week since her death,one week since I last saw Dante and three days since I came home with the baby.That day I called my mom and told her everything that happened and she was at the estate even before I arrived to help me with the baby.This place doesn't feel the same without her.Dante disappeared into thin air ,nobody knows where he is,well maybe expect for his parents because they have not been here not once to see their granddaughter.Isabella was the only child of the parents so I couldn't deny them from seeing their granddaughter. She will make them feel Isabella is still alive.Ireal has been a handful for a baby,she demands attention and would cry if someone else picks her expect for me or my mom. I kept calling Dante's phone but I think my number has been blocked.Doesn't he care about his daughter! This little angel.My mom and I are dressed ready to go to the chapel where it is been held.My dad is meeting us there with my broth
One Year LaterTwelve months,forty-eight weeks and three hundred and sixty-three days since we lost Isabella and Ireal was born.Tomorrow is her death anniversary and Ireal's birthday.Well technically it is her birthday but I had it moved to the next day after Isabella died. I didn't want her to feel sad on her birthday. She needed the whole day for herself.I have been preparing her first birthday since like forever and it finally here.I can't believe she is almost 1,very soon she'll be a teenager and we'll leaving off to college.She is such a sweet baby with bad temper and we all know where she gets it from.Speaking of someone we don't name of,his whoring ways has been less this month.He seems more calmer now,but still drowns himself in alcohol.He doesn't ask of his child,not once has he tried to carry her.One time he came back from work and met us sitting on floor of the living playing.Immediately she saw him ,she started clapping her chubby hands and raised them as signed
oh Mrs. DeMontez thank your for coming" I smile to lady.She still isn't found of me but we try to be civil to each family for the seek of Ireal.Speaking of her,she has betrayed me since yesterday but I don't blame her.After we visited Isabella's grave,we went to restaurant to dine, only the three of us and Ireal wanted to be held by Dante.Although he was hesitant at first,he agreed and held her. That was it,she got stuck with him.She didn't want to leave her side and suddenly she had gone from saying 'mama' to 'dada'.Dante did shed some tears when he heard her say it.She even slept in his room last night,she only came to me to today because she wanted to bath and eat. But right after that back into daddy's arms.She has been so excited today, giggle every second while her father introduced her to his workers and business associate.Nobody minded that she wasn't my biological daughter,they just congratulated me.Ireal and I are wearing the same crossed back floral dress and I m
I woke up and winced when I tried to sit up on the bed.The memories of yesterday came back rushing to me and I couldn't help but blush.As Dante promised, yesterday we had the entire day to ourselves. We let all the worker off and had the entire house.We had sex on almost every surface of this house, only took a break to eat and drink water and then we are back at it again.We finally stopped at dawn and talked for a while.We have decided to give this relationship a second chance because of Ireal. She needs a stable home.I really liked Dante and I wanted him to feel the same way about me. I want a future with him and Ireal and our other kids. I only hope this doesn't back fire in my face.I sat up with a smile on my face as I turn to see Dante sleeping peacefully beside me.He looks like a baby,so cute. Although Ireal is a replica of Isabella there is some resemblance between she and Dante that doesn't go unnoticed.I carefully got out of the bed,I am going to make breakfast for o
Two Years LaterBliss.Bliss is what I call the past two years. Everything in my life and marriage has been a total bliss.No pain, no tears what so ever.Well except for the fact that Isabella's mom tried to attack me.But that has been dealt with by Dante ofcourse.We got a restraining order against her and forbid her from seeing Ireal. Only her husband could.Ireal. My little angel,my peace,my own heart.She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my life.She is sweet and kind and bubbly ,also adorable.When she begun to walk,she would go anywhere her tiny legs would take her.I had to keep an eye on her 24/7.She is an angel but when she meets Azrael,she is a whole new person.Let me tell you, those two duo will conquer their mates in high school.One time I took her to Marielle for a board meeting and we left them in charge with the secretary.They managed to escape and flood the entire top floor from the bathroom.We had to close the company for a week,since then we vow
