Become Stronger

"I'm sure you will be able to overcome all this, Sha .."

Nami's soft voice rang in my ears, making my previously tightly closed eyes slowly start to open. I've been laying my head on my knees, closing my eyes to try to sleep. I hope that in my sleep I can meet my mother again, even if only for a moment. Even though my hopes were in vain because she never appeared in my dreams.

It's been the fifth day since Mama died and I still feel very comfortable sitting in front of her grave. Looking at the light gray stone that bears the name of mama who I think is very beautiful, as beautiful as her soul. Ah, I didn't think I would see the same sight a second time. And the difference just, if in the previous life, Mama's grave looked empty, then this time there are many flowers located on top of Mama's grave.

"Ma.. Don't you feel cold?"

I mumbled while placing the blanket I brought on top of mama's tombstone.

"Sorry mom, sorry that I couldn't protect