I woke up and winced when I tried to sit up on the bed.The memories of yesterday came back rushing to me and I couldn't help but blush.As Dante promised, yesterday we had the entire day to ourselves. We let all the worker off and had the entire house.We had sex on almost every surface of this house, only took a break to eat and drink water and then we are back at it again.We finally stopped at dawn and talked for a while.We have decided to give this relationship a second chance because of Ireal. She needs a stable home.I really liked Dante and I wanted him to feel the same way about me. I want a future with him and Ireal and our other kids. I only hope this doesn't back fire in my face.I sat up with a smile on my face as I turn to see Dante sleeping peacefully beside me.He looks like a baby,so cute. Although Ireal is a replica of Isabella there is some resemblance between she and Dante that doesn't go unnoticed.I carefully got out of the bed,I am going to make breakfast for o
Two Years LaterBliss.Bliss is what I call the past two years. Everything in my life and marriage has been a total bliss.No pain, no tears what so ever.Well except for the fact that Isabella's mom tried to attack me.But that has been dealt with by Dante ofcourse.We got a restraining order against her and forbid her from seeing Ireal. Only her husband could.Ireal. My little angel,my peace,my own heart.She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my life.She is sweet and kind and bubbly ,also adorable.When she begun to walk,she would go anywhere her tiny legs would take her.I had to keep an eye on her 24/7.She is an angel but when she meets Azrael,she is a whole new person.Let me tell you, those two duo will conquer their mates in high school.One time I took her to Marielle for a board meeting and we left them in charge with the secretary.They managed to escape and flood the entire top floor from the bathroom.We had to close the company for a week,since then we vow
Three weeks.Three weeks is what it has been since I last saw Dante.The morning after our little argument,he left on a business trip without telling me.I had to find out from Dixie,my maid!He doesn't pick up my calls anymore and he only talks to Ireal when calls on the home line.I have become depressed and tired of constantly waiting for him to call me or even send a simple text would be okay.Ireal has started preschool and she is loving it.She and Azrael even made a new friend,Hunter,is his name.A cute black haired boy with grey eyes. His mom is a nurse at the state hospital and his dad is not in the picture. She is mostly busy at the time so I usually pick them from school and sometimes let them have a sleepover.Both girls are clearly smitten by him,he usually calls them his wives.Nonetheless, they are still the inseparable trio.Today is a Sunday and Ireal and I are preparing to go to a playdate with Hunter and Azrael."Dixie can you please bring me the lunch bag,we need
A month has passed since I left the house to my parents house. I broke down and told them everything but they couldn't do anything about it. I messed up and fell in love with him,it was supposed to a contract and there I was willowing in my pettiness while he was out sleeping with anyone in a skirt.The media caught up with it quickly and it has been the topic on every platform since then.Anywhere I went the paparazzi were after me.I tried to keep Ireal out of it but they were even at her school to take pictures.Dante got extra security and restraining order for us.I stayed and cried in my room for two weeks and finally I decided to pick myself up be better and the best mom for my daughter.I bought an apartment near my parents home,which was not far from Marielle or Ireal's preschool.She started staying with father during weekends per the agreement.He would pick her up from school on Friday and bring her back on Monday.Well that was until today,the school called me that he ha
month later"Mama, can I please have the water" Ireal asks pointing to my glass of white wine."No baby,this is water for grown ups,you drink the one in your bottle" I tell her and pouts but drinks it anyway.We are having lunch outside today,a mother and daughter day out.We've been to the park, movie theater to watch frozen and after here we will be going to the amusement park.Azrael couldn't join us since she spending her vacation with her grandparents in Italy.Hunter is so in Pennsylvania visiting an aunt.So basically my daughter is lonely,I really should have joined mom and dad and my brothers on their vacation to Greece.But with Chanel almost due,I have to manage Marielle Corp alone."I miss Hunter and Azrael" she pouts sadly"I know you do baby. That is why I brought you here to cheer you up " I let out a sigh."You tried but it is not working. Can we go home please " she also sighs"Okay sweetheart " I tell and call the waitress for my check."Can I see daddy today?" She a
Six months laterThings have been so good these six months. Business has been blooming,my personal life is just right. I seem more happier now.Felix and I have been together for four months now.He asked me out a month after we came back from Greece. Although I was reluctant at first,he didn't give up and so I finally gave in.We went out a few times and he asked me to be his girlfriend.He is so sweet and cute and even Ireal has warm up to him.At first when he was here,she would only be giving him blank stares and glares but now she is the first person to meet him at the door of our penthouse.Although I am happy,this wasn't how I expected my love life to be. I feel something is missing,he not is cruel,he doesn't smirk at me,he doesn't groan any time I annoy him and sex isn't as passionate as I thought it would be.I know I am wrong for comparing him with Dante but with him everything was so different.Especially during sex,he always wanted to be in charge and I loved being a sub