Three weeks.Three weeks is what it has been since I last saw Dante.The morning after our little argument,he left on a business trip without telling me.I had to find out from Dixie,my maid!He doesn't pick up my calls anymore and he only talks to Ireal when calls on the home line.I have become depressed and tired of constantly waiting for him to call me or even send a simple text would be okay.Ireal has started preschool and she is loving it.She and Azrael even made a new friend,Hunter,is his name.A cute black haired boy with grey eyes. His mom is a nurse at the state hospital and his dad is not in the picture. She is mostly busy at the time so I usually pick them from school and sometimes let them have a sleepover.Both girls are clearly smitten by him,he usually calls them his wives.Nonetheless, they are still the inseparable trio.Today is a Sunday and Ireal and I are preparing to go to a playdate with Hunter and Azrael."Dixie can you please bring me the lunch bag,we need
A month has passed since I left the house to my parents house. I broke down and told them everything but they couldn't do anything about it. I messed up and fell in love with him,it was supposed to a contract and there I was willowing in my pettiness while he was out sleeping with anyone in a skirt.The media caught up with it quickly and it has been the topic on every platform since then.Anywhere I went the paparazzi were after me.I tried to keep Ireal out of it but they were even at her school to take pictures.Dante got extra security and restraining order for us.I stayed and cried in my room for two weeks and finally I decided to pick myself up be better and the best mom for my daughter.I bought an apartment near my parents home,which was not far from Marielle or Ireal's preschool.She started staying with father during weekends per the agreement.He would pick her up from school on Friday and bring her back on Monday.Well that was until today,the school called me that he ha
"oh my God,oh my God. I can't find my veil"I rampage into my suitcase searching for my stupid veil.The wedding starts in two hours and I am not even ready.I have been stressed lately,with the wedding preparation and the baby.Everything has been chaotic and that has turned me into the bride Zilla I am right now.I thank God for my mom being in my life,if not that I would have gone crazy by now."Found it Blaire. No need stressing out"my sister Jamie says holding my veil in her hands."Oh thank you so much. How are you people ready and I am not"I whine looking at her beautiful mauve satin dress."Well you are stress to much over nothing. Now sit you butt down and let me do you hair"she sassily say and l chuckle.Two months ago I got into contact with my long lost half sister after so trying for years.It was an emotional reunion. I told her about our biological mother's death but that didn't bother her a bit.I also told her about our half brother and she was really surprised.We beg
A month laterLife has been good this past few months. I have everything and I can't ask for more.Dante has shown me what love feels like and in return I have shown him what a happy family feels like.We bought a new house more closer to the city and sold the other one.It was more closer to family and friends,so Ireal can grow up with people her age.She has begun schooling again,in a private institution owned by one of Dante's associates.My baby is getting bigger each passing day.Speaking of babies,the one inside me is trying to be stubborn because I am long overdue but still no labor.I have tried everything possible thing to induce labor but to no avail.Dante and I have been on it like rabbits but still no avail.Now I am tired and afraid,I want a natural birth not a C-section.Dante hasn't left my side since I entered my ninth month. He works from now,he said he doesn't want me in labor when he isn't around.But is Saturday and we are doing our annual Angelis family screen ti
Looking at Dante crying over his child was very heart breaking.I missed him so much and no matter how much he hurt me,I want him to be in the baby's life.I am better now.Staying in Switzerland was the best idea and it was best six months of my life.But no matter how much I loved it there,it is not compared to home.I missed my family so much that it hurts. Especially my daughter and Dante.Now, seeing him on his knees crying makes everything worth it.We are both better now.I couldn't help but let my tears flowing while staring at this broken man Infront me.He stands up and engulfs me into a. Everything feels so surreal,too hard to be true."I missed you so much baby. I missed you so much it makes my heart hurt"he sobs and I hugged him tighter,his sweet cologne filling my nostrils."You are here. You are really here" I heard myself whisper.We kept on hugging for a minute, sobbing softly to each other, expressing our longing.Our baby kicked and I winced a little and he immediat
Six months later"That will be all for today Mr. Angelis. You are really making progress and I am proud of that" Dr.Clark says closing his notebook after writing somethings in it.I smile at him but it didn't reach my eyes as usual.Dr. Clark,my therapist, says I am making progress but I don't see it. I don't think I ever will unless she is here with me.I missed her so much that it hurts but I can do nothing about it because it is all my fault.I pushed her away because I was afraid and now I want her back,she is gone. She left without looking back,and I respect that. She had to go for her own sanity,she had to heal from the pain I caused her.She was right,we were toxic for each other. We needed time to be on our own and better ourselves.My daughter has been my source of joy,my rebound since she left.She stays with me during the weeks days and sometimes during the weekend. She takes away my worry for a while but immediately she leaves I fall back in the pity hole."Thank you D
