A month has passed since I left the house to my parents house. I broke down and told them everything but they couldn't do anything about it. I messed up and fell in love with him,it was supposed to a contract and there I was willowing in my pettiness while he was out sleeping with anyone in a skirt.The media caught up with it quickly and it has been the topic on every platform since then.Anywhere I went the paparazzi were after me.I tried to keep Ireal out of it but they were even at her school to take pictures.Dante got extra security and restraining order for us.I stayed and cried in my room for two weeks and finally I decided to pick myself up be better and the best mom for my daughter.I bought an apartment near my parents home,which was not far from Marielle or Ireal's preschool.She started staying with father during weekends per the agreement.He would pick her up from school on Friday and bring her back on Monday.Well that was until today,the school called me that he ha
month later"Mama, can I please have the water" Ireal asks pointing to my glass of white wine."No baby,this is water for grown ups,you drink the one in your bottle" I tell her and pouts but drinks it anyway.We are having lunch outside today,a mother and daughter day out.We've been to the park, movie theater to watch frozen and after here we will be going to the amusement park.Azrael couldn't join us since she spending her vacation with her grandparents in Italy.Hunter is so in Pennsylvania visiting an aunt.So basically my daughter is lonely,I really should have joined mom and dad and my brothers on their vacation to Greece.But with Chanel almost due,I have to manage Marielle Corp alone."I miss Hunter and Azrael" she pouts sadly"I know you do baby. That is why I brought you here to cheer you up " I let out a sigh."You tried but it is not working. Can we go home please " she also sighs"Okay sweetheart " I tell and call the waitress for my check."Can I see daddy today?" She a
Six months laterThings have been so good these six months. Business has been blooming,my personal life is just right. I seem more happier now.Felix and I have been together for four months now.He asked me out a month after we came back from Greece. Although I was reluctant at first,he didn't give up and so I finally gave in.We went out a few times and he asked me to be his girlfriend.He is so sweet and cute and even Ireal has warm up to him.At first when he was here,she would only be giving him blank stares and glares but now she is the first person to meet him at the door of our penthouse.Although I am happy,this wasn't how I expected my love life to be. I feel something is missing,he not is cruel,he doesn't smirk at me,he doesn't groan any time I annoy him and sex isn't as passionate as I thought it would be.I know I am wrong for comparing him with Dante but with him everything was so different.Especially during sex,he always wanted to be in charge and I loved being a sub
"What was all that about?" Felix asks as soon as Dante closes the door."Nothing"I simply say."Are you sure? Because you said he has never come Ireal personally before"he says looking at me sceptically."I was just as surprised as you are right now when I saw him."I explained to him.He lets out a sigh and walks closer to me,he circles his arms around my waist and I wrapped my arms around his neck.He pecks me on my lips and smiles."I trust you so much,so no doubt"he whispers and I smile."Thank you for trusting me. I appreciate it"I whisper back and kiss him,this time deeply.It was like I trying to convince him not to think otherwise but in reality I was rather convincing myself.We broke the kiss after a few seconds to breathe."Shall we go now. Our flight will leave very soon" he asks and I nod.I went upstairs for my purse and documents and he helped with suitcases."Let's make this girl a star"he smiles and I laugh.I hope I get the contract..We arrived in LA at 6:56 pm and
After what happened between Dante and I yesterday,I have been avoiding Felix.I don't why,maybe because I feel guilty of everything.Guilty because I liked it and didn't pull away.I have staying home with Ireal and preparing for everything, including my music.I'll be recording my first music and when it is a hit,I may have to move to LA.I have been writing the lyrics down,some are from my teenage years and others are from my relationship with Dante.I really hope people will come home.I'll record it at home first to select which beat was good for the song.Dixie brought Ireal to me yesterday evening and she was so excited to see but sad to see Dixie going home.Apparently she and Dixie went to art Fair. My daughter is sucker for arts. She loves to design and paint at a very small age.Dante said she'll grow out of it but I don't think so.Maybe she can be an artist one day,that is if she wants, nobody will be forcing her into something she doesn't want."Mummy,am I ugly"she asks o
Oh Dante hit it right there" I moaned as he thrust into me from behind."Right here..fuck..you feel so good around me" he pounds into me."Oh fuck,oh fuck,oh fuck,I am cumming"I cry out feeling my orgasm near."Cum for me baby. Give me all your juices"he groans going even faster.My vision begins to blur and my shakes as the feeling of ecstasy washes over me.I release all juices and he continues to pound in me chasing after his orgasm.I begin to whimper after coming down from my high,as I am sensitive down there.He cums into me feeling me with his warm seed.Guess I have to buy another plan B.He slowly pulls out of me as I collapsed on the bed and he falls next to me."That was amazing" I smile breathlessly,I am so exhausted."So amazing" he whispers and kisses my lips.Dante has become more affectionate since we started doing this thing and I don't understand him.I bet you all are wondering what brought us here.Well let me recap everything for you.RecapTwo weeks after I reco
Recap continuesThrough out the entire day,I couldn't stop thinking about Dante's offer. I am happy in my relationship,Felix is the man of every woman dreams, sweet,kind, supportive, understanding and loving.Dante on the other hand is the opposite, arrogant,selfish and self centered. He is a type of guy you should stay away from but my heart thinks otherwise.For weeks now, Felix has been professing his love for me but not once did I say it back. I can't say it because I don't Love him,my heart belongs to Dante.I tried so hard to love Felix the way he deserved but I couldn't.I also don't want to break up Felix because everyone seems to like him and he is the ideal guy for me.Urggh now my mind is all in a mess. I really want to go and meet Dante so we can work this out. On the other hand I don't want to hurt Felix cause he actually been good to me.That evening I was so frustrated,I couldn't sleep. Maybe if Felix was here I would have made my discussion pretty easy for me.I toss
I stood there dumbfounded. Is he serious right now.Oh my God what is happening right now.Is he ready for marriage?The real question here is,Am I ready for marriage?"Please Blaire. I promise to make you happy, your father already gave me his blessings. Please make me the happiest man on earth and be my wife. The mother of my children"he pleads and this time I couldn't say no to him.He deserves so much and I don't deserve him.He is so pure and sweet,I am hurting by being with Dante,I will hurting him more if I say yes.Better yet, I'll hurting myself by saying yes because my heart already belongs to Dante.I tried so hard to love him but couldn't bring myself to do it.No amount of time can make me love him.I can't say yes,I just can't.But saying no too will hurt him and my family.My father has grown to like him and he really wants me to be happy after Dante.I look down at him and he looking at me with pleading eyes.I closed my eyes and sniffed a little and reopened them aga