"What was all that about?" Felix asks as soon as Dante closes the door."Nothing"I simply say."Are you sure? Because you said he has never come Ireal personally before"he says looking at me sceptically."I was just as surprised as you are right now when I saw him."I explained to him.He lets out a sigh and walks closer to me,he circles his arms around my waist and I wrapped my arms around his neck.He pecks me on my lips and smiles."I trust you so much,so no doubt"he whispers and I smile."Thank you for trusting me. I appreciate it"I whisper back and kiss him,this time deeply.It was like I trying to convince him not to think otherwise but in reality I was rather convincing myself.We broke the kiss after a few seconds to breathe."Shall we go now. Our flight will leave very soon" he asks and I nod.I went upstairs for my purse and documents and he helped with suitcases."Let's make this girl a star"he smiles and I laugh.I hope I get the contract..We arrived in LA at 6:56 pm and
After what happened between Dante and I yesterday,I have been avoiding Felix.I don't why,maybe because I feel guilty of everything.Guilty because I liked it and didn't pull away.I have staying home with Ireal and preparing for everything, including my music.I'll be recording my first music and when it is a hit,I may have to move to LA.I have been writing the lyrics down,some are from my teenage years and others are from my relationship with Dante.I really hope people will come home.I'll record it at home first to select which beat was good for the song.Dixie brought Ireal to me yesterday evening and she was so excited to see but sad to see Dixie going home.Apparently she and Dixie went to art Fair. My daughter is sucker for arts. She loves to design and paint at a very small age.Dante said she'll grow out of it but I don't think so.Maybe she can be an artist one day,that is if she wants, nobody will be forcing her into something she doesn't want."Mummy,am I ugly"she asks o
"oh my God,oh my God. I can't find my veil"I rampage into my suitcase searching for my stupid veil.The wedding starts in two hours and I am not even ready.I have been stressed lately,with the wedding preparation and the baby.Everything has been chaotic and that has turned me into the bride Zilla I am right now.I thank God for my mom being in my life,if not that I would have gone crazy by now."Found it Blaire. No need stressing out"my sister Jamie says holding my veil in her hands."Oh thank you so much. How are you people ready and I am not"I whine looking at her beautiful mauve satin dress."Well you are stress to much over nothing. Now sit you butt down and let me do you hair"she sassily say and l chuckle.Two months ago I got into contact with my long lost half sister after so trying for years.It was an emotional reunion. I told her about our biological mother's death but that didn't bother her a bit.I also told her about our half brother and she was really surprised.We beg
A month laterLife has been good this past few months. I have everything and I can't ask for more.Dante has shown me what love feels like and in return I have shown him what a happy family feels like.We bought a new house more closer to the city and sold the other one.It was more closer to family and friends,so Ireal can grow up with people her age.She has begun schooling again,in a private institution owned by one of Dante's associates.My baby is getting bigger each passing day.Speaking of babies,the one inside me is trying to be stubborn because I am long overdue but still no labor.I have tried everything possible thing to induce labor but to no avail.Dante and I have been on it like rabbits but still no avail.Now I am tired and afraid,I want a natural birth not a C-section.Dante hasn't left my side since I entered my ninth month. He works from now,he said he doesn't want me in labor when he isn't around.But is Saturday and we are doing our annual Angelis family screen ti
Looking at Dante crying over his child was very heart breaking.I missed him so much and no matter how much he hurt me,I want him to be in the baby's life.I am better now.Staying in Switzerland was the best idea and it was best six months of my life.But no matter how much I loved it there,it is not compared to home.I missed my family so much that it hurts. Especially my daughter and Dante.Now, seeing him on his knees crying makes everything worth it.We are both better now.I couldn't help but let my tears flowing while staring at this broken man Infront me.He stands up and engulfs me into a. Everything feels so surreal,too hard to be true."I missed you so much baby. I missed you so much it makes my heart hurt"he sobs and I hugged him tighter,his sweet cologne filling my nostrils."You are here. You are really here" I heard myself whisper.We kept on hugging for a minute, sobbing softly to each other, expressing our longing.Our baby kicked and I winced a little and he immediat