Empty.That is what I am feeling right now. That is what I have been feeling for the past month.I couldn't go anywhere,not that I wanted to. Anywhere I went the paparazzi was following me.For the past month,the internet and the headlines of every show had my name in it.My cheating scandal was everywhere and people who didn't even know me were commenting bad stuff about me.I had to pull Ireal out from school for while so she could be home school because they were after her too.Chanel didn't want Ireal to be alone,so as a supportive best friend she was she also pulled Azrael from school so they could both home school.But this week has been alot better because they talk about it less. I think Dante has done something about it.I am really physically and mentally exhausted. People even begun comparing me to my mother.This scandal really affected Marielle but Chanel being in charge,she bounced the company back up.My bump is out just a little bit, I don't know what to do.My dad sug
I stare at myself in the mirror,it reminds of my first wedding with Dante.I wasn't happy, I missed my bio mom that day.But today is different, although I wasn't sad,I wasn't happy either.My dress is simple plain white dress and it off-the-shoulders with tiny strap bands.I wore the necklace my mom wore on her wedding with my dad for good luck.Hair and makeup was natural.It wasn't any big flashy wedding, just a simple wedding by the lake side.Only family and friends are attending and a few of my employees at Marielle.Chanel and Dixie were my only bride's maid. Chanel was the maid of honor.I didn't have many close friends."You look amazing" Chanel whispers from beside me."Thank you"I tell her still staring at my reflection."Do you want to do this? Are you sure?"she asks worriedly"Yes. He moved on. He couldn't fight for me. It was a losing game, we were toxic for each other and I now realized that" I tell her almost on tears and she sighs and hugs me from behind."I hope you
For the past two weeks I have been focusing on my tour and Ireal.We spent most of our time together,I spent less time with Felix because I needed my space and because he is overwhelming me with the wedding preparation.Which is happening this Saturday.I decided to go on with marriage because Ireal needed a stable home and although Felix wasn't her real father,he loved her to every bit.I might never get over Dante but I'll learn to love Felix.Well everything depends on the test I am taking right now.A pregnancy test.I've missed my period the last month and this month too.I didn't want to get ahead of myself but if I am indeed pregnant then it might be for Felix or Dante.I slept with them on the same day without protection.Then I'll have to do a paternity test to confirm who is the father.I am in the bathroom right now pacing back and forth, anxiously biting my nails.A minute more before I can check,thank God Felix is downstairs with Ireal.What am I going to do when it is po
I reached the hotel at 9pm and made my way to the room,our usual spot.I didn't bother knocking,I barged into the room, I saw Dante standing beside the window and his back looked tensed. He was wearing a white shirt and suit pants.He looks like he just returned from work.There a half burnt cigarettes and ashes on the table.What is wrong? Something is wrong."Dante?"I called but he didn't move an inch."Dante is something wrong?"I asked asked again."Why didn't tell me?"he says in a strained voice."What are you talking about Dante? Talk to me"I asked confused and goes to touch him but he flinches as if I burnt him.What is happening!He turns to face me and I gasp at his appearance.His face is distraught,his eyes are blood shot and his shirt is disheveled,along with his undone tie.He throws his phone on the table and the content caught my eyes.BILLIONAIRE HEIRESS OF ANDERSON EMPIRE AND MUSICIAN TO BE MARRIED TO HER SWEET HEART.It reads and my heart skips a beat,my fingers begi
I stood there dumbfounded. Is he serious right now.Oh my God what is happening right now.Is he ready for marriage?The real question here is,Am I ready for marriage?"Please Blaire. I promise to make you happy, your father already gave me his blessings. Please make me the happiest man on earth and be my wife. The mother of my children"he pleads and this time I couldn't say no to him.He deserves so much and I don't deserve him.He is so pure and sweet,I am hurting by being with Dante,I will hurting him more if I say yes.Better yet, I'll hurting myself by saying yes because my heart already belongs to Dante.I tried so hard to love him but couldn't bring myself to do it.No amount of time can make me love him.I can't say yes,I just can't.But saying no too will hurt him and my family.My father has grown to like him and he really wants me to be happy after Dante.I look down at him and he looking at me with pleading eyes.I closed my eyes and sniffed a little and reopened them aga