"So you are saying I have a sister and brother somewhere across the globe. I can't believe you hid all this from me" I say looking at my dad in disbelief."I'm so sorry princess,I didn't want you to change your perception about your mom"he says sadly"Well too late for that now dad"I hiss angrily, wiping my tears" I know you are angry at me but__" I cut him off"Wait? You think I'm mad at you? I'm not mad at you dad. I'm mad at the fact that you stayed with that bitch because of me. You endured all the hate and heartbreak because of me"I cry"No,no,no darling,I stayed because I loved your mom,I stayed because I loved you and still love you. You are my world,my princess" he says and comes to hug me while I sob on his shoulders. Mom joined the too sobbing softly."I love my new family and nothing will break us apart "he mutters into my hair and I nod. .We stayed for dinner and I'm glad everything was back to normal,no more Hayley probl
Well today is the day. My husband's wedding with his lover,if that makes sense.As much as I didn't want to be part of this charade,I had to be. Which is why I am here helping what should be my rival get dressed in her wedding gown."You look so beautiful my baby. The prettiest ever" Isabella's mom gushes over her as she fixed her veil for her.She does look amazing,this would have been my ideal wedding gown if I was getting married to someone I actually love.She is indeed a model with, I know Dante personally asked her dress to customized. It was by coco bride,very beautiful and iconic.Speaking of Dante,he had been in a great mood this entire week. Smiling often but not to me tho,he has been more polite with the worers, especially with Dixie.I just realized I had been mixing their names all this while. They were actually twins, the first one who helped me was the youngest, Daniella and she been given a scholarship to study Psychology in Yale University,so she is gone."Are you gi
At 6:26 pm Azraell Enrika Infantino Blanco was born,she was born with her mom's green eyes and pale skin and her father's dark brown hair. She is so beautiful and so tiny, immediately she was born all the men among the mafia knelt down including Luciano and Gianni. Guess it is their tradition, another mafia princess born into the family.The name Azrael was Chanel's grandfather's name,the Don,so the baby would so respected in the family."Oh my God she is so cute,look at those chubby cheeks and wrinkled face"Brandon gushes over my shoulders earning a slap on the head by Luciano."Don't call my niece wrinkled"he scowls"Well, don't forget she is my daughter too", Brandon whine like a baby."We can keep you away from her. You are lucky you are not dead because you impregnated my sister. You also haven't seeked her hand in marriage from us properly in the mafia way" Gianni hisses in a deadly voice."Chanel, baby, your brothers are scaring me again", Brandon whines."Come here babe,
"Look Blaire I am only trying here. You and I both are victims in this situation and I took the wrong approach but I am making amends" he relaxes with a sigh. His eyes begins to roam around my body and I suddenly begin to think it wasn't the wisest idea not to change.His lustful gaze on me like a predator. I need to get out of here."Okay Dante. We should put the past behind us. Including the night we shared together" I say with confidence but on the inside I was a mess."Yes. The night we shared together. That would be so hard to forget dear wife. Your moans and soft skin is very hard to take off my mind."he says in a husky voice and I gulp. He began a slow steps towards me and i walked backwards until my back hit the wall. I was now trapped with his body,with both of his hands on the sides of the wall beside my head. "Dante....what..what are you doing" I stutter."Fuck ,you smell so good" he says burying his face in the crock of my neck.I let out shaky breathe,my entire body w
Today is a usual Saturday in the Estate. All the maids including Fiona are working whiles Isabella and I watch re-run episodes of Dynasty.We both agree Liam is the hottest man alive,he is someone I will agree to have a one night stand with.Dante left yesterday after our office sex to South Korea for business.I feel guilty each time Isabella talks about him. She is so inlove with that hot psychopath."Liam had every right to be angry at Fallon. She cheated for Pete's sake and with a man she claims to hate. So unethical " she says. We have arguing about this for almost an hour."Come on,Liam also had a part in it. He should have believed his wife before jumping into conclusion"I reason but she frown instead."Girl!Are you for real? How can you say that. She knew what...ah"she whimpers clutching on to her bump .I sat up alarmed,"Isabella, what is wrong!Are you okay "I asked panicked."No, please call..ah..call me... call doctor Mendes for me okay"she whimpers and I nod."Dixie! D
Five Months Later"You think she is going to like it" Chanel asked in frustration."Girl, she is only six months,she wouldn't care about the dress you buy her" I tell her as we look through the dresses online."Yet her favorite book is sad endings and her favorite to is Gianni's gun" she groans in frustration.I burst out laughing at her frustration. Luciano and Gianni's behavior had rubbed off my little princess.Things for these five months have not been easy but I wouldn't take it any other way.Life at home was great, Isabella and I get along very well. We are practically sister now.I have been managing Marielle alone since Chanel is not back yet and sometimes Dante helps me. Sales have going up.Speaking of Dante,we still have sex, we have sex each time we are alone. We would use the excuse of 'working' to fuck or have quickies and I loved.I still feel guilty because Isabella has been so good to me. I promised myself after she haves her baby safe and sound,I'll stop everything