Six months later"That will be all for today Mr. Angelis. You are really making progress and I am proud of that" Dr.Clark says closing his notebook after writing somethings in it.I smile at him but it didn't reach my eyes as usual.Dr. Clark,my therapist, says I am making progress but I don't see it. I don't think I ever will unless she is here with me.I missed her so much that it hurts but I can do nothing about it because it is all my fault.I pushed her away because I was afraid and now I want her back,she is gone. She left without looking back,and I respect that. She had to go for her own sanity,she had to heal from the pain I caused her.She was right,we were toxic for each other. We needed time to be on our own and better ourselves.My daughter has been my source of joy,my rebound since she left.She stays with me during the weeks days and sometimes during the weekend. She takes away my worry for a while but immediately she leaves I fall back in the pity hole."Thank you D
Empty.That is what I am feeling right now. That is what I have been feeling for the past month.I couldn't go anywhere,not that I wanted to. Anywhere I went the paparazzi was following me.For the past month,the internet and the headlines of every show had my name in it.My cheating scandal was everywhere and people who didn't even know me were commenting bad stuff about me.I had to pull Ireal out from school for while so she could be home school because they were after her too.Chanel didn't want Ireal to be alone,so as a supportive best friend she was she also pulled Azrael from school so they could both home school.But this week has been alot better because they talk about it less. I think Dante has done something about it.I am really physically and mentally exhausted. People even begun comparing me to my mother.This scandal really affected Marielle but Chanel being in charge,she bounced the company back up.My bump is out just a little bit, I don't know what to do.My dad sug
I stare at myself in the mirror,it reminds of my first wedding with Dante.I wasn't happy, I missed my bio mom that day.But today is different, although I wasn't sad,I wasn't happy either.My dress is simple plain white dress and it off-the-shoulders with tiny strap bands.I wore the necklace my mom wore on her wedding with my dad for good luck.Hair and makeup was natural.It wasn't any big flashy wedding, just a simple wedding by the lake side.Only family and friends are attending and a few of my employees at Marielle.Chanel and Dixie were my only bride's maid. Chanel was the maid of honor.I didn't have many close friends."You look amazing" Chanel whispers from beside me."Thank you"I tell her still staring at my reflection."Do you want to do this? Are you sure?"she asks worriedly"Yes. He moved on. He couldn't fight for me. It was a losing game, we were toxic for each other and I now realized that" I tell her almost on tears and she sighs and hugs me from behind."I hope you
For the past two weeks I have been focusing on my tour and Ireal.We spent most of our time together,I spent less time with Felix because I needed my space and because he is overwhelming me with the wedding preparation.Which is happening this Saturday.I decided to go on with marriage because Ireal needed a stable home and although Felix wasn't her real father,he loved her to every bit.I might never get over Dante but I'll learn to love Felix.Well everything depends on the test I am taking right now.A pregnancy test.I've missed my period the last month and this month too.I didn't want to get ahead of myself but if I am indeed pregnant then it might be for Felix or Dante.I slept with them on the same day without protection.Then I'll have to do a paternity test to confirm who is the father.I am in the bathroom right now pacing back and forth, anxiously biting my nails.A minute more before I can check,thank God Felix is downstairs with Ireal.What am I going to do when it is po
I reached the hotel at 9pm and made my way to the room,our usual spot.I didn't bother knocking,I barged into the room, I saw Dante standing beside the window and his back looked tensed. He was wearing a white shirt and suit pants.He looks like he just returned from work.There a half burnt cigarettes and ashes on the table.What is wrong? Something is wrong."Dante?"I called but he didn't move an inch."Dante is something wrong?"I asked asked again."Why didn't tell me?"he says in a strained voice."What are you talking about Dante? Talk to me"I asked confused and goes to touch him but he flinches as if I burnt him.What is happening!He turns to face me and I gasp at his appearance.His face is distraught,his eyes are blood shot and his shirt is disheveled,along with his undone tie.He throws his phone on the table and the content caught my eyes.BILLIONAIRE HEIRESS OF ANDERSON EMPIRE AND MUSICIAN TO BE MARRIED TO HER SWEET HEART.It reads and my heart skips a beat,my fingers begi
I stood there dumbfounded. Is he serious right now.Oh my God what is happening right now.Is he ready for marriage?The real question here is,Am I ready for marriage?"Please Blaire. I promise to make you happy, your father already gave me his blessings. Please make me the happiest man on earth and be my wife. The mother of my children"he pleads and this time I couldn't say no to him.He deserves so much and I don't deserve him.He is so pure and sweet,I am hurting by being with Dante,I will hurting him more if I say yes.Better yet, I'll hurting myself by saying yes because my heart already belongs to Dante.I tried so hard to love him but couldn't bring myself to do it.No amount of time can make me love him.I can't say yes,I just can't.But saying no too will hurt him and my family.My father has grown to like him and he really wants me to be happy after Dante.I look down at him and he looking at me with pleading eyes.I closed my eyes and sniffed a little and reopened them aga