If you also die, what's the point of me going back in time?
My main goal back in time is to unravel all the mysteries behind all your attitude towards me, as well as to prove my mother's innocence. I also still don't know how you really feel until you are willing to make me the heir to all your wealth. I don't even know if you really like me like you mentioned in your letter. Anyway, I still have a lot to do with you! So please, don't die! Do not leave me alone!I ran as fast as I could as soon as I got out of Wayne's car. It was a great coincidence when I met him. Whereas previously I was desperate to find a taxi that could take me to the hospital where Alliando was being treated. I was so panicked that I forgot to thank Wayne or say anything to Wayne. But thankfully he didn't say anything, even when he told me to get in his car he didn't say anything. Directly took me to this hospital even though I haven't said where my real destination is.
But, I
Tick..tock..tick..tock..The sound of the clock ticking was very clear in my ears, mixed with the sound of the medical device attached to Alliando's body. I got permission from the doctor to see Alliando for a moment. Even though the time given was very short, I already felt very happy because I was able to see Alliando in person.Watching his chest up and down slowly made my heart calm a bit. Ah, ever since I returned to the past, I have a unique habit of observing the movement of a person's chest while they are sleeping. I want to make sure that their chests move which indicates that they are breathing and alive. Just like when I am with Mom, every night I would secretly go to her room to check if she was breathing comfortably in her sleep. After making sure that she was breathing and just sleeping, then I could close my eyes peacefully.I looked at Alliando's face, to be honest I really wanted to hold his hand right now, but I was to
“Is Alliando okay?”I instantly exhaled the breath I had been holding in as soon as Hans nodded his head. Earlier, my heart almost stopped beating when I saw that there were many well-built people standing in front of Alliando's room as soon as I arrived at the hospital. Bad thoughts had taken over my head earlier. I'm really afraid that what Aunt Donna said at the funeral home will actually happen.As soon as I finished talking to Aunt Donna earlier, I immediately rushed to the hospital and fortunaltely, I meet Wayne again. I don't know how many times I saw him tonight. And again, he also took me back to the hospital without saying anything. Ah, I don't know how much I ran tonight, until finally my knees shook and I fell to the ground on the cold hospital floor."Are you okay?"Hans asked as he crouched down next to me. He held out his hand, offered to help me up and sat on the chair. I accepted Hans' outstretched hand which felt
As soon as I arrived at school, I immediately walked straight to the teacher's room while tightly gripping the scholarship form in my hand. For some reason the trip to the teacher's room felt very far from usual. I don't know maybe it's because I'm tired, I feel like I keep walking in the endless corridor. To be honest I'm very sleepy because last night I didn't get enough sleep. After going to Grandpa's house, I decided to go back to the hospital to see Alliando until morning came. I originally intended not to come to school today. However, Hans forced me to go and promised to make sure Alliando was okay.Whereas previously I was very sure of my decision that I had been thinking about since last night. However, all my determination disappeared as soon as I reached the teacher's room. Suddenly I feel doubt, is my decision right? Will I not regret it?“This is your dream, Sha! Are you going to give up your dream just like that?”I winced as
Spring..A season that I disliked the most, even though it was the time when the flowers bloomed beautifully. The smell of the wind that blows is also very pleasant, giving a comfortable feeling, but, I still don't like it! For me, spring is like mocking me, showing flowers that are blooming to start a new beauty, while I am still in my old self, unable to bloom and develop like those flowers.And I thought..At least in this life, I can like spring. I thought, this spring, I could bloom as beautiful as those flowers. I thought I could spend time with the people I care about when it comes. Enjoy the festival and most importantly celebrate the high school graduation party together! But..I smiled wryly as I lifted my head, gazing at the cherry blossoms blooming beautifully above me. Even after going back in time and trying to make things right, I couldn't really make my dreams come true. I even lost my loved one without being able to do anything. A
4 years later..Hello Hans..How are you? As usual this time I will write you a letter. Although I don't know if this letter will reach you or not. You must have known that I wrote not to ask how you were, but to ask how Alliando was.Is he okay now? Has he opened his eyes now? Was he able to act as annoying as usual?Trust me, Hans, if I know your exact location, I will definitely follow you there. Once I meet you, I will definitely beat you to a pulp! How could you take Alliando away from me without saying anything?! Were you never taught how to say goodbye as a child? Or were you never taught how to respect other people's feelings? You really are cruel! Super cruel! How can you ignored and abandoned feelings?I stopped the movement of my hand, staring at the white paper I was currently writing on. I stared at it for a long time before I finally crushed the paper and threw it in the trash. I don't kno
“For a while you will be the secretary who takes care of the director's agenda in the office. As for business outside the office, I will take care of it.”Faris handed me several documents while continuing to explain what my duties were while being Uncle Sam's secretary. I, who was originally busy writing down important things he said, immediately took the document he handed me. All of these documents contain various meeting materials and activity proposals submitted by many divisions."Oh yeah, even though you're still an intern secretary, you don't need to worry, the director promised to give you a full-time salary"Said Faris again. He smiled, making the dimples on his cheeks pop out. His hands started stroking my head, as if trying to calm me down.I just nodded my head, leaning back a little so his hands wouldn't keep stroking my head. Maybe because of my reaction, Faris immediately withdrew his hand with an awkward expression,
I stirred the soup in front of me, looking at Faris and Nami who were talking excitedly. Whereas previously Faris continued to grumble while pursing his lips because I invited Nami to join us. He said he wished we could eat together just the two of us. But of course I broke his hopes because I didn't want to feel awkward being alone with him."Oh yes, Sha, just now Andreas called me. He keeps nagging because you never pick up his call!”Said Nami while turning her gaze to me."Ah.."I mumbled, remembering some of Andreas' phone calls that I often ignored. Well, actually it wasn't intentional ignored him, I just couldn't keep talking to him for very long.Somehow I feel lately Andreas continues to treat me in a romantic way. He once sent me roses at lunch, or gifts for Valentine's Day. Whenever I asked him what he meant, he just said that it was proof of our friendship all along. At first I tried to accept his treatment a
Anne Louis, or commonly called Aunt Anne.One of the servants who had worked for the Lee family since Uncle Sam's parents were still alive. She is also the one who is responsible for all the household affairs of the Lee family, including helping to take care of Uncle Sam. She is known as someone who is competent and very good at her job. During her work, she very rarely made mistakes. However, even though she is someone who is very consistent and thorough with her work, she is still a warm person.I wrote down some basic information that I managed to gather from some of the maids who knew about Aunt Anne. Sometimes I feel grateful because from day one I've been trying hard to get closer to the maids. Even though they weren't very welcoming to me at first, but now I've gotten quite close to some of them. close enough that we could talk about personal matters without feeling awkward. So when I mentioned Aunt Anne, they didn't suspect anything at all. But of c