We have been sitting here for an hour now and still no news about Isabella. The nurses have been in and out of the room and nobody is answering us.Isabella's parents just came back from seeing their granddaughter.Dante has been pacing around and I on the other hand have been avoiding eye contact with him.Few seconds later the doctor comes out looking down and I immediately knew it was bad news."Doc what is wrong with my daughter? Is she okay" Isabella's mom asks in worry."Your daughter hemorrhage too much. She lost alot of blood due to her preeclampsia. I am sorry to inform you but she couldn't make it. She is gone" he says sadly."What??No!No! This can't happen,my baby was fine before. What aren't you telling us doctor "her mom cries.I wasn't so much in a shock because I knew this would happen anyway. That doesn't mean I wasn't hurt,she was my friend. I couldn't control the tears anymore."I am sorry your daughter didn't tell you about her health issues but she knew what she wa
Today is Isabella's funeral. It has been a week since her death,one week since I last saw Dante and three days since I came home with the baby.That day I called my mom and told her everything that happened and she was at the estate even before I arrived to help me with the baby.This place doesn't feel the same without her.Dante disappeared into thin air ,nobody knows where he is,well maybe expect for his parents because they have not been here not once to see their granddaughter.Isabella was the only child of the parents so I couldn't deny them from seeing their granddaughter. She will make them feel Isabella is still alive.Ireal has been a handful for a baby,she demands attention and would cry if someone else picks her expect for me or my mom. I kept calling Dante's phone but I think my number has been blocked.Doesn't he care about his daughter! This little angel.My mom and I are dressed ready to go to the chapel where it is been held.My dad is meeting us there with my broth
"oh my God,oh my God. I can't find my veil"I rampage into my suitcase searching for my stupid veil.The wedding starts in two hours and I am not even ready.I have been stressed lately,with the wedding preparation and the baby.Everything has been chaotic and that has turned me into the bride Zilla I am right now.I thank God for my mom being in my life,if not that I would have gone crazy by now."Found it Blaire. No need stressing out"my sister Jamie says holding my veil in her hands."Oh thank you so much. How are you people ready and I am not"I whine looking at her beautiful mauve satin dress."Well you are stress to much over nothing. Now sit you butt down and let me do you hair"she sassily say and l chuckle.Two months ago I got into contact with my long lost half sister after so trying for years.It was an emotional reunion. I told her about our biological mother's death but that didn't bother her a bit.I also told her about our half brother and she was really surprised.We beg
A month laterLife has been good this past few months. I have everything and I can't ask for more.Dante has shown me what love feels like and in return I have shown him what a happy family feels like.We bought a new house more closer to the city and sold the other one.It was more closer to family and friends,so Ireal can grow up with people her age.She has begun schooling again,in a private institution owned by one of Dante's associates.My baby is getting bigger each passing day.Speaking of babies,the one inside me is trying to be stubborn because I am long overdue but still no labor.I have tried everything possible thing to induce labor but to no avail.Dante and I have been on it like rabbits but still no avail.Now I am tired and afraid,I want a natural birth not a C-section.Dante hasn't left my side since I entered my ninth month. He works from now,he said he doesn't want me in labor when he isn't around.But is Saturday and we are doing our annual Angelis family screen ti
Looking at Dante crying over his child was very heart breaking.I missed him so much and no matter how much he hurt me,I want him to be in the baby's life.I am better now.Staying in Switzerland was the best idea and it was best six months of my life.But no matter how much I loved it there,it is not compared to home.I missed my family so much that it hurts. Especially my daughter and Dante.Now, seeing him on his knees crying makes everything worth it.We are both better now.I couldn't help but let my tears flowing while staring at this broken man Infront me.He stands up and engulfs me into a. Everything feels so surreal,too hard to be true."I missed you so much baby. I missed you so much it makes my heart hurt"he sobs and I hugged him tighter,his sweet cologne filling my nostrils."You are here. You are really here" I heard myself whisper.We kept on hugging for a minute, sobbing softly to each other, expressing our longing.Our baby kicked and I winced a little and he immediat
Six months later"That will be all for today Mr. Angelis. You are really making progress and I am proud of that" Dr.Clark says closing his notebook after writing somethings in it.I smile at him but it didn't reach my eyes as usual.Dr. Clark,my therapist, says I am making progress but I don't see it. I don't think I ever will unless she is here with me.I missed her so much that it hurts but I can do nothing about it because it is all my fault.I pushed her away because I was afraid and now I want her back,she is gone. She left without looking back,and I respect that. She had to go for her own sanity,she had to heal from the pain I caused her.She was right,we were toxic for each other. We needed time to be on our own and better ourselves.My daughter has been my source of joy,my rebound since she left.She stays with me during the weeks days and sometimes during the weekend. She takes away my worry for a while but immediately she leaves I fall back in the pity hole."Thank you D
Empty.That is what I am feeling right now. That is what I have been feeling for the past month.I couldn't go anywhere,not that I wanted to. Anywhere I went the paparazzi was following me.For the past month,the internet and the headlines of every show had my name in it.My cheating scandal was everywhere and people who didn't even know me were commenting bad stuff about me.I had to pull Ireal out from school for while so she could be home school because they were after her too.Chanel didn't want Ireal to be alone,so as a supportive best friend she was she also pulled Azrael from school so they could both home school.But this week has been alot better because they talk about it less. I think Dante has done something about it.I am really physically and mentally exhausted. People even begun comparing me to my mother.This scandal really affected Marielle but Chanel being in charge,she bounced the company back up.My bump is out just a little bit, I don't know what to do.My dad sug
I stare at myself in the mirror,it reminds of my first wedding with Dante.I wasn't happy, I missed my bio mom that day.But today is different, although I wasn't sad,I wasn't happy either.My dress is simple plain white dress and it off-the-shoulders with tiny strap bands.I wore the necklace my mom wore on her wedding with my dad for good luck.Hair and makeup was natural.It wasn't any big flashy wedding, just a simple wedding by the lake side.Only family and friends are attending and a few of my employees at Marielle.Chanel and Dixie were my only bride's maid. Chanel was the maid of honor.I didn't have many close friends."You look amazing" Chanel whispers from beside me."Thank you"I tell her still staring at my reflection."Do you want to do this? Are you sure?"she asks worriedly"Yes. He moved on. He couldn't fight for me. It was a losing game, we were toxic for each other and I now realized that" I tell her almost on tears and she sighs and hugs me from behind."I hope you
For the past two weeks I have been focusing on my tour and Ireal.We spent most of our time together,I spent less time with Felix because I needed my space and because he is overwhelming me with the wedding preparation.Which is happening this Saturday.I decided to go on with marriage because Ireal needed a stable home and although Felix wasn't her real father,he loved her to every bit.I might never get over Dante but I'll learn to love Felix.Well everything depends on the test I am taking right now.A pregnancy test.I've missed my period the last month and this month too.I didn't want to get ahead of myself but if I am indeed pregnant then it might be for Felix or Dante.I slept with them on the same day without protection.Then I'll have to do a paternity test to confirm who is the father.I am in the bathroom right now pacing back and forth, anxiously biting my nails.A minute more before I can check,thank God Felix is downstairs with Ireal.What am I going to do when it is po
I reached the hotel at 9pm and made my way to the room,our usual spot.I didn't bother knocking,I barged into the room, I saw Dante standing beside the window and his back looked tensed. He was wearing a white shirt and suit pants.He looks like he just returned from work.There a half burnt cigarettes and ashes on the table.What is wrong? Something is wrong."Dante?"I called but he didn't move an inch."Dante is something wrong?"I asked asked again."Why didn't tell me?"he says in a strained voice."What are you talking about Dante? Talk to me"I asked confused and goes to touch him but he flinches as if I burnt him.What is happening!He turns to face me and I gasp at his appearance.His face is distraught,his eyes are blood shot and his shirt is disheveled,along with his undone tie.He throws his phone on the table and the content caught my eyes.BILLIONAIRE HEIRESS OF ANDERSON EMPIRE AND MUSICIAN TO BE MARRIED TO HER SWEET HEART.It reads and my heart skips a beat,my fingers begi
I stood there dumbfounded. Is he serious right now.Oh my God what is happening right now.Is he ready for marriage?The real question here is,Am I ready for marriage?"Please Blaire. I promise to make you happy, your father already gave me his blessings. Please make me the happiest man on earth and be my wife. The mother of my children"he pleads and this time I couldn't say no to him.He deserves so much and I don't deserve him.He is so pure and sweet,I am hurting by being with Dante,I will hurting him more if I say yes.Better yet, I'll hurting myself by saying yes because my heart already belongs to Dante.I tried so hard to love him but couldn't bring myself to do it.No amount of time can make me love him.I can't say yes,I just can't.But saying no too will hurt him and my family.My father has grown to like him and he really wants me to be happy after Dante.I look down at him and he looking at me with pleading eyes.I closed my eyes and sniffed a little and reopened them